You've Already Labeled Me

I am: A little bit of loneliness, A little bit of disregard. A handful of complaints, But I can't help the fact... That everyone can see these scars. I am: What I want you to want, What I want you to feel. But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you... To just believe this is real. So I: Let go, watching you. Turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not, But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored. I am: A little bit insecure, A little unconfident. 'Cause you don't understand- I do what I can. But sometimes I don't make sense. I am: What you never want to say, But I've never had a doubt. It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you... For once just to hear me out. So I: Let go, watching you. Turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not, But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored. NOW! Hear me out NOW! You're gonna listen to me, like it or not. Right NOW! Hear me out NOW! You're going to listen to me, like it or not. Right now... I can't feel, The way I did before.. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be IGNORED I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored.   home | profile | guestbook Bow down before the one you serve You're gonna get what you deserve recent entries | past entries acidtears :: 2010 10 February :: 7.10pm :: Mood: cheerful Woooooooooo for my new tattoo! :) 2 Stole It | Rip it Away acidtears :: 2010 8 February :: 3.12pm Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would have work out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop [Chorus] I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road But someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry It started with the perfect kiss then We could feel the poison set in "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go [Chorus] You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone Remember all the tings we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye [Chorus] You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Rip it Away acidtears :: 2010 30 January :: 5.20pm :: Mood: cold :: Music: Blue Foundation I'll seek you out, Flay you alive One more word and you won't survive And I'm not scared of your stolen power I see right through you any hour I won't soothe your pain I won't ease your strain You'll be waiting in vain I got nothing for you to gain I'm taking it slow Feeding my flame Shuffling the cards of your game And just in time In the right place Suddenly I will play my ace I won't soothe your pain I won't ease your strain You'll be waiting in vain I got nothing for you to gain Eyes on fire Your spine is ablaze Felling any foe with my gaze And just in time In the right place Steadily emerging with grace Felling any foe with my gaze Steadily emerging with grace Felling any foe with my gaze Steadily emerging with grace Rip it Away acidtears :: 2010 21 January :: 11.36pm :: Mood: calm :: Music: Johnny Cash. Cocaine Blues. Early one mornin' while makin' the rounds I took a shot of cocaine and I shot my woman down I went right home and I went to bed I stuck that lovin' 44 beneath my head Got up next mornin' and I grabbed that gun took a shot of cocaine and away I run Made a good run but I run too slow they overtook me down in Juarez Mexico Late in the hot joints takin' the pills in walked the sheriff from Jericho Hill He said Willy Lee your name is not Jack Brown You're the dirty hack that shot your woman down Said yes oh yes my name is Willy Lee if you've got the warrant just aread it to me Shot her down because she made me slow I thought I was her daddy but she had five more When I was arrested I was dressed in black They put me on a train and they took me back Had no friend for to go my bail they slapped my dried up carcass in that country jail Early next mornin' bout a half past nine I spied the sheriff coming down the line Talked and he coughed as he cleared his throat He said come on you dirty heck into that district court Into the courtroom my trial began where I was handled by twelve honest men Just before the jury started out I saw the little judge commence to look about In about five minutes in walked the man holding the verdict in his right hand The verdict read in the first degree I hollered Lordy Lordy have a mercy on me The judge he smiled as he picked up his pin 99 years in the Folsom pen 99 years underneath that ground I can't forget the day I shot that bad bitch down Come on you've gotta listen unto me lay off that whiskey and let that cocaine be Rip it Away acidtears :: 2010 6 January :: 5.16pm :: Mood: contemplative Ultrasound results. Well, my Doctor called me today and told me what they found on my ultrasound. As I figured, cysts, they keep appearing, then bursting, appearing, then bursting, etc. It's getting ridiculous. And because I'm still feeling some pain, she said I need to be monitored, cyst-wise. So, I'm making an appointment and talking to her about a possibility. I'll let you guys know what's going on. 4 Stole It | Rip it Away Woohu.com | Random Journal