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| musicalbabe (profile) wrote, on 5-26-2003 at 5:37pm | |
| Current mood: sad Music: The Beatles-Let It Be Subject: freedom and happiness seem to be hand in hand, running away... |
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| my mom seems to think that reminding me every few hours that brian's moving in on saturday is a good thing. let's just say i'm generally in a better state of mind when i'm not thinking about that. its just hard, ya know? even though this was a little bit more expected than the divorce, it's still not an easy thing to feel good about. i mean, i'm not used to seeing my mom kiss ANY guys at all cuz she never really kissed my father, but now that i see her with him and they're doing all this shit in front of me, it's just like...really different. and now he's moving in... when my mom first told me i was sort of numb already cuz she so kindly enlightened me that she had read this thing that she shouldn've have read, and what was i to say? she asked if i was gonna be okay with it, but what was anything that i could say gonna do to change things? its not like she was gonna stop loving him just because i dont like him. and really, at the time, i wasn't like REALLY against him. but like, since the last time he visited, i have hated him SOOO much. he just pisses me off. he acts sorta immaure, (maybe my mom thinks its cute?!?!) and he just like...annoys me. he talkes in his falsetto a lot and sings like a fucking drunk, and yeah. i get pissed off with people that act stupid around me, i just always have. thats why i tend to be closer to people who are more serious and down to earth most of the time. same thing with guys. guys that do dumb shit piss me off. guys that are serious and intelligent and insightful turn me on. so after that last visit, i am dreading having to live with that man. and to make it worse, my mom's making us make this banner that says 'welcome brian' for him. why can't it say 'sorry, we changed our mind. go back to san diego and never come back.' ???? IT'S NOT FAIR!! WHY HAVE SOME THINGS IN LIFE BEEN SO UNFAIR TO ME??? i have a feeling i'll be updating on annoying brian shit as of saturday, when he officially moves in. when i do, i'd appreciate comments such as 'what a loser' 'how the fuck could anyone love that guy?' and 'i am sooo sorry! wanna live at my place? my parents say they'll adopt you!' so thanks. i'll need some friends to get me through this... |
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iwish2bemilkywhite | 05-26-03 9:43pm what a loser. how the fuck could anybody love that guy? |
musicalbabe | Re:, 05-26-03 10:22pm haha. thanks. |
| Anonymous | brain, 05-29-03 11:31pm dude, i would get him for singing, say its a domestic distutbance, than have the police take him away. That would be cool wouldnt it, brain goes, hot policemen come...ohh so sexy policmen
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musicalbabe | Re: brain, 06-03-03 9:24pm haha...good idea! ooooh i want officer butler! he was pretty damn sexy and had a nice sense of humor. maybe my mom cud see him, fall instantly in love, and then we'd be 'the Butler family' hahaha...sexy policemen...or wait, no, MR GREWAL COULD SAVE ME!! OOOO...although he's a bit young for my mom...maybe i cud just like set myself up with him....yummmy yummmy mr. grewal...his name's drew and he's 6'5''....SEXY!! |
musicalbabe | Re: brain, 06-03-03 9:25pm haha...good idea! ooooh i want officer butler! he was pretty damn sexy and had a nice sense of humor. maybe my mom cud see him, fall instantly in love, and then we'd be 'the Butler family' hahaha...sexy policemen...or wait, no, MR GREWAL COULD SAVE ME!! OOOO...although he's a bit young for my mom...maybe i cud just like set myself up with him....yummmy yummmy mr. grewal...his name's drew and he's 6'5''....SEXY!! |