You've Already Labeled Me

I am: A little bit of loneliness, A little bit of disregard. A handful of complaints, But I can't help the fact... That everyone can see these scars. I am: What I want you to want, What I want you to feel. But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you... To just believe this is real. So I: Let go, watching you. Turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not, But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored. I am: A little bit insecure, A little unconfident. 'Cause you don't understand- I do what I can. But sometimes I don't make sense. I am: What you never want to say, But I've never had a doubt. It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you... For once just to hear me out. So I: Let go, watching you. Turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not, But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored. NOW! Hear me out NOW! You're gonna listen to me, like it or not. Right NOW! Hear me out NOW! You're going to listen to me, like it or not. Right now... I can't feel, The way I did before.. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be IGNORED I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored.   home | profile | guestbook Bow down before the one you serve You're gonna get what you deserve recent entries | past entries cowsgomoo!!! :: 2005 15 June :: 11.30pm alright... people suck. let's leave it at that 2 Stole It | Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2005 6 April :: 11.45am all right, i'll give you all an update, i know it's long overdue! Spring Break- Hasnt been to bad... havent really done much. On Friday i went to grand rapids to pick up some books, and then on Saturday i went to the club with Mike, Amanda, Zac, Kelly, and Autumn , and we might go again tonight. I dunno if im gonna go though. It wasnt worth 10 dollars. Um.. other than that, break has been pretty uneventful. -me 1 Stole It | Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2005 4 April :: 9.42pm wow, havent posted here in awhile......um.. break is okay. im here and everything's on track. yeah, thats about it. -me Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2005 19 March :: 11.57am :: Mood: i dont know how to feel right now i just hit the lowest point i've been in in awhile. and usually, when i hit a low, i just go and hang out with a few friends and not care. but i care about her!!! i dont want to accept the fact that she doesnt care about me! i CANT accept it. but the thing is, i dont know how she feels. i dont see her at all, and when i do, i feel great! but it seems like she avoids me at all costs. im just a backup, if that. just the guy that treats her right and buys her stuff. usually, i wouldnt mind, but usually i dont care. i care this time and i HATE IT!!!! Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2005 25 February :: 11.24pm wow i havent updated in a while.....ummm... alot has been going on, but its all good. band concert went okay, pretty bad compared to what it should have been, but oh well, shit happens. um.... anything else you wanna know ask chao, -me 1 Stole It | Rip it Away Woohu.com | Random Journal