Stuck in the middle between what is and what could be great
I have had a very good past few of days. This week goes down in the good week folder. Tuesday jeff and I entertained kevins ants and then kevin got home and we went swiming. Wednesday i had my orintaion for collage and got my classes.Thursday I got the new motion city soundtrack cd which awesome but it wasnt easy to find.I got new shoes and new shorts. Went to eat at Logens. Today I took a nap after work then went to Jess's and myself and her family went to eat at trinys in sparta. I was good. I had fun playing with ashley. We pl,ayed eucher with her parents and got spanked by her parents. And saturdfay or sunday I am hopefully going to grand haven. Yup you should listen to motion city soundtrack because they are awesome the name of thier cd is "I am the movie" and a good song by them is "My Favorite accident" So check it out

WOW, I miss you more tonight. I want to hear your voice.
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Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull, these hearts they race, from self control. Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine, we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted; just lay entwined here, undiscovered. Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear... so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together. The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and let you in. And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it, that you meant it, and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it.
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I hit some wood in the road and now my car makes funny noises that arnt so funny
Yup things are going good. Today i had the orintation for my new job. It seems cool. I am so lucky to have a job like this, I mean its a real job and I have a chance of going somewhere here like after collage and they might end up paying for some of it or something. But the only down fall is i have to be at work at 5am but i get out at 2:30pm so i can do what i want for the night but most likely i will be sleeping by 8.

Today I have a job interview and I'm Excited and i hope everything goes good because this place is a lot better than Auto-wares.

This weekend went well i had a lot of fun. Saturday and sunday were both extremly fun. Yup dont have much ELSE to say so goodbye for now

Green pepers, Bacon, pineapple, w/ garlic butter cheese crust!
Today was a fun packed busy day and I am sleep. I went to school this morning and hung out with danielle amy and denee before school and then talked with ryan and jess during band and then(no and then) yeah thats enuff of that it wont happen again...or will it you deside, anyways then finished formulating plans for tonight, Freaking denee Put silver fingernail polish all over my hand, arm, three fingers and of all things my elbow. see thats why you never say they can paint one nail because one thing leads to another and pretty soon you are wearing it so guys next just run. I got my hair cut, went to the school and picked up danielle( I love that girl she is the coolest) but thats beside the point. We bought tickets for finding nemo and bought some pizza and went back to the millering house and ate it. Which was cool because i got to meet their dad he seemed to be a funny guy. It was fun hanging out with amy danielle and denee, then we started playing eucker(we all know i sUCK AT spelling, and yeah) with her mom but her mom and i where really the only ones who knew how to play which made it intresting to say the least. Then denee and i picked up dani to go to the piano residal. Danielle Was by far the best one there. and denee kept on claping in the wrong spot and some kid farted really loud and it was funny. and some other stuff happen but im to tierd to type the rest but it was fun!good night.

Yeah I feel like I have steped out of a lot of the confustion and its nice to be free of it. I love how things are going. I feel sorry for some people because they have yet to break free of it. Maybe they will see maybe someday. Yeah but I have been having a string of good days lately and thats alawys a plus. Yup

Im 18
Today Is my Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!the big one eight. GO smokes, Lotto tickets, and porno but all I will probley use my new age for is FIREWORKS OH YEAH. This morning I went to breakfast I had eggs in the blanket. Then we went shoping and stuff then around 11:30 Have a stake lunch with my dad and siblings and step mom. SHE MADE ME PINEAPPLE UPSIDE DOWN CAKE I love that cake. Then off to work at 2 o-clock untill 8 it sucked then went to jessicas we talked and stuff and it was fun, OH yeah get this my step mom is in the hospital and her water broke so Ether tonight I will probley have a new brither named zach who will have the same birthday as me yup so thats my day and I bid goodnight to all and it was a fine weekend. Thanks to everybody who Made my weekend enjoyable.

Take a minute just sit right there and i will tell about how I became the______ finish that line
Today was fun and I hung out some people I really did think I would hang out with and it was fun and I met some friends which its also cool. Today was my last day of high school! I love the sents of spring. I am so happy and its awesome Things for me right now are going very nicely and i am enjoying every second of it because I dont know how long it will stay but Life is good.

You should check these guys out they rock
This so awesome I am ending my high school career with the best grades i have ever had. BAND: A TV Production: A Chemistry: A Stupid bst online thing: A Pre-Calc: B*****(im so happy with that) Gov"t: A And the only exam i have is my music vieo for tv production. And I have an 83 in pre-calc so no exam for yippy. ONLY 2 more days. And right now things are going very nicely. But there is one bad thing and that is I have to Work on moday wich is My birthday. No school but i have to work. Darn. But tonight ended very well i would have to say yup I would have to say that.

