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phil-himself

:: 2009 4 July :: 1.46pm

That asshole Hancock, singing his name real big on Tom Jefferson's declaration, I don't care if you were the president of the convention.

HAPPY 4TH WOOHU!

::Yessa..::


fishyrere

:: 2009 3 July :: 2.29am

Andrea:

I hate you. I don't even know why we are friends. You only hang out with me because you wish you were me. Plus you totally want in Justin G's pants and ditched me for him. What ever happened to sisters before misters?

Head butt a bullet bitch.

18 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::


gillette

:: 2009 2 July :: 11.02pm

More pharmaceutical fun. So he DID give me those pills for free. Those pills are nine bucks EACH! It was only three of them, but still...and I went in there tonight to pick up my rx and he was chatting away as usual..He asked me if my boyfriend was coming to visit me this weekend and I said no, and he said he was a jerk! HA! i was like woooooooahh there.

I'm worried about grad school. EVERYONE i talk to is like, 'oh my neice/friend/etc...got all A's and couldn't get in anywhere in Michigan for the speech path program' seriously like 6 people have told me that. I must know why! what can i do so that doesn't happen to me?! how can i make myself different? stand out? etc...UGH!!

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2009 2 July :: 1.08am
:: Mood: thug
:: Music: best i ever had

got a house but i need new furniture why spend mine when i can spend urrs? ?
Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

Know you got a roommate
Call me when its no one there
Put the key under the mat
And you know I'll be over there
(Yup) I'll be over there
Shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that u ain't even know was there
Ha. And you ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustom to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Sweat pants, hair tied, chilling with no make up on
That's when your the prettiest
I hope that you don take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringing Drake along
You know that I'm working I'll be there soon as I make it home
And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one to Never get confused with Cause.

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

Sex, Love, Pain
Baby I be on that tank shit
Buzz so big i could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop
Bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine paper girl
But money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee
Cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make yo pussy whistle
Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
double cup love
You the one i lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get yo pheen on
Yea just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there repping like a mascot
Get it from the back
And make yo fucking bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpots

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.
Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.


::Yessa..::


gillette

:: 2009 1 July :: 11.12pm

Beyonce Halo
soo it's been a long time since i've updated more than a few strange words.

so much has been happening. life is...insane. busy. spiraling everywhere. pain, love, excitement, hurt. moving forward, moving backward, sitting in the middle of it all.

work is ridiculous. i work 32 hours plus a week. i hardly have any time to myself anymore. i definitely need the money more than anyone could ever know, but it's exhausting sometimes.

i got a B+. a fucking B+. there goes my 4.0 at CMU. GONE------> ughhhhh

i miss jake. i hate just 'visiting' with my boyfriend. i want him here, with me. i hate it.

i feel alone, overwhelmed, grown up. doing things on my own. taking care of everything. trying to hold my family together, wishing my father was sober...scrounging for pills that the doctors office won't subscribe.

my pharmacist says i'm the most 'normal, mature 21 year old that comes in here," again could be just because he loves me. maybe not. but he should know at least some about me since i'm forced to talk to him for half an hour increments everytime i go in there. he is kind of attractive which is the odd thing. he's like 28. weird. especially since i always feel skanky when i go in there either in my work uniform or some sort of sweat pants and tank top. bleh

bought one bellybutton ring got four free. woohoo and bought a mouth guard so i don't grind my teeth down to the gums like i have been. it's annoying though and weird.

when is my someday. i want it now. i want my turn.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 6.01pm

Strange Cousins from The West will change the way you hear music

for serious

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 4.01pm

Is there a show on Discovery that Mike Rowe doesn't voice over?

I mean that guy is awesome and he must be making some serious C Notes

Love Mike Rowe!

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 2.10pm

This is where I say something to piss everyone off because I don't have anything better to do than argue with people on the internet.

