You've Already Labeled Me

I am:
A little bit of loneliness,
A little bit of disregard.
A handful of complaints,
But I can't help the fact...
That everyone can see these scars.

I am:
What I want you to want,
What I want you to feel.
But it's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you...
To just believe this is real.

So I:
Let go, watching you.
Turn your back like you always do.
Face away and pretend that I'm not,
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got.

I can't feel...
The way I did before.
Don't turn your back on me,
I won't be ignored.
Time won't take,
This damage anymore.
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be ignored.

I am:
A little bit insecure,
A little unconfident.
'Cause you don't understand-
I do what I can.
But sometimes I don't make sense.

I am:
What you never want to say,
But I've never had a doubt.
It's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you...
For once just to hear me out.

So I:
Let go, watching you.
Turn your back like you always do.
Face away and pretend that I'm not,
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got.

I can't feel...
The way I did before.
Don't turn your back on me,
I won't be ignored.
Time won't take,
This damage anymore.
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be ignored.

NOW!
Hear me out NOW!
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not.
Right NOW!
Hear me out NOW!
You're going to listen to me, like it or not.
Right now...

I can't feel,
The way I did before..
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be IGNORED

I can't feel...
The way I did before.
Don't turn your back on me,
I won't be ignored.
Time won't take,
This damage anymore.
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be ignored.


 

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acidtears

:: 2011 21 May :: 12.27am
:: Mood: Amazing

Living with you.
I love it right now. I thought moving in together was going to be scary and uncomfortable, but its not at all. It's fun, it's easy, it's happy, it's comforting knowing I'll wake up to you every morning. No more missing you for weeks at a time. No more holding a pillow wishing it was you in bed with me. No more distance. Sure, we've had arguments, but nothing major, and the tension doesn't last. You always know how to make me feel better and break my walls down. You know how to make me laugh on days where I don't even want to smile. You are the most amazing thing in my life, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I love you. I love sharing a bed with you even though you hog the blankets, I love going grocery shopping with you even though you're all over the place, I love our disorganized, qwerky, sometimes upsetting life together.

All that I am,
All that I ever was,
Is here in your perfect eyes,
They're all I can see.



If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Rip it Away


acidtears

:: 2011 17 May :: 1.31am

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

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acidtears

:: 2011 13 April :: 1.27am

Found this while watching "1,000 Ways To Die"
Way To Die #247: Eye-Sick-Kill

Date: November 29, 2008

Place: Cedar Springs, MI

The Christmas season at a mall in Cedar Springs, MI, had it's usual Christmas display, and since it was Christmastime, the mall had Santa Claus stationed outside to greet visitors. But this Santa was as naughty as his female helpers were "nice", but you would expect this Santa to be naughty. The rest of the year, he was just an old hippie stoner called "Paul".

As this Santa would do things that would only happen in the privacy of Santa's house in the North Pole, Santa's helper's got tired of the special attention that Santa paid them and made it a point to talk to the mall manager, who then made it a point to give Santa a present, that of getting fired.

But as Santa was walking away after being fired, he looked up and suddenly got a point, that was at the end of an icicle that suddenly dislodged itself from the roof, and went straight into Santa's eye, killing him instanly.

That's funny, usually naughty people get coal for Christmas, but this bad Santa got something "ice" this year...

Medical Dianosis:

The icicle decided to dislodge at that moment, which dropped with enough velocity to actually go through the eye and into the brain and killing Santa, due to brain trauma.

The creation of icicles is a continious cycle: The point of the icicle is formed more quickly than the base, which releases heat every time the icicle freezes. This cycle happens over and over again until the base of the icicle can't hold any more weight and breaks off and falls. The dislodging of icicles off buildings and roofs can prove hazardous and sometimes deadly to pedestrians and drivers due to the speed that a falling icicle can achieve, and icicles have actually killed people, like our unlucky Santa, during wintertime, more times than you can imagine





It's funny cos we don't have a mall, and I never heard anything about this.

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acidtears

:: 2011 5 April :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: cranky

I want my fucking phone back. Ugh, bullshit.

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acidtears

:: 2011 30 March :: 12.45pm

I so love having relatives mad at me and refusing to talk to me. It's alot of fun, everyone should try it at some point.

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