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m&ms487

:: 2008 1 June :: 8.43pm

I went to a baby shower this afternoon for the girlfriend of my parents' friends' son. It was long, but it made me very worried at myself. My body or my mind, I'm not sure which at this point, is telling me that it's time to have a baby; but my logical mind says "ohhh, no way, not yet."

And that's a good thing. I want to be prepared to have a child, even though you'll all tell me "you'll never be prepared," I mean that I want to be fairly financially secure, working in a good job, be settled in a semi-permanent apartment or house, and, of course, be married (eventhough I'm pratically already married).

I don't know...just seeing how happy she was made me want that. I want to be a mother someday...I don't even care if it's my biological child or not. I just want to be a mother.

...but, again, when I and Rueben are ready...even though I doubt he'll ever be ready.

oh, by the way, I almost passed out the other day because the temperature behind the service desk was at least 82 degrees. Hot.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 31 May :: 9.11am

I have to work again today. I had to leave work three hours early yesterday because I almost passed out. It's so warm behind the service desk because they haven't turned on the air yet and there is an overhang so there is very little air circulation.

Anyway, I'm taking a thermometer to work with me today to see just how warm it really gets. I swear it was around 90 up there yesterday (and humid)...and we have one small fan. We'll see. I can't work in conditions like that...

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m&ms487

:: 2008 28 May :: 10.01am

Played a super long game of monopoly last night with Rueben, Gunny, and Zach. It was pretty alright.

This is the first day of my "weekend"...the two consecutive days that I get to myself before I have to go back to hell.

Now I remember why I hate her so much...I'm helping someone at the service desk, they need a lane open, so they call and say: Michelle needs to open on lane whatever, so, then, even if I'm still helping someone, they go and tell people to start putting their stuff at that lane, even though I"m not there yet. And....about half of the time, they have to wait about five minutes because I"m still dealing with that customer at the service desk, and then when I finally get to the lane after dealing with some fucker at the desk, the people at the lane are all nasty to me because they thought they'd get through fast and they had to wait five minutes.

That, and people from rockford are really stuck up and bitchy.

It must be nice to have thousands of dollars in credit card debt and live in a huge house that you owe more on that it's worth, and still treat people like shit because you want to feel good about yourself.


angst.

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loserxdork

:: 2008 26 May :: 1.01pm

Freddy.

My moms new dog....

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angel_bob

:: 2008 25 May :: 6.26pm

The Story
We always knew that my great (great?) uncle was on the Titanic. My grandmother (and my mother) always told us about how he survived by dressing up as a woman and sneaking on a lifeboat. Not honorable but hey, he was third class, he wouldn't have survived anyway. And that sums up my grandmother's side of the family.

Anyway. Back when the Ellis Island website first became searchable and the manifest of the Titanic was not searchable, my mom spent a week searching for him. She found him on the Carpathia as one of the survivors. She couldn't find him at Ellis Island but when she finally figured out that someone dated all the papers three months ahead, she found him there.

But he was never on the official list of Titanic survivors. She searched and searched and looked and looked. She told me about how she started looking for him as a little girl but could never find him.

Well Titanic was on last night and I thought, hey, let's just try to look for him. And I went on Encyclopedia Titanica and looked at every page. No Philip Zennie on the lifeboats, no Philip Zennie in third, second or first class. I called my mom and told her that Titanic had inspired me to find him and we looked together. I got really excited because the site had biographies for every survivor. But we still couldn't find him. I sorted the survivors by age.

And then I found him.

We knew him as Philip Zennie. That's who he was on the Ellis Island site and that's who he was.

To the Titanic survivor list? He was Fahim Leeni. I don't know if maybe they didn't understand him or what. But there he is.

There was a newspaper article about him too. It sadly mentions nothing about dressing up as a woman. He apparently just hid under a bench.

I love you all.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 25 May :: 5.34pm

working, my life is my work, my life's work, i hate where i work...it doesn't make a difference except to the pockets of people i'll never meet that cut my hours and short me help for their bottom line.

so be it, capitalist system.

i watched part of the libertarian debate last night. mike gravel was there. he doesn't fit in with the libertarians at all. he's one of the best leftist political minds and activists that our country has had in the past fifty years and he's forced to run for the libertarian nomination under a platform that he doesn't fully accept nor stand for only because he doesn't fit in anywhere else. i don't fit in anywhere, too.

