three detentions in one day. fuckity fuck. i hate school. i seriously hate it so fucking much. next year i think i will maybe go to a different one or.... god i dont know. I want to drop out so bad. And today when I looked at the newsletter and saw that the seniors leave on May 13th.... i got so sad. soooooooooo sad. For two reasons, one- because i wish i was a senior and i wish that leaving on May 13th applied to me as well. And Two- because Roman will be gone and all the other seniors I like. There will be no part of school I enjoy even remotely once they leave.

And who will I sit with at lunch?
I hate B lunch. i hate it i hate it. but hilary and jessica are deffinetely so sweet and nice.

i'm eating rice krispies and i don't know if i want to go to the game tonight. i was gonna play pep band but eh.... no. I need to go to Walgreens AND

i hate school. What is the fucking point? I am smarter than a lot of the adults running around these days. Ugh. i'm dropping out on Monday.

HOLY HELL. i love my boyfriend. Roman, I love you. I love you i love you i love you. I can't wait for everything. I can't wait. You are the best and wow i like you.

and to think i was just going to go to bed!

har har har har.........!!! <3!!!

oh yeah, and tomorrow on the ELEVENTH is 11 months for us so yay yay yay go us and our relationship. cliche' i know, but it seems like longer but eleven months is long. and i told you eleven is some secret important number in my life. it shows up everywhere. everrrrrywhhhheeere. ohhhhhhh hooray!