I saw you Sitting up there then I look again and you were gone oh well I will see you Monday
Today I had a Band consert nothing exiting. I got a new pair of shoes. They are like dress bowling shoes if there is such a thing they are super cool. I guess my step mom is have cantractions every 9 minutes or something so Tomorrow I might have a new little brother named zach. Well There is another boring entry for you good night

The Matrix
Yup Its 12:12 and I just got back from seeing the matrix it was awesome. Jeff and I went and bought tickets after school for the 9:15 show then worked untill 8 got some taco bell and then went to celebration And Saw A FREAKING AWESOME MOVIE! yeah so that was my night and I'm sleepy so goodnight

Tonight i work and then get my check go and cash it and maybe go see the Matrix if i can so that should be fun

I hate shaving but i love a smooth face
Yup today was a half day and didnt really do much but ut was fun, tomorrow is pay day yippy-skippy(yes a dog makes more sense than mark but mark would be more funny) I'm going to g-perants this weekend which always is fun. Band consert sunday. Here is a robby update for those intrested about that girl i meantioned in my last entry I'm not sure how i feel about her but I know that I want to get to know her better because she is an awesome person some one I would really enjoy being better friends with, But as far a my status as being single i am really enjoying being myself and its good to be myself again. And I dont want to skrew with that yet my heart is so not ready for any rejectiion at all. Yes well I'm happy and this has been an awesome week and is still climbing yaaaaaaaaaahoo. Life is my very own bed pan so look out below

Good to be back
Today is another good day and i can take off my sweater and thats not very funny to make fun of me. Well on another note last night i couldnt fall a sleep because I couldnt stop thinking of this person and its good to feel this for someone new. But i am definatly going to play it cool for a little while because I couldnt handle any regection at all but it sill feels great. And today is a half day this week so far has been an awesome week. Well almost time for 5th hour so I'm out.

I feel grrrrrrrrrrrrrreat
Today was the best day i have had in a very very long time. I was happy because today I didnt go in the same path i normal did, I was worryed that When i saw jess today that everything i figured out and everything i convinced myself of would be gone but that didnt happen at all. I can finaly say I DONT HAVE FEELINGS FOR JESS MORE THAN A FRIEND and i think that is a gigantic step for me. And plus i have feelings for this really awesome girl whos name will stay disclosed for a little while longer but yeah so thats cool too. yup today wwas awsome. good night all

Yup
So for first off I have no idea why im listening to hillary duff but i figure why not. I shaved today. my face is soooooooo smooth. Yeah Some people this will be wierd and crazy but its really not, I am happy for Jessica and Andy. I would just like this chance to wish them Them the best of luck. Some people will probley be like arent you pissed or sad and i say to you Why would I seeing two if my Friends happy it will be nice to see jess happy again because she hasnt been for a while. The part I'm not looking forward is people at school talking to me about and "I'm so sorry robby" or "I think its bull crap" So thats what I'm not looking forward to. I mean It might be a little wierd but nothing I cant handle right. well Good night

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Yeah I'm really tired i couldnt fall asleep last night i layed in my bed listening to the thunderstorm untill 3:30 then i woke up at 9 Then i did yard work untill 1 o clock. I went and saw X-men 2 with my brither sister and dad over all I like the movie but i was side tracked. Its 8:30 and i think i am going to go to bed soon. I wish i had energy to run around andi wish i could Evaporate ;-) right jess well good bye

The reality that i have come to fear the most
I thought all i need was a step latter but I have found no matter tall the latter is I will never Reach it

Senses fail
My senses fail cd came in the mail today! its A good cd and they are a good band you should listen to them. iTS COOL because i got a fee auto graghed poster with it which is going in the Jamming room!

toe nails
what me do flips while have one leg out of my pants now wouldnt that be a site. Or picture me upside down with nothing on playing my tenors Wink right spud and jess oh yeah.

Today my dad made some good points to me.
He said Robby there are a lot more women in the world than men and that a good guy is hard to find. And then he said you are a hansom guy thats nice, And that I could find some one who would want to pay attention to me. And seggested to me instead of waiting around in hope of some attention to go out with some other girls and try another flavor. And he then ended with and when shes ready to pay attention to and wants to be with you she will chase you and if she doesnt oh well. She would be stupid not to. So on that note i say good day see you all on monday.