So saddy sad sad. i wish i was with him . i hate this. honestly i just hate going back here. poop. and i wish i was actually DOING something tonight. i slept sooooo much today so i'm not even tired.
yesterday i took at nap cuz i had been up so late the day before and then went to bed at 11 something and woke up at 11:30 and then went back to sleep at 2 and woke up at 3:50 in time for work at 5 ... worked till 11 and now... yeah i'm just bored.
i make really good money at rosies and i always have decent shifts and they go by really fast actually. so yay . and it's just an easy routine. hooray
i miss you baby i love you so much.
i dont think i'm going to church tomorrow i guess.
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this is a puzzle for you all. isn't it cool? hahah yay!
uugh what the fuck. i want to be in college and more importantly OUT OF HERE sooooooooooo effing bad. what the hell. i do not need another STUPID year of pointless high school. honestly.
i can't fucking wait to be out of ehre i can't stand it and i have a feeling it's going to come a lot sooner than anyone expects.
ughas;dlgkjsdl;gkjsdl;sdjgl;j l;jso fucking stupid here seriously.
i stole this icon from some little girl's xanga journall hahahee.
isn't it SO me? NOT because it's a fat hippo and we look similar, but because i always do that little hit that thing. hehehe break me off a piece of that , bitch!! yeahhhhh!
and gawd some shit is so annoying. i.e. YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU goaweedddgksjdg
i am making moolah as a waitress and it is tres exciting!! hoorah!
i love georgia nicholson
and i love roman b. garcia aka hotpants mcgee
tomorrow back to ferris to move back in!! GARASLDKJADLKJQRRRZZQ!
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2005 22 August :: 9.52 pm
:: Mood: estatic!
:: Music: kelly to the clarkson!
YESSSSSSSSSSA!!! My baby is BACK IN TOWN!!!!!
oh, dear i've missed him so very very much!!! oh i miss every single little dumb thing about him and even the things that aren't dumb lol. oh i miss singing in the car with him. oohhhhhhhh you don't realize how much you love someone until you have no contact with them for a week did you know that?!!
oh my i am a happy girl once again.
i love you all once again and thanks for anyone who put up with me if i was sad. and i love you all.
my feet hurt ugh.
i honestly think i'm going to go to bed right now. i'm so tired.
this was my day.
i woke up and ate some cereal and found out roman is on his way home hooooray!
i had a lot of time before church so i'm like hey i'll go for a bike ride so i leave at like 9:30 and went on my bike ride it was 6.3 miles hooray but i didn't get doen until like 10:10 yeah so i had to hurry and i did not hurry fast enough because by the time i got to church the parking lot was COMPLETELY packed and i was 5 minutes late and i didn't havfe anywhere to park and i didn't want to come in when it had already started so i left.
yeah i left. ughghg and then i cried and then i drove to long lake and went to the place where not many people go and i read my bible for a while. i swear there is some weird crap in there. hah no offense you know. and then i drove to work and i was in such a bad mood.
i 'trained" until like 3 but i was taking tables by myself anyway but jalyn got the tips and then cory gave me my own number so i took the tips myself and i made 25% of all my sales today so hooray it wasn't a lot of money but in theory it was a good tip amount. so hooray buti was on my feet for 9 fricken hours. i was at work for 9 hours! wowzers i think that's the longest i've ever been. it was n't bad i really like rosie's.
anyone wanna fucking hang out with me ? beans i love you and as soon as you left i'm crying like a little pussy becau;sdlkuasdkl;fjasd;kj al;sjdfasdjgsjkdl jkslgjkasdklgjskdgjlskdjgsgggggggggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaasdf
i am in a really fucknig bad mood once a fucking gain anyone wanna take a fucking guess whayas;dlfkjasdg;lksdjg god i'm gonna go run my fucking car off a bridge go fuck your self every single fucking one of you i fucking hate you all
does anyone wanna buy a fucking i pod. i need fucking money
fuck you all.
maybe i'm just a mean mean little girl.
well other people wouldn't think so , so if you do, then you suck. i love you but you suck i didn't do anything wrong.
so uh boyfriend o' mine.... gonna call me anytime soon? gonna even let me know if you even fricken MADE it to Florida. orr......maybe you'll just chill and let me worry.
maybe
fucking
stupid.
ugh. k i was doing good but i am starting to get annoyed now.
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2005 16 August :: 6.38 am
:: Music: kayne west- slow jamz
ugggh i'm the only one online. what does that say? it was so damn hot and uncomfortable in that stupid stupid stupid tiny-ass room upstairs that i couldn't take it anymore. i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE that bed. my back hurts so bad from it. it sucks 100%. so i just couldn't take it anymore and just decided to get up. i tried sleeping on the couch for a while but nope that sucked too. and now the cats are running around like maniacs on crack and i have to babysit at 8........ ugh..................,a;lskdj
I miss roman. he'd better come back safe and sound and in one piece and quickly.
BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH I wish we HAD FUCKING CELL PHONES. it would be so much easier. i can't wait until we do. My computers here in this house are so fucking stupid.
i'm at taryn's with jess and yeah i miss roman. i am a loser but oh well. i hate that we can't just buy our fucking cell phones. i can wait until we do. and well
i really need to brush my teeth i feel gross. band tonight DAR$ALSKDJ and
whateve.r i keep having dumb dreams about people i hardly know anymore. or ever really.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont have any FUCKING FRIENDS TO FUCKING SEE A FUCKING MOVIE ON A FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT. GOD DAMMTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS.
wow. today was such a horrible day but when i got to rosie's and worked for the first time ever it was really nice.It still doesn't change how horrible a day it was but at least rosie's seems like it is going to be a good time. Everyone is really nice there and it was pretty fun. I can't wait till i get to wear a cute little pink dress.
i probably lost my job at arby's even though i was going to keep it and just work a few hours every week. i wrote down my schedule wrong and was supposed to be at arbys and rosie's at the same time. i tried to find a cover but no one could do it. so yeah i went to rosie's so i'm pretty sure i'm fired because phyllis was not feeling at all sorry for me to say the least. so yeah that's great. i couldn't stop crying about that and then roman and i got into a huge fight. i'd never felt like that before but as soon as i saw his face when he walked towards me i just thought to myself i can't leave my baby. it could never happen. i love you baby so much.
So.
i had a good time at rosie's and i love my baby so much. I love him.
i found out that we have DVD recorder. How awesome is that? I guess my dad bought it like 2 months ago or something but I didn't even know we had. Coolllllies. jess remember when we used to say that? lol. coolies. ha.
yeah. goodnight. Has anyone ever tried any kind of diet pill and if so, which kind ? just curious.
i am honestly having a horrible day. i can't stop fucking crying all fucking fucking fucking day and i just want roman to come give me a hug and tell me i'm not as ugly as i feel but
you know
that wont happen. considering ever fucking day soemthing has to go wrong and his car will just sit there forever rotting away
asdfn;lasdkgjsl;dkgjsl;kdgjal;skd nothing good like ever happens and if it does, it's very soon covered up with something shitty.
What does the Wilde name mean?
Last Name: Wilde
Irish, English, and German: variant of Wild.
Dutch (de Wilde) and Jewish (Ashkenazic): nickname for a violent, unruly, and irascible man, from Middle Dutch wilde ‘wild’, German Wilde ‘wild man’, ‘savage’.
Yeah, sounds pefectly right to me. But only a man. and there's only one in this house.
dumb
you are
And..
yeah, this is funny, seriously- this is what we do at pit. It's my deformed baby!! ...... look! Read more..
and thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's all. goodnight.
i hope at least one person looked at all those.