ust woke up... thinkin the usual thoughts
i love marcone. i have been with him for 5 months, yesterday. i wish i could spend all of my time with him, because i never want my being near him to be interrupted. i wish he wasnt sick so that he wouldnt be half dead. i love marcone...and im obsessing over him right now.
*chOO-ChoO TRaInS 'n' biG RocKS*

AHOY MATEY! GARR!
i spent the day with liz today. we were gonna go to the rapids, but it looked like it was gonna storm, so we went to the mall and the movies and saw american wedding. it was an OK movie... not amazing.. not horrid, i dont regret seeing it, especially since it wasnt my money, lol. ryan is home! he came back today from CT.. woop woop! i was informed today that there is a drive-in in south florida... i was like...WOAH wussup! marcone said hed take me tomorrow. itll be like in grease. except less greasy... sort of. lol, jk. i cant wait to see him though... tomorrow or whenever... i love just being near him and being able to hear the sound of his voice and smell his scent and feel his hand in mine. <3...im such a lil girl. hehe! oh well... i found a band that i really like today... badly drawn boy. i want their cd. but i dont have 18$ to buy a cd with just a-lyin' around! but none of their stuff is on kazaa so i may, for once, have to support the economy, lol. in case whoever (if anyone) reads my journal hasnt realized ive been putting things in stars and happy letters before my name at the end... they are things that make me smile 8D!!!! hehehe! k... im done writing for now. anticipating the next time i can see my love<3. eeee!
*SQUisHiEs 'n' tHe BOy!!!*

-<3always- jAckiE

well today was fun! i spent my macy's gift certificates that ive had for about 2 years or so today... bought some miiiiiighty cute stuff! hehe... then tonight i saw marcone<3!! yay! that was good fun!!!! he's my salty daddy. haahahaha... well, i got my schedule today... and its SOOOOOO gay! cuz instead of psychology 1/ holocaust which were 2 semester classes i actually WANTED BADLY... i got drivers ed. how terrible is that??? i was apalled! i am already driving! i dont need drivers ed!! GARR! so i will try to get a schedule change to get into at least one of the classes i want... because there is NO WAY IN HELL i am taking drivers ed. i am very upset about that. but yeah... so back to marcone...we went to denny's and ate, then walked over to shadowwood and we wer gonna see a movie, but none of them started around 830... or any time NEAR 830... so we walkedc around in bed bath and beyond and over to mission bay... we were gonna go to toys r us, but it was closed, and there was a fountain! we decided that when we are married since he lacks any ambition, he will concentrate on his "art" (D&D).. and since i will be wealthy i will support him... and eventually he will become a chippendale. it will be a nice life. i am going to buy him a pillow. ok.

:MY SCHEDULE:
1) eng hon2 gifted
2) chorus IV
3) drafting 1
4) bio honors
5) drivers ed
~_~_~_~_~_~_B LUNCH_~_~_~_~_~_~_
6) algebra 2
7) ap world history

*SoUP 'n' thE ALpHaBEt!!*
-<3always- Jackie

how much i OWN!
I EFFING ROCK ALL OF YOU SO HARD! i am the QUEEN... no no, the KING (because kings hold more power) of ultimate frisbee! w00t! devin and i were on atlantic ave. tonight just walking around doing nothing, which is what we always do, just in different places... so we go to Veterans Park, and we are just playing on the playground when i see my brothers friend fabio and his friends playing FRISBEEEEEEE! they invited us to play and i have decided that i EFFING OWNED THEM ALL!!! (regardless of reality) haha! it was so fun! my brother and preston and rich have been making the video for the anarchy lunchbox song that they made... andarchy lunchbox is their joke band that they made... they are a hardcore gutter brit-punk band... it is very funny. they have neames and everything (johnny regular, richie sludge, robbie banks). i cant WAIT to see the video! Marcone graduated today.. cuz he had to go to summerschool so he graduated late...YAY FOR HIM!!!!! :P!!!! I'm gonna miss him so much when he leaves... im not going to know what to do with myself...:(...i cant wait until the next time i can se him!!! he's a graduate! lol... and i am giving him a box of jackie crayons for a present!! haha...yay for marcone and his graduation! lol... he is sick... thats no good... sick=bad=sad=not good! i would really like to go to the rapids tomorrow! that would be neat! weeee! maybe i will go with liz and other people too if i can find anyone else who wants to go... ok! bye bye for now!
*sMiLEs n LEmONadE!!!*
-<3always- *jAckiE*

im tired. i have a headache. i dont know if marcone is driving me tomorrow or WHAT because i dont get to speak to him. and WHY dont people EVER leave comments on anything, goddammit!!! you all suck! FNEH!!!!
<3 jAckiE


ps... my entry from july 20th, the long one that i wrote in the wee hours of the morning, is now my favorite entry. if you havent read it, i suggest you do so now, and leave a comment on something in ANY entry at all... because i like ot know im appreciated!

