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Im-sorry
[ dabestyougot69 ]

:: 2005 29 July :: 1.38am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the sound of my screams

my poem...comments?
Emptiness
By Kelli T
(C) 2005


Emptiness
Describes my being

Emptiness
My only trait

Emptiness
Who has the meaning?

Emptiness
My dreadful fate

Emptiness is what I feel
When I'm walking all alone
Emptiness is what I feel
When no ones calling on the phone
Emptiness is what I feel
When you stabbed me in the back
Emptiness is what I feel
When I'm falling off lifes tracks

Emptiness is what I feel
When I try to OD you away
Emptiness is what I feel
When you loved started to fade
Emptiness is what I felt
When you chose her over me
Emptiness is what I felt
When you fucked me over completely

As empty as that pill bottle
That I just emptied out
As empty as feeling "love"
I thought I knew about
As empty as your heart
As empty as my soul
As empty as your love has been
Even when I wanted more

Welcome to my suicide party

2 spoke | speak


-nightsloth-

:: 2005 12 July :: 1.07pm

i played a game on adultswim.com. I got a score of 2,420.

I dare any one of you to beat it.

http://www.adultswim.com/games/homemovies_lookalive/index.html

Bring it on.

2 spoke | speak


Im-sorry
[ dabestyougot69 ]

:: 2005 20 June :: 9.41am

The dream is...







dead.

speak


Im-sorry
[ dabestyougot69 ]

:: 2005 20 June :: 9.30am

Not long ago, but far away...
A rainy winters day
All her pain, she kept inside
could no longer hide
No cry for help
she killed herself
Both life and love she could not save
She took them both to the grave

A pair of souls become undone
Where were two, now one
Divided by this wall of death
I will soon join you yet
With my blood, I'll find your love
You've found your strenth to end your life
As yo did, so shall I

Oh no

Don't die on me
Don't die on me
Don't die on me
Don't die...

speak


Im-Sorry
[ imugly ]

:: 2005 15 June :: 9.03pm

Give me three random colors
1. bergandy
2. brown
3. garnet
Your name is: Elise
You love: my violin
You want: to be loved
You wish: he cared about me again
You have: nothing anymore
You need: to be forgiven

speak


Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 14 June :: 1.59pm

I'm sorry...

For everything.

1 spoke | speak


-nightsloth-

:: 2005 2 June :: 6.55pm

OMG
OMG
OMG
NEW WORDS!



ok. . . here's the picture.
"snail" is uncool
"llama" is cool.
is that LLAMA OR WHAT!!
lol i thought of it while talking to kailie
i was like rap is so. . .
then i was looking for an emoticon to describe rap.
So i randomly pick the snail one.
yeah anyway, this idea is totally llama.

5 spoke | speak


-nightsloth-

:: 2005 2 June :: 6.54pm
:: Music: smashmouth

lyrics
Today's escape will consist of a mask
I found it in a bargain bin
Why do you ask
Rosy cheeks and a smile
There's no shame in my game of denial
Don't you touch, move along
Keep your hands inside
Ask enough from afar
Enjoy the ride
It don't get much better than this
There's the riff, here's the hook,
Where's the myth
Manning my stations
Taking control of the situation
Say hello to my force field
Beaten down on all fours
And they'll stare as they pass
Please don't feed or provoke
Or tap on the glass
Bet you never felt quite like that
You could say, don't complain where I'm at
Manning my stations
Taking control of the situation
Say hello to my force field
You won't see me cry (you won't you won't)
You won't see me die
The escapade still exists of the task
Of pullin' off a miracle out of my ass
It don't get much better than that
A savvy fox, a loyal dog, a sunny cat
Manning my stations
Taking control of the situation
Say hello to my force field (Say hello to my force field)
Say hello to my force field (Say hello to my force field )
Say hello to my force field
Say hello to my force field
© 1997-2005 smash mouth | Back

lol smashmouth has wierdly deep lyrics.
buts its a great song if you ever hear it.

speak


-nightsloth-

:: 2005 31 May :: 7.22pm

Life imitates the game of chess
You can be the rook or the pawn
If you have the strategy that's best
You can be the king or in this case the don
It's easy to get knocked out of the game
Depending on which way you want to play
You've got to have eyes in the back of your head
Now that we have that out of the way