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angel_bob

:: 2008 24 May :: 9.46pm

This is why we can't have nice things
GTA IV has gotten to that point of no return that all GTA games eventually reach: Rachel can't beat this goddamn mission and therefore will never get any farther in this game ever. Many controllers were slammed around and curses were shouted. Then I looked at gamefaqs and it just said shoot the guys. I CANNOT SHOOT THEM, I AM DEAD. BUT THANK YOU, STUPID WALKTHROUGH MAN.


So I am watching Titanic. I hate this movie. Ugh. Time to change the channel. Okay, I guess I will watch Love Sick: Secrets of a Sex Addict. Oh, Lifetime. Why do you make me watch these terrible, terrible movies?

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angel_bob

:: 2008 23 May :: 5.43pm

Trapped in the Closet
Now I know this is OFN (and I'm behind by two years) but did you know that there are now TWENTY-TWO CHAPTERS of Trapped in the Closet?

And that you can watch all of them online at (for some crazy reason) ifc.com?

And did you know that if you get confused, there's a character map?



I didn't know. And my life was forever changed.

I was watching from chapter 11 on but decided to start all over again because it was just so good the first five times.


Watch it. and we shall discuss.

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angel_bob

:: 2008 22 May :: 11.13pm

Sorry, guys. I was just happy this said I wasn't from Michigan. Eat that, stupid friends!


What American accent do you have?
Your Result: The Midland
 

"You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.

The Inland North
 
Philadelphia
 
The South
 
The Northeast
 
The West
 
Boston
 
North Central
 
What American accent do you have?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

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loserxdork

:: 2008 21 May :: 12.47pm

I am officially jobless. I gave my job to Joe because I thought that these people were hiring me and then they decided to "go with family". I have the worst luck EVER. Well, I have two one day a week babysitting jobs but that is CLEARLY not going to be enough to hold me over considering I have to pay bills, even though Joe is going to give me money for that. I need to start looking for a job.

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angel_bob

:: 2008 19 May :: 10.14pm

So. Season finales for shows this season? Kind of very lame.

The season finale of Bones is stricken from my world. Like the last Harry Potter book, it never happened.

And House? Really? I didn't like her but...really?

The Office was better than the last couple episodes. But Jim and Pam were supposed to get engaged! I was upset. Until the very end.

Anyway, lame.


I am ill and hoping to recover tomorrow so I can go to work but I am feeling completely awful. I am going to have to go to work and just be useless I guess.

I want a milkshake.

Bleh.

I love you all.

P.S. IRL, life has been lame. Father of kid who used to work with us died. Father of blogger I like is really sick. Laura is gone and I really need her.

P.P.S Oh and I am a bridesmaid now. Which is not lame but awesome. Pumped, I am.

I'm gonna go be sick now. hearts.

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angel_bob

:: 2008 17 May :: 2.49pm

This is what communism does to people. Freedom would never give them enough time to do this.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 15 May :: 7.31am

I was there when John Edwards endorsed Barack Obama.

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angel_bob

:: 2008 14 May :: 8.09pm

I went to see Obama with Dad and Hannah.

John Edwards guest starred as Obama Endorser.

It was awesome.

dude.

Totally jaded now though because those signs? Behind him? The handwritten ones like Women for Obama? Plants. The dude handed them out like an hour before Obama came out. And showed them how to cheer etc.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 14 May :: 11.10am

I'm sick. It's disappointing.

Went to the dentist yesterday. I have one cavity that will be filled on June 10. Went to Meijer yesterday. I have five shifts next week, starting on Sunday.

I want to go and see Barack, but I'm not sure if I'll feel well enough to be jammed into an arena with thousands of people screaming their heads off. I'm already nauseated as it is.

I got my books from Amazon to help me study for the GRE. My favorite is the verbal flash cards. So many words! Now, if I could just remember some of them...

I also got a guide to the English portion of the test, and a dictionary of literary terms and theories. I can feel my nerdiness multiplying exponentially!

In other news, I woke up to the sound of pouring rain this morning, and although I promptly hacked up a chunk of mucus...it was pleasant for a moment.

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