nuttin' hunny!
i had a great night tonight... it was a very good night twice. haha! aaanyway... so i went to shadowwood and ate my sushi on the ground ALONE... then i met up with liz, and i frolicked around barefoot and invented the word: fagwad. then marcone came... FINALLY! JEEZ! ALWAYS LATE! ugh... haha... and we saw johnny english, which was quite possibly the worst movie i have ever seen in my entire life. i am sure there have been worse, but they have been blocked out of my mind and this one is FRESH and filed right up front in my mental card catalogue. BLEH. then afterward, as we were standing outside the theater waiting for dr. steinberg (lol) to pick up liz, some jackass 12 year old kept calling the payphone and asking inane questions that only a 12 year old would ask! such as: are there any hot girls there? (well of course there were! me and liz... DUHHH) and: uhh.. do you wanna do it? (again, blatant idiocy). so we had some fun answering the phone some 9876546789876 times!!!!!! GARR! then liz went home, and me and marcone went to his house and had some time to ourselves... later he drove me home and we sat around reading the newspaper and looking at bathrooms in a magazine called bathroom trends. i personally love looking at design elements such as those. then we watched stripperella. its a good show. and despite its attempt at sheer testosterone-powered plots and animation, the show is actually pretty darn feministic. anyway, i liked the show. plus there was a monkey... named mister bojangles. everyone loves mister bojangles. hehehehehe! and yes, comics are intended to be FUNNY! ESPECIALLY comic books! ESPECIALLY the hulk! ok... no im not one to be knocking the hulk... hahahaha.... aaaaaaaaaaaanywho, i think im gonna go down to the horses and heroes place tomorrow... that should be fun.. possibly the beach too... i should really head to sleep. mmmm sleep... ok well, nite!
<3 jAckiE

i like filling out surveys, but i like them even mroe when YOU fill them out about ME! so pleaaaaaase do this for me??
TELL ME!

1. AM I CUTE?:
2. AM I HOT?:
3. AM I SWEET?:
4. AM I CRAZY?:
5. AM I LOVEABLE?:
6. AM I FUNNY?:
7. AM I ANNOYING?:
8. AM I PSYCHO?:
9. AM I DARING?:
10. AM I A GOOD PERSON?:
11. AM I SEXY?:

*****...WOULD YOU...*****
12. HUG ME?:
13. MISS ME IF I WAS GONE?:
14. LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS?:
15. HUG ME IF I CRIED?:
16. BE A GOOD FRIEND?:
17. EVER GO OUT WITH ME?:
18. IF YOU ALREADY HAVE WOULD U DO IT AGAIN?:
19. KISS ME ((REALLY))?:
20. IF YOU ALREADY HAVE WOULD U DO IT AGAIN?:
21. MARRY ME IF U COULD?:

*****IF YOU COULD*****(these are different)
22. GIVE ME A NEW NAME, WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY?:
23. HOOK ME UP WITH SOMEONE (REAL), WHO WOULD IT BE AND WHY?:
24. DO ONE THING WITH ME WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY?:
25. DROP ME ONE PIECE OF ADVICE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?:

*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
26. WHAT DO YOU LOVE ABOUT ME?:
27. WHAT DO YOU HATE ABOUT ME?(SERIOUSLY):
28. WHAT IS MY BEST QUALITY?:
29. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT ME WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
30. WHAT IS YOUR HONEST OPINION OF ME?:

