:: 2003 18 September :: 8.30 pm

x. Made out with JUST a friend - ya
x. Been rejected - hmmm... i dunno... i think so..
x. Been in love - current state of being.
x. Used someone - yes
x. Been used - probly
x. Cheated on someone - yes. because i suck
x. Been cheated on - probly, i don't know tho
x. Done something you regret - ya, tons

The last person..
x. You touched - em
x. You talked to - my mom
x. You instant messaged - caitlyn
x. You yelled at - that kid i didnt know that i called a dyke hahahaha!
x. You laughed with - em. yeshhhh.
x. You had a crush on - MAC!
x. Who broke your heart - anthony.

Do you..
x. Color your hair - i have before. not anymore tho
x. Have tattoos - no, but i want some
x. Piercings - 10. 5 on one ear, 4 on the other, n my tummy is impailed
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend - yessah
x. Floss daily - whenever food gets in my teeth
x. Own a webcam - used to... it was good fun
x. Ever get off the damn computer - uhh... no actually.
x. Habla espanol - poquito

Have you/do you/do you have..
x. Considered a life of crime - constantly
x. Considered being a hooker - constantly.. isnt that included in "life of crime?"
x. Considered being a pimp - bitch. i am a pimp.
x. Think you are psycho - yes. so do a lot of people.
x. Split personalities - yes
x. Obsessive - w/ some stuff.
x. Obsessive compulsive - yes. used to be worse
x. Panic - occaisonally
x. Anxiety - attacks
x. Depressed - yes
x. Suicidal - ...
x. Obsessed with hate - there's alot i hate
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be - anywhere with marcone.
x. What are you listening to - damn. now that it occurs to me... nothing.
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body - i can peirce it!
x. Chicken or fish - chicken. fish taste fishy.
x. Do you have a favorite animal? - no. ostriches are really weird
x. Current Clothes - my wifebeater and jeans.
x. Current Mood - kinda sleepy
x. Current Music - something corporate-if you see jordan
x. Current Taste - toofpaste
x. Current Hair - lack thereof?
x. Current Annoyance - my itchies!
x. Current Smell - my toofpaste
x. Current thing I ought to be doing - showering. and responding to im's
x. Current Desktop Picture - marcone. i wish he was here...
x. Current Favorite Group - i could never tell that!
x. Current Book - me talk pretty one day. still.
x. Current DVD In Player - who the hell cares?!
x. Current Refreshment - i guess water?
x. Current Worry - a lot of crap.
x. Current Crush - marc.
x. Current Favorite Celebrity - aaron barett

Favorite..
x. Drink - apple juice.
x. Color - canes colors and purple and pink and black
x. Shoes - my bowling shoes or my adidas
x. Candy - tobelerone
x. Animal - cant tell!
x. TV Show - gilmore girls or the reruns of buffy on FX
x. Movie - hmmm... office space, dirty dancing, death to smoochy, fight club.
x. Dance - geting my groove on.
x. Music - the music of my anal cavity.

Are you..
x. Understanding - i try to be
x. Open-minded - ya
x. Insecure - very
x. Interesting - i thought i was until em began ignoring every freaking thing i say!
x. Hungry - no, just itchy.
x. Friendly - to people i like
x. Smart - not like jesse the freaky super genious!
x. Moody - like a swingset.
x. Independent - ya
x. Hard working - when i care about what i'm doing
x. Organized - eh.. its debatable
x. Healthy - ya
x. Emotionally Stable - not at all
x. Shy - no, i'm pretty outgoing
x. Difficult - if by that you mean stubborn yes.
x. Attractive - my hair is
x. Bored Easily - hehe bird.
x. Thirsty - yah
x. Responsible - yes
x. Sad - not at the moment
x. Happy - itchy
x. Trusting - eh...
x. Talkative - eh...
x. Unique - is anyone?
x. Needy - no

Who do you want to..
x. Slap - i'm not telling
x. Look like - too many people
x. Be like - not me
x. Talk to offline - mah baby dad