Chorus:
Rev up the Lincoln
And lets get to drinking some caffeino
Lets go to nicolettis
Cause he makes a mean spaghetti sauce
I'm a connoisseur of the finer things in life
I'll take any flick with al pacino
I'm a man of respect and I prefer to be addressed as padrino

If you're the type that likes to spill the beans
You could be a stone in someone's shoe
You'll receive a kiss on each cheek
Then you'll know that pretty soon the stone will be removed
Everyone knows that crime does not pay
It doesn't pay the taxes anyway
You've got to be slick if you don't want it to stick
Now that we have that out of the way

Repeat Chorus

I know it's not a wise thing to do
Writing funny songs about the mob
But if it's all the same to you
I don't see it as a gang but a club
Where men sit like gentlemen
Plotting their events about
Things I shouldn't understand comprehend or care
Like...oh, I don't know maybe I shouldn't go there
After all it is a family affair

Stay out of the papers
Don't get caught
Leave the singing to Sinatra and always keep your big trap shut
Capice?

The underworld is like an undertow - if you don't respect it
It will surely bring you down - when you least expect -
Hey expect it from all sides
Once you're in it it's for life
Don't be famous be infamous and you will live to see another day
Be wise about with whom you discuss
Now that we have that out of the way

Repeat Chorus

speak


Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 26 May :: 4.46pm

I'm sorry that I worry all the time,
Even when you constantly tell me not to.

And I'm sorry that I assume things,
Even when you have given me absolutely no reason to.

I'm sorry that you live miles and miles away,
Even when you'd come home if you could.

And I'm sorry that I miss you so much,
Even when it's all you're fault.

But most of all, I'm sorry for dragging you down like this. So what? We're young and in love... But you shouldn't have to deal with all this right now. You have so much on your hands right now and so much ahead of you. I just keep holding on...

But I think I'm losing my grip.

I hope you're happier there than you were here.

1 spoke | speak


aaron

:: 2005 25 May :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: doubtful
:: Music: Epiphany, Staind

I don't think I can do this...I really don't. I'm too damn weak. Greg's turning into a man though. He stood up to me today. I'm proud of him. But then again, why would he think I'd want someone like Kendra? sure she's nice, but she is a little dull. Though I feel for her. She's been through so much shit It's unbelievable how depressed she is. SHe's totally apathetic...Just like me.

"gray would be the color, if I had a heart..."

"I thought you were the one, I thought you were perfect for me, But you're infected, just like them.

I wanna kill it,
I wanna burn it all,
I wanna skin it,
I wanna watch it all fall

You can stop respecting because I the infection that'll tear down these walls from the inside out.

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Im-Sorry
[ lovedlessthanmost ]

:: 2005 19 May :: 5.43pm
:: Mood: kind of better
:: Music: The Streets - Dry Your Eyes

in one single moment, your whole life can turn around...
I'm sorry that I wasted my heart on a liar.

I'm sorry that I thought things would work out.

I'm not sorry that I know I deserve better than you.

Yeah, I'm feeling better and I can't wait to fall in love with someone will actually love me as much as I'll love him.

-Jean

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Im-Sorry
[ lovedlessthanmost ]

:: 2005 17 May :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: crumbling/tired

I'm sorry that I wasted those days with a rat.

I'm sorry that I opened myself up so much for a liar.

I'm sorry that I still wait for his call.

I'm sorry that this might make me cry.

I'm sorry that I feel this way.

-jean

speak


Im-Sorry
[ lovedlessthanmost ]

:: 2005 15 May :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: accomplished

Give me three random colors
1. black
2. pink
3. purple
Your name is: Jean
You love: Matt...
You want: Matt and I to be together again
You wish: that everything would work out for us..
You have: a broken heart and no concentration
You need: my Matthew

I'm sorry that I got so emotional. I want things to work out so badly and I'd forgive all of your lies just to be with you again...I'd even stop being so insecure...I hope you call me soon like you said you would. :(

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Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 12 May :: 5.17pm

I'm sorry I'm not always there for you.
And that I don't pay attention all the time.
I really do care about you...
You just seem to be oblivious to that.

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect friend all the time.
And that I keep messing up.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong...
But it's got to be something.

Once again, I find myself... completely and utterly alone.
And I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself.

1 spoke | speak

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