**A FEW QUESTIONS**
1. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?:
2. DID YOU EVER HEAR SHIT ABOUT ME BEFORE WE MET (IF SO, WHAT?)
3. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN ME CRY?:
4. DESCRIBE ME IN FOUR ADJECTIVES:
5. IF WE COULD SPEND A DAY TOGETHER WHAT WOULD WE DO?:
6. HAVE WE EVER GOTTEN IN A FIGHT?:
7. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME A PRESENT WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
8. WOULD YOU HUG ME?:
9. WHAT DO YOU REALLY THINK OF ME?:
10. HAVE WE EVER KISSED?:
11. HAS THERE EVER BEEN ANYTHING YOU WANTED TO TELL ME, BUT WERE SCARED TO?:
12. NAME ONE THING YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT ME:
13. WHAT SONG/BAND MAKES YOU THINK OF ME?:
14. NAME ONE THING YOU ENVY ABOUT ME:
1. WHAT SONG (IF ANY) REMINDS YOU OF ME?
2. DO I REMIND YOU OF ANY CHARACTERS ON TV?
3. DOES ANYTHING ELSE MAKE YOU THINK OF ME?
4. IF YOU COULD RENAME ME... WHAT WOULD MY NAME BE?
5. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM ABOUT ME?
6. IF YOU JUST MET ME, HOW OLD WOULD YOU GUESS I AM?
7. AM I HUGGABLE?
8. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING... WHAT WOULD IT BE?
9. IF YOU COULD PROMISE ME ANYTHING... WHAT WOULD IT BE?
10. IF YOU COULD DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD... WHAT WOULD THAT WORD BE?
11. WHEN WE FIRST MET, WHAT WERE YOUR THOUGHTS?
12. IF YOU HAD TO DESCRIBE TO SOMEONE WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM LIKE, WHAT WOULD YOU TELL THEM?
13. WHAT ARE MY FAULTS?
14. MY STRENGTHS?
15. DO YOU WISH WE WERE CLOSER?
16. STATE HERE YOUR COMPLETELY HONEST OPINION OF ME.
17. WHAT DISNEY CHANNEL SHOW REMINDS YOU OF ME?
18. DO YOU THINK WE'RE TOO CLOSE?
19. WOULD YOU DITCH ME?
20. WHAT PLANT/ANIMAL REMINDS YOU OF ME?

new stuff!
i hope you all like my complete journal over-haul. well, that is if anyone teads this... :-/... oh well, anyway, i started cuz i decided i needed a new picture, then i was like... but that picture is too happy for the font color and i started changing things and voila.. i got this. i think im gonna change the picture soon, i have this funny one that says whore bag. its good stuff. hmmm ok... well im going to the movies with liz and her friend from summer school justin. i dont know him, but oh well. i went to baja fresh today for the first time. its really good. its cold in there though... AND NO! YOU CANT HAVE THE DAMN BALLOON! haha... hmm... nothing much to tell... ill tellyou all how johnny english is after i see it at shadowwood at 735 (hint hint). k. bye bye!
<3 jAckiE

so what IS my deal?
ok, so i was reading Devin's woohu... and it got me thinking... because there was stuff about volunteering written in it. i started thinking "hmmm, i am volunteering, but it isnt something that i really want to be doing..." so i went on www.volunteermatch.org where you can find community service opportunities in your area, and i found an organization called F.R.I.E.N.D.S. for EIA (equine infectious anemia) in fort lauderdale. i was really interested so i went to the site and you sponsor a horse, they provide horse, stall, and pasture, and it is by ability of the rider... and i am so completely into this now! its around 150- 200$ a month to sponsor the horse... and i think you get community service hours for it, but regardless... i am REALLY REALLY into this idea!! EEEEEP!
AAAAAnyway... i had a great night. Marcone came over and we did nothing, but i dunno, it seemed funner than usual... it was funner than usual and im not sure why... oh well. heh heh... i loooooooooove him! hehe. im all giddy and stuff now. i ate a lot. blah. cookies and pudding and mcdonalds and such in no specific order. oh well... nothing too interesting going on. Paul and i went to the library today and serviced our community. yep. and what a service we provided. haha... well, we each got 2 hours today, so thats niiice. k... well im off to the races! TOODLESSS!
<3 Jackie

PS--> i REALLY miss em and sarah... life isnt as bouncy without them! doody. oh well! :D

ANOTHER survey!
1) name: Jacqueline Lubin Tombari, Jackie, "The Jackie", Jack-jack, Jax, Jack-sack, Jackarooni, J-dizzle, Hackie (my better half), Jack-heyyy-hooo-heyyy-hooo!, jackoff/ejaculation... think words including jack
2) Screen Name: JooBunnie6
3) Birthday: Febullary 13, 1988
4) Location: Spice World...
5) Zodiac: Aquarius... it is the dawning of my age.

What your favorite/best...

6) Color: purple, and pink, and black, and white, and yellow, and blue, and green, and nearly every color/shade that exists
7) Food: pizza, or PEACH COBBLER... YEAH!
8) Drink: Snapple (pink lemonade, lemon iced tea, peach iced tea, peach juice, or apple juice.)

Are you....
9) Loving? Most of the time
10) A good friend? i hope...
11) Shy? usually im not, but in certain situations i can be... its my sign of discomfort
12) A good lover? they called me a minx in WW2
13) Open minded? yes
14) Always online? twenny-fo/seben

Do You?
15) Smoke? only once-ish
16) Take risks? i want to! oh i want to so badly!
17) Do drugs? naaaaaaaaaaaaah
18) Write? some poetry and some prose.. a little bitta everything, i like to MIX IT UP!
19) Paint? its not one of my strong points, but i love it
20) Sing? when i can!
21) Go to school? its illegal for me not to...