Here on Fibber Island we strum rubber guitars

:: 2003 16 September :: 7.27 pm

FIRSTS
Firsts.
First best friend: Elizabeth Jennifer Steinberg
First real memory of something: i dont know... i really dont
First date: mike ippolito... i think...
First real kiss: Marshall Sheets @ camp 2002
First break-up: andrew joy, beginning of 8th grade. we "went out" for 2 days and then i dumped him lol
First job: aint never had one. too much of a youngn
First screen name: jezmopip. me and me brother had to share it... he was like 8 and i was like 4 or 5
First self purchased album: umm... i dont know... i think spice girls...
First funeral: my grandpa... i didnt go to my grandmas.
First pets: well, jesse had fish when i was little that i dont remember... but my first REAL pet was a rabbit. 8P
First piercing/tattoo: my little earsies.
First credit card: i am not worthy
First love: Marcone. and hopefully, ill get lucky and hell be my last love too... in like a decade...
First enemy: this chick in preschool that i wasnt too keen on. i was friends with her and hated her at once.
First big trip: maybe california? or mexico? or texas?
First musician you remember hearing in your house: hmmm....i cant really remember... but i remember records... lots of records... i think the peter pan album?

Lasts.
Last cigarette: with em at the barn after the last time we went to riviera lol.
Last big car ride: umm... i havent been on a big one in a lonnnnng time... so probably when i went to key biscayne with laur.
Last good cry: just last night
Last library book checked out: havent checked one out in about forever... but i volunteered there this summer!
Last movie seen: The Sixth Sense
Last beverage drank: Gatorade L'orange
Last food consumed: subway biatch
Last crush: paul :-[ and marcone... durrrrr
Last phone call: rrrrrrrryan saul!
Last time showered: lasssss night
Last shoes worn: my shoes that i run in
Last cd played: ummm my mix i made in the car
Last annoyance: my mom bitching about hw
Last disappointment: hmmm...HUMMMM... not being made of gold?
Last time wanting to die: just yesterday.
Last time scolded: This afternoon
Last shirt worn: my hot n sexy sportsbra im wearing now that i ran in.
Last website visited: my woohu, slut. or google. or the badgers.

Here on Fibber Island we strum rubber guitars

:: 2003 16 September :: 7.09 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

i miss marcone. i also miss those stickers called fuzzies... that were fuzzy...

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:: 2003 8 September :: 6.12 pm
:: Mood: not so hot.
:: Music: atom and his package- what we do on christmas

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:: 2003 7 September :: 1.22 pm

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Here on Fibber Island we strum rubber guitars

:: 2003 7 September :: 1.19 pm

A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
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What kind of girl are you?
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Here on Fibber Island we strum rubber guitars

:: 2003 29 August :: 7.21 pm
:: Mood: depressed

i have mono
there hasn't been one time this week when i have been sleeping (day or night)... or even half of the time that i have been awake, that i haven't thought about marcone. :(

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:: 2003 23 August :: 10.34 pm

I AM JACKIE, HEAR ME ROAR.
so i saw marcone today. twas a cute. he gave me flowers. 8P!!! it was the last time i will see him (?). i went out to dinner with nancy and my parents tonight. nancy is fun. she is obviously the cool one out of the pair of my mother and she. but i have lots of the good memories from today. :) and pictures! and we took a nap! hehe... napping. ok. bye for now... im all woozy and discombobulated.
-<3always- jAckiE

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:: 2003 21 August :: 8.28 pm
:: Music: nerfherder- sorry

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:: 2003 18 August :: 5.16 pm
:: Mood: headachey
:: Music: RBF- S.R.

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:: 2003 17 August :: 12.14 am

i am Count Sexula!!!! hehehehe!~
Are You HOT or NOT?






HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY TO EMILY ANNE GREEN! I<3U DAHLINK! YOU ARE STILL NOT OLD! lol

Here on Fibber Island we strum rubber guitars

:: 2003 16 August :: 11.55 pm

tonight was a very great night. it really was. i got to spend some very quality time with marcones siblings and his friends and him. it was nice. the only thing is, that i forgot my bag at his sisters house, so i didnt have my cell phone to call my mother and tell her we would be 15 minutes late because we were dropping off ben. she says she understands it was an "honest mistake" but still i am being berated by her and am being remotely penalized. blah. oh well. the point is tonight was great, all of the brazilianness and the corn in teeth and the mosquitoes and rebelling against publix doors. was all amazing. because i love marcone. so much more than anything in the world.

-<3always- jAckiE

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:: 2003 13 August :: 7.32 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Melanie- Brand New Key

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:: 2003 10 August :: 3.17 pm

1) pillow
2) soup
3) ass sex
4) cards that you forgot
*****************************
1) flowers n my card!
2) back rub
3) drive in
4) ass sex



AND DONT YOU FORGET IT, JUICE HEAD! <3<3<3!!!

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:: 2003 9 August :: 1.00 am
:: Mood: beaten, not broken.
:: Music: crap

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