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:: 2004 23 June :: 8.53 am
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: Silence

My weird anime-style dream in 'Cowboy Bebop'
I met Faye and Ed from Cowboy Bebop at Borders, and was talking to Faye about the series Chobits.. o.0 and from there, they took me back to the bebop. I kind of forgot what we did there, we were just like.. hanging out..

And then I tripped over Faye to sit on the other side of her, and I look down, and we're on a space ship, at a dock, like, in the ocean. And I was like "I could of fallen just then.. I hate to think about falling into the ocean because I could get cut up by all the barnacles or something." Which is fairly true.. ~shivers~

Faye nodded, and some one else started up the ship to take me home, where ever that was. Some how I fell into the water, this was the weird part. I was swimming around the dock, which wasn't much swimming, but I was seeing TONS of fish. Like, a lot of big fish, pirahna loooking fish, huge schools of tiny fish, and the sea horses! They were like, faint outlines of actually running horses that kind faded at the butts, but then there were these swirly, mollusc-like tail on them.

Then.. there were the two circling pools of HUGE, GIGANTINORMOUS giant squid. I steered clear of one, but bumped into another. It was looking at me when I felt something sink into my toes. It was like a bracelet or something, I didn't look 'cause I was goggling at the squid. So I hear Ed say,"Ed has to remember where she put that shiny thing for when she comes back." When I heard that, I thought she threw it into the ocean on accident or something.

So here I am, in some anime world, in an ocean, face-to-face with this extremely large squid, when Faye comes soaring in to my 'rescue' by hacking off most of the tenticles of the poor red squid.

She tells me to swim, which I do, and I can see that the squid is trying to stab her through with some type of weapon.. It was like a spear or something, but a bigger blade. I some how have, like, a butcher knife now, which I stabbed into the squid a few times while frantically trying to swim, still grasping that bracelet thing with my toes.

Faye starts to swim after me, screaming,"The button!" and I'm thinking,"What button?" then she gets ahead and jumps up onto the Bebop. I can just hear that huge, angry, half-tentacled squid barrelling after me, so I squeeze my eyes shut, my ears ringing a bit with some loud noise, and everything disappears..

And I woke up.

And then I had to up date my journal while this adventure was still fresh in my mind. So here I am, half asleep, updating my journal about my crazy dream.. at.. 9 am?!

I'm going back to bed... >.<

Good... er... morning. Don't let the squids bite.

<3

~Em-chan

"Shiny, pokey object of Doom!"

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:: 2004 23 June :: 1.15 am
:: Mood: Depressed
:: Music: TV

Onions, oreos, and it'll never be the same.
y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: ~huggles~

LanaLuck22: :-D

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I miss you..

LanaLuck22: u2!

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I miss everybody.. I
hurt! ~sob~

LanaLuck22: me tooo

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Today's been really.. errr..

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Hmn..

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Emotional

LanaLuck22: oh why soi?

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I've been talking to Rik more, thank goodness, I miss that child, and I was talking to Keith.. and my heart seems to be just.. hollow.

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I want to cry so bad, but I feel I have no reason.

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: And my heart hurts.. I don't want to be alone, but I don't want to see anyone.

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I hate these feelings, Lon

LanaLuck22: um..what are you upset about?

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I don't know! That's the whole thing!

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Maybe.. it's 'cause I
know it's not going to be the same..

LanaLuck22: Em...can I show you harsh love right now?

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Yes.

LanaLuck22: HIGH SCHOOOL. ITs going to be the best 4 years of your life ,your a bubbly person, with a beautiful smile, u draw people to you like moths to a flame, and your right, it wont be the same its going to be fucking 6 X better, so cheer up, and get on with your life

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: o.o

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I love you

LanaLuck22: i love you 2, so much for my
tough love! lol

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: ^-^

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: It was gewd for me

LanaLuck22: :-D

LanaLuck22: sorry gtgt bed, Ill ttyl!

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Bai

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Love you

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Thanks

LanaLuck22: np, love you2, gnight!

y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Night

Heh.. what can you do.. ~sighs a bit~

I've been scribbling 'I Hate Me' all over my journals and diaries.. And I love him..

I do..

Good night.

~Em-chan

"Break my heart before I do."

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:: 2004 21 June :: 8.49 pm
:: Mood: A bit downed
:: Music: TV

What love may be..
Love is when you stay up all night because you're waiting for them to call to say goodnight.

Love is when you want to know every thing about them, good or bad.

Love is when every song on the radio is about them.

Love is when you see something funny you want them there with you so you can see them smile.

Love is when you save all the conversations you've ever had with them.

Love is when they are sad, you cry for them, their pain is your own.

Love is when you are far, far apart, yet they are still always on your mind.

Love is when they've found someone else, you smile, and say "I'm happy for you" and you mean it, even though you still want to cry.

First love is something you will never forget.

Luvvles

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:: 2004 21 June :: 8.10 pm
:: Mood: EXTREMELY HAPPY
:: Music: TV

Rik's back, Rik's back, Rik's back, Rik's back!
Yes, you heard correctly, our fair Erik has returned.. AND HE'S IN NEED OF A DIG! And so am I! ^-^ We likes teh shindigs.. I mean, we're in dier need..

Okay, welll.. Yesterday was father's day.

HAPPY FATHERS' DAYYY!

Hee ^-^

Okays, well... Nothing happened.. I really only made my dad a sandwich and picked up some screws for him.. He was happy with that. I scribbled, but I hadn't the will to draw.. Which was sad. T.T

BUT THAT'S OKAY. Sooo..

:: Today ::

Welp, I was woken by a call from Lindz, for she was to come over today. Which she did. She signed up with Wild Hogwarts

Be right back, dinners.

Okies, back, so anyways, she signed up with Wild Hogwarts and I made her a little siggy thing.. But I still have to edit it for Gryff pride and make her an icon.. That's how nice I am. o.0;;

Ugh.. sooo.. we painted a plant pot, played DDR and DOA, and then she went home. It was nice to see her..

I'm kinda bummed for my happy of Rik being back 'cause my grandparents announced they were selling their house in MI.. I mean, it's an AWESOME house. They're right on the edge of Big Bear Lake or what ever. It's a beautiful bit of construction and their driveway's super fun.. I have so many memories.. and it hurts to say good bye to it..

And now, they're moving down here.. that being a good or a bad thing, I don't know yet.. I'll have to speculate a bit later, hn?

Blaaah, what can ya do..

I'mma go do something, that's all I know.

Luvvles

~Em-chan

"Man, I gotta lay down! You're giving me gas!"

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:: 2004 20 June :: 7.21 pm
:: Mood: Dancey
:: Music: Silence

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>.>;; I knew it!!

xD

Luvvles!

~Em-chan

"I LIKE pants.."

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