Questions....
22) What is your most embarrassing moment? either too many to say, or too many brain cells lost to recall
23) Have you done things you regret? of course! the majority of things i do i regret 10 minutes later!
24) What would you change about yourself if you could? i wish my dad wouldve taught me italian, so i could speak italian. and mostly physical stuff
25) What color socks are you wearing? its 1:47 in the morning... why the nut do you think id be wearing socks?!
26) Would you be happy if you died right now? no. not at all. im still incapable of expressing my feelings, so not just yet
37) What do you think of this number 9? i think its a damn dirty republican. GARR!!
28) If a genie granted you three wishes they would be? 1) the ability to express myself 2) to find my true love and live happily ever after 3) his freedom in exchange for 2 more wishes.....all genies need freedom! didnt you see aladdin?!

Have you....
29) Bunjee jumped? i want to...but it seems very full of jumping.
30) Sky dived? Lauren and me... 18th bday... its going down.
31) Drank: yassir... hey... remember that time...? cuz i dont! i was too fucking shitfaced!
32) Made a fool of yourself? oh my goooooodness yes i have!
33) Murdered someone? not quite yet... but im plotting... all of the time im plotting..
34) Had a baby? only kitty-tits... and shes imaginary. so no
35) Made someone cry? ya. plus me, whom i make cry all the time.
36) Got into a fight? yea
37) Went to jail? no...
38) Been in a hurricane? sure, they dont call it the sunshine state for nothing!
39) Seen a tornado? oooh! i saw one on tv one time! it looked all windy and fun! but in a menacing, life-threatening way...
40) Hit your parents? pushed yes... hit no...
41) Broke the law? in multiple ways...
42) Broke a bone? my collarbone when i was like 2, and my nose has been broken twice...thank you sarah!
43) Been in the hospital? yes.
44) Slept outside? only on camp overnights, and that one time my family went camping... we attempted the wilderness thing and failed horribly... it was a disaster and we all had to pee.
45) Got a ticket? no. but i HAVE hit a concrete pole.
46) Jumped out of a moving car? i almost did once... i still kind of want to... but no
47) Had unproctective sex? not of the unprotected kind!
48) Danced in the rain? yes... i wish i could do it more often!
49) Been struck by lighting? no
50) Been run over? no... but marcone has..
51) Killed an animal? bugs and stuff...i love the cute 'n' fuzzies too much though... even the rabid ones
52) Ran away from home? i was about to... but then i didnt have a bag.
53) gotten tired of this survey yet? no. not at all. i have no life. this is SHEER EXCITEMENT FOR ME!

Either/or
55) Coke/ Pepsi: Coke, Vanilla Coke.
56) Hot/Cold: somewhere in between... but more on the cold side
57) Black/white: black
58) Happy/sad: in between... cuz that how i feel most of the time
59) Up/down: down...into caves and stuff.. you never know what you'll find!
60) Outside/inside: the doorway
61) dancing/singing: when you sing you just kinda start to dance... so both... by means of singing
62) reading/watching: watching the national reading olympiad... because im difficult
63) roses/daisies: daisies and tulips and carnations
64) energetic/calm: energetic with some calm mixed in there for good measure
65) loud/quiet: me
66) smart/stupid: smart
67) rude/friendly: friendly
68) socks on/socks off: off
69) boxers/briefs: boxers.. especially when i get to wear them!!! hehehehehe!
70) dark/light: light, but not bright
71) sunny/cloudy: depends on where im heading
72) day/night: night
73) summer/winter: fall
74) fire/ice: ice
75) tiger/bunny: Tigunny! RAWR! *hop hop*
76) player/hater: foosball anyone?
77) flowers/grass: wild flowers
78) dressed/undressed: dressed...in hats with grapes
79) innie/outie: i love ALL bellybuttons!
80) fast/slow: WOAH THERE! if this is a sexual question im gonna hafta plead the fifth there mister!
81) peace/war: peace.

