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2005 23 February :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: My Tummy Box is Broken
:: Music: Kittie - Loveless
Danielle and I (I'm t3h b0ld.. note the grammatical difference?)
i did n im proud of it so ya kno wut stay out of it if u dont like it n leave me alone i am way more mature then u am i the one obsessed with anime i dont think so! n u went out with ducky can i say ew n ur hair so gay u have like those long pieces of it, it looks really bad
XDDDDDDD
OH MY GOD! I LIKE CARTOONS! I'M SOOOO immature! Big fuckin' deal. People WAY older than me are obsessed with it, you don't even KNOW how many people rather fancy anime.
Oh no! I went out with Ducky! Well, you see, I'm sorry that you can't handle that, but you know, we were friends and we had this dare at a party a bit back where we had to make out for a little while and we liked it, so we decided to hook up. Big bloody deal.
XDDDDD My hair looks so bad? I think I need to trim the "handles", as they could be called, but I don't think it's too horrible. I guess it's just my mark. I rather be distinguishable then part of a crowd, missy.
Thanks for caring. <3
actually poeple just find u weird and wierd thats basically it, n im not "part of the crowd" as u call it im acctually very diffrent u just dont kno it but i try to be part of that crowd cuz hmm I ACTUALLY WANNA FIT IN unlike sum people. n if ur alwayts mature u kno how gay that is im happy iwht the person i am u dont like it too bad
I don't mind if you are you're own person, that's wonderful. But.. why must you fit in? Can't you be different than others and still have friends? Is it an impossible feat..?
And you're one of those people who find me "just weird", I'm guessing? Would it please you if I "fit in"? If I chopped off two peices of hair that I've grown out for about 2 years just like that, just for you, just so people didn't think I was weird? What if they think I'm weird anyways? What would you do then..? Would I be the talk of the school? Or would I just be one in the crowd again?
.. What if I like standing out and hate it at the same time?
Can you answer all those questions?
i wanna be cool n popular i wanna be pretty but if i dont fit in im not gonna be those things im sorry but thats who i am
You're still pretty, Danielle. No one really can take away some one else's beauty.. unless.. I guess, that one got beat up or something, I don't know. You don't have to apologize to me, apparentally I should apologize to you for my choices.
My choice to grow out some of my hair.
My choice to date Ducky.
My choice to love anime.
My choice to call you immature because you made a group about hating some boy who's just trying to express himself as well.
Atleast I follow through with all these choices, I guess.
im not askin u to apoligize for anything n im not pretty n that kid u dont even kno him i do
he does alot of shit he curses to be cool u dont kno him i do
He's in my PE class, and yes, he acts like a jerk, I've seen it myself, but making a Myspace group? He probably acts that way due to low self esteem in the first place. Thusly, he feels he needs to make up by being the alpha-male. So, really, stunting his self esteem further won't exactly help either of you, or anyone else.
idc wut it does to him cuz wut he did to me i will never forgive him so all i can say is fuck him
What'd he do to you that's so injustifiably wrong?
called me alot of shit, spread rumors about me saying that uhh i fucked him
.. Ewwwwwwwwwwwww...
That..
Is.. Wronngg..
CONSIDER YOURSELF JUSTIFIED IN THE COURT OF EMILY! o.o;;;;
'Caure that's really gross. Even though it's still wrong. I had a "club" against me for about a week once, you don't feel too good about it.
Well, whatever. Okay.
I'll leave you with this?
<3
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2005 18 February :: 5.13 pm
:: Mood: Tiredly excited
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR
Mhmm
Tonight I'm going to my Great Grandma's house in Englewood. That's still in Florida, but whatever ^^;
I'm dragging Jade with me so I won't be direly alone. I have a lot to do this weekend, which sucks. I gotta practice or else Evan will call my house and scream about not wanting any and hang up on me.. He's such a scary man.
He's always so mean to Naomi and I. I guess we kinda provoke him sometimes, but otherwise he just tells us to shut up if she makes a miniscule comment to me. Le rarr, Band Master, just because you're wonderful at 5 million different instruments doesn't mean you get to be so aggravating.. or something.
Oh well, i love the band master.
Rarr. I'm so tired. I think. I need to shower... and pack.. and shit. GOTTA BE CLEAN FOR THE CARRR! XD I guess that's what everyone thinks. Jade showered. Dave showered. I'm showering. Atleast we have the decency to stunt the car stinking up too bad. Loverly.
I love people. I noticed that again today. I don't know why.. I just like them. Well, most of them, anyways o.0;
There are some exceptions, I must say.
I've noticed something.. I'm so used to giving Ducky a peck when I see him from when we were going out xD I'm always tempted to kiss him when I see him.
How odd.. how.. habitual. I guess I should pack.
I'm ghey.
And.. maybe even.. loving it? o.0;
xD
"We are the very hurt you sold"
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2005 15 February :: 8.07 pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: Sweet Dreams (are made of This) - Manson
...
I Need My DP Fix: I'll cry
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll ride my bike.