So here it is: Testicles

that is all

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phil-himself

:: 2009 30 June :: 10.17pm

I tested my bike and it tested me

8000RPM @ 80MPH is a little scary on a windy open freeway

50HP is a lot more when it sits just in front of your legs.

::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 29 June :: 8.01pm

I like working on my motorcycle, it puts me at ease and peace with the world

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phil-himself

:: 2009 29 June :: 1.54am

::Yessa..::


gillette

:: 2009 29 June :: 1.32am

wargarbllllllllllllllllllllll

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 29 June :: 12.57am

I fucking love the internet, it pits people against each other in ways they would have otherwise never believed.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 28 June :: 11.35pm

This space is dedicated to Billy Mays, for he has greatly improved our world.

And if you disagree with me I will challenge your knowledge of infomercials, because that's the highroad thing to do on the internet these days, oh yeah but no flamewars cause that's not cool right.

9 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::


m&ms487

:: 2008 22 April :: 6.06am

An old angry man threw his Meijer Credit Card at me yesterday when I told him I couldn't check his balance for him and that he'd have to call the number on the back of the card. I promptly said, "Sir, I want you to know that was very rude and I do not appreciate it" like he was five years old. He apologized and said he didn't mean any "offense."

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 27 June :: 2.35am

Will you die on your feet or live on your knees?

::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 26 June :: 12.26am

You are now breathing manually.

::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 23 June :: 10.32pm

"Maybe this is the new Cafe Racer macho. My bike is so much faster than yours that I dare you to ride it, you lame little turd. Do you have the balls to ride this BOTTOMLESS PIT OF TORQUE? " Hunter S. Thompson

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


m&ms487

:: 2009 23 June :: 9.13pm

It's decidedly too warm outside-especially for our apartment which doesn't have air conditioning.

Just working all summer; trying to study my french and read a bit.

Rueben is standing in front of my fan and it makes me angry.

grr.

"Until the become conscious they will never rebel, and until after they they have rebelled they cannot become conscious."

-two points for whomever gets where this is from without searching for it.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 22 June :: 4.00pm

"yeah she's a little rough and has some issues but what broad doesn't ya know" - PhilHimself

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phil-himself

:: 2009 22 June :: 3.20pm

MOTORBIKE FUNTIME

::Yessa..::


paradox

:: 2009 22 June :: 2.15am

http://www.signingsavvy.com/signlanguage

Signing Savvy is the most complete online sign language video dictionary. Signing Savvy contains several thousand high resolution videos of American Sign Language (ASL) signs, fingerspelled words, and other common signs used within the United States and Canada. Signing Savvy is an ideal resource to use while you learn sign language. It also is an excellent reference for your day-to-day sign language needs.

::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 22 June :: 1.51am

Selling my desktop, here's the craigslist link. I would make it a better deal for any folks that I know.

I'm much more interested in motorbikes and outdoors adventuring these days

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gillette

:: 2009 21 June :: 10.31pm

how can i explain this type of hurt.

he disappeared before i left so he didn't even say goodbye.

happy fucking fathers day.

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 21 June :: 1.33pm

::Yessa..::


tuwang

:: 2009 21 June :: 12.08pm

hello everyone.

this class is kicking my ass. Ive turned to drinking copious amounts of alcohol as the solution. maybe not the greatest idea.

I want a god damned chimichanga.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2009 19 June :: 10.20pm

Getting married in the morning...... Sweet niblets!

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m&ms487

:: 2008 12 April :: 8.23am

Idea for graduate admission paper: Analyze three or four contemporary American novels (1980 to present) cataloging the decline and/or transformation of religion in the American population. Contemporary cultural criticism; additional information found from research polls and other cultural articles related to thesis.

So exciting!

::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 18 June :: 2.52am

got my helmet and gloves today, might just get my bike this week

motorbike adventures!

::Yessa..::


phil-himself

:: 2009 17 June :: 5.10pm

Singleton 12 year aged single malt scotch whiskey, it even smells definitive.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

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