You've Already Labeled Me

I am:
A little bit of loneliness,
A little bit of disregard.
A handful of complaints,
But I can't help the fact...
That everyone can see these scars.

I am:
What I want you to want,
What I want you to feel.
But it's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you...
To just believe this is real.

So I:
Let go, watching you.
Turn your back like you always do.
Face away and pretend that I'm not,
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got.

I can't feel...
The way I did before.
Don't turn your back on me,
I won't be ignored.
Time won't take,
This damage anymore.
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be ignored.

I am:
A little bit insecure,
A little unconfident.
'Cause you don't understand-
I do what I can.
But sometimes I don't make sense.

I am:
What you never want to say,
But I've never had a doubt.
It's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you...
For once just to hear me out.

So I:
Let go, watching you.
Turn your back like you always do.
Face away and pretend that I'm not,
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got.

I can't feel...
The way I did before.
Don't turn your back on me,
I won't be ignored.
Time won't take,
This damage anymore.
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be ignored.

NOW!
Hear me out NOW!
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not.
Right NOW!
Hear me out NOW!
You're going to listen to me, like it or not.
Right now...

I can't feel,
The way I did before..
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be IGNORED

I can't feel...
The way I did before.
Don't turn your back on me,
I won't be ignored.
Time won't take,
This damage anymore.
Don't turn your back on me...
I won't be ignored.


 

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acidtears

:: 2011 1 January :: 10.38pm

Come on and Come on and raise your glass!

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acidtears

:: 2010 31 December :: 1.40am

I loved tonight :D

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acidtears

:: 2010 29 December :: 10.39pm


One night to you
Lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now
Just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence
Say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you years ago
I guess I'll never know
What love means to me but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy

Left my childhood behind
In a roll away bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head
Trying to cover up the damage
And pad out all the bruises
too young to know i had it
So it didn't hurt to lose it
Didn't hurt to lose it
No but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way

Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you
Thank you
From the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart yeah yeah

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy

Rip it Away


acidtears

:: 2010 11 December :: 7.28pm

You seemed like a really great guy. You were sweet, funny, charming, you did things for me that no one has ever done before. I was really looking forward to you coming back to Michigan. I was looking forward to "us" again. I was really look forward to everything.
But, its funny how things can change so much within a few days. It's no wonder you never called me when you got back. Your girlfriend probably wouldn't like that. I just cannot believe how you raised my hopes so high, you sounded just as happy as me, then I find out you're dating some chick named Leslie. You have no idea how bad this hurts. I have not cried over a guy in such a long time, and yet I find myself doing just that right now. This is why I don't like to let my wall down, for anyone. It never fails. I end up alone, crying, hurt, angry, etc.


And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall...
Pour real life down on me....
Cause I can't hold on, to anything this good....
Enough. Am I good enough for you, to love me too?


So I just want to thank you. Thank you for wasting my time, my emotions, thanks for making me feel hurt and unwanted. Thanks for humiliating me.

P.S.- Fuck you.

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acidtears

:: 2010 8 December :: 1.02pm

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