I Need My DP Fix: XD Fuck you
o0p5 y3r d34d: XD
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2005 15 February :: 5.06 pm
:: Mood: High?
:: Music: Right Here In My Arms - HIM
... Ah.
Jade said I hit her window..
And I told her I don't hit windows.. I don't believe in their abuse of windows.
She said I was stupid.
SUTPID
Ohemgee! 0.0
SUTPID
"I can hear myself breathing! HAHAHHAA!"
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2005 14 February :: 9.42 pm
:: Mood: Clean
:: Music: None.. T.T
Hmn..
A.. poem? Fancy that!
I open my eyes, they're swollen and red
And for some reason I wonder if I'm any good in bed
This body isn't all that great
There's just too much here to hate
But you've seen past my looks
Past the hair and comic books
You think you're in love
And all I can say is "I love you, too"
You're the first one to
Make me feel the way I do
I wish you were here more often
So my feelings could be expressed better
I'm afraid I'm gonna bleed
Without the sustenance I need
Heart beats too fast
Strength aint gonna last
I need you now so I can sleep
This feeling sucks
Less than ten bucks
For your papery suicide
I'll pay the price
If you're nice
And in the end we'll die old
You have this wonderful feeling
Spinning round through my dizzied heart
You leave a magical happiness
It's all that I breathe
When we get past this happy
Back to crappy
You'll see exactly how cold I am
I'm sheer Ice Queen
Way too fuckin' mean
To understand there's love in the world
I'll open my heart
Maybe we'll start
Of course the end looms closer
>>;;;;;;
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL THAT WAAAAS! So don't ask? XDD
Today was odd, you could say. In first period, we made HAPPY BOXES! And in second we were outside (e.e;). In third period things were odd, in fourth Keith and I finished the test thing kinda late. In fifth, I was kinda bored without Naomi, but oddly played better (=p). Lunch seemed.. no different, I guess. Sixth was drawingful, and seventh.. oh how silly Seventh was!
Here's the play we wrote and performed today (Andrea = Eddie due to her absence)
CAST
Jesse: Answer-stealing cheater (has green pass)
Ricki: Teacher (Ms. Goldsmith)
Jackie: Goody-goody
Tara: Nerd
Joelle: Cheater
Frank: Cheater
Andrea: Cheater
Emily: Cheater
Zach: Dean (Distraction)
Begin:
[Students and teacher enter stage right, students take seats, teacher starts directions]
Ricki - "Here is your Informal Geometry Semester final. If you fail this, you fail my class, and you'll have to retake it next year. That will probably be most of you since you're in Informal Geometry!" (Laughs hard, snorts, falls over)
[Teacher passes out test]
Emily - "Great gosh! I don't know this stuff! Can I copy?"
Joelle - "Jeez louise, same here. Ugh! Another F for me, and I'm SO hungry!"
Frank - "I can make a sandwich in 48 seconds, just give me some bread, cold-cuts, and shit."
Tara - "Can you please lower your volumes? I'm trying to concentrate."
[Jesse enters stage right]
Ricki - "You're late (mutters "No surprise") Where's your hall pass?"
Jesse - "Right here, can you get it?" (raises hall pass above head, teacher goes to get it, Jesse steals answer key for test)
ackie - "Oh my gosh, did you just steal those answer? I'm telling!"
Jesse - "No, it's just a figment of your imagination!"
[Zach enter stage right, Jesse goes to empty seat]
Zach - "Ms. Goldsmith, may I talk to you outside?"
[Ricki and Zach exit stage right. Jessie reads out answers to cheaters whom gather around his chair]
Zach(outside) - "You're fired! I can't take all the yelling and disciplining! These children are angels, they'd never do all the horrible things you say!"
[Loud sobs emit from the door, cheaters still gathered]
Andrea - "Wow, this is all stuff I learned last year."
Joelle - "It is, isn't it? Adding with more than 4 numbers."
Frank - "This stuff still confuses me."
Emily - "This isn't subtraction?!"
[Zach enters stage right, students look up when he enters.]
Andrea - "Uh oh, it's... it's.. that guy!"
Zach - "What's going on here?!"
Jackie - "They're cheating, sir! They're cheating! Cheaters! Cheating!"
Zach - "We'll see about that. All of you (points to Jesse and those around him) to the principle!"
[Zach, Jesse, Joelle, Frank, Andrea, Emily exit stage right, Tara and Jackie remain. Ricki enters stage right.]
Tara - "FINALLY! I HAVE COMPLETED IT! I will graduate!"
[Ricki takes Tara's paper]
Ricki - "They're.. they're are all wrong."
END! THANK GOD!
Yes I was.. a cheater. How silly! I wrote most of it and had to send it around to the others. They were scared of my email address (i_like_them_dead@yahoo.com XDD) Very silly.
Anime club was.. t3h g00d. And HERE I AMMMM!
There was this crazy black cat pickin' a scrap with S'mores. S'mores like.. ran into the window trying to get it xDD
<3!!!
FUCK VALENTINNNES! YEEEY!
".. THIS ISN'T SUBTRACTION?!"
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