Would you...
82) die for love? i dont know anymore.
83) die for a friend? depends on which friend.
84) donate organs? yes.
85) give blood? yes.
86) hide a convict? only if it was someone i loved
87) kill someone if they hurt a family member? depends on what you mean by "hurt"...
88) commit suicide? not now
89) kiss your best friend's bf? on the cheek as a greeting maybe... but nuffink more!
90) cheat on your bf? not on this one...hes a keeper!
91) run away from home? depends on what you mean by home
92) move to a foreign country? italy.
93) dye your hair on a bet? its been around the color wheel a few too many times for me to CARE anymore
93) shave your head on a bet? depends on what we were betting over

Whens the last time you....
94) cried? day before yesterday i think
95) showered? this morning
96) slept? last night for a bit
97) had sex? may 10.
98) drank? few days ago... i was all upset and upset and stupid.
99) got mad? right now.
100) played on a playground? before camp :(
101) fell in love? 4 months ago.... but things dont feel the same.maybe its just the lust part of new love leaving a little. but still... i wanna fall for him all over again... and never ever for anybody else..
102) danced in the rain? a while ago
103) listened to sad songs? like... a minute ago
104) blew bubbles? in the shower today! WEEE!
105) believed in the Easter bunny? never did
106) wrote a song? not too long ago
107) wrote poetry? not too long ago
108) had REAL fun? too long ago.
109) actually got scared? at camp... joe's cabin 28 haunting story.
110) got sick? well, it was majorly sick at the beginning of the shcool year
111) needed a hug? im on the verge of tears...cuz of that love question... i need a hug right now...
112) talked on the phone? ummm...hours ago?

Do you like ....
113) roller coasters: yes!
114) spiders: no!
115) snakes: no
116) heights: yep... kind of
117) tattoos: in moderation...
118) piercings: in moderation
119) airplanes: in moderation... i dont believe in jamming airplanes through ones earlobe on a whim...
120) diving boards: *~#on my own Dive Team#~*
121) long surveys: YES'M!!!!
122) are you glad this is done? no! i love surveys!!!!!

Just some thoughts
So, im laying in bed for a half hour, and since i cant sleep, my mind has just been drifting from thought to thought for a while. here are a few to keep you (the reader) entertained!!

1) The expression "Don't let the bed bugs bite". It makes no sense at all if you give it some in depth thought. If you are asleep, and there are bugs in your bed biting you, there is really nothing you can consciously do to stop them from biting because you are asleep. And the silliest thing about this is, that the expression is targeted at the time when you are asleep, not the time when you are laying in bed doing nothing. I know this because it is traditionally preceeded by "Goodnight, sleep tight." Therefore it is impossible to not let the bed bugs bite unless you are not asleep at all, in which case you did not heed the advice in the first half of the expression, making your quest for bed bugs completely pointless, because if you are awake...what are you doing in bed, silly?

2) I wonder if it is weird for women who change their names when married to have to hear people calling them by a last name that isnt the same as what they have been called for what is, im assuming, the majority of their lives. For instance, I'm completely used to hearing it, but when people call asking for "Mrs. Tombari" (being my mother), i wonder if she ever just takes a moment to consider that she is still Miss Lubin, and that for most of her life she was Miss Lubin, or if it takes a second or two for it to register in her head that SHE is Mrs. Tombari and the call is for her, even though it has been twenty-some-odd years. I should like to hyphenate my name when i am married. That way i won't forget the name i had growing up, and I'll still have my married name, and i won't get all of too confused when people call me asking for "Mrs. Such-and-such".

3) My parents got married old. They have only been married for, like I said, twety-some-odd years. That may sound like the span of a normal marriage to you, but you must take into consideration the fact that my mother is 53 and my father is 46. OK, so maybe thats not EXTREMELY late for getting married, but i think they got started on having kids too late. she was 35 when she had her FIRST baby. and 38 for me!!! (maybe i am off a few years, please forgive me!) I would want to have children young. To marry on the young side too... but not because i WANT to get married... but because I'm in love, and hes in love, and the ideals of a good world are still somewhat fresh in our heads and we still have some whimsically frivolous ideas floating around in our skulls... when you arent dour because life has "dealt you a bad hand". And to have kids young for that same reason. you have not yet been jaded by life... and also that having parents who are so generationally challenged that you cannot even relate to them is just no fun! I dont want to just be "mom"... i want to be the mom who actually has conversations with her kids. Who is somewhat friends with her children... where she knows some intimate details of their lives without being intrusive.

4) I wish that there was some way that you could know who you are going to ultimately end up with in life. I'm sure a lot of girls wish this were possible, hell even some guys probably do also! It would be a sure fire way to avoid devastating heart break, but youd still be able to have fun along the way. I have wanted to know who my husband will be ever since i was little. I think that's all part of playing pretend when youre little, you can create a guy who you hope will be similar to your future mate. Oh well... again, these are just some topics I touched upon whilst drifting...Ahhhhh... the joys of thought!! Have fun tossing thses ideas around for yourselves! night kids!