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:: 2002 17 December :: 9.15 am


What's Your Personality Type?

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:: 2002 17 December :: 8.58 am
:: Mood: happy

the last 2 weeks have been really hard for me for a lot of reasons. But they all had to do with the samething if that makes sence. well any ways we figured things out and due to a very good week end im back to normal again and am very happy with the way things worked out.
well thats all i have for now

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:: 2002 26 August :: 10.20 pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: bowling for soup-the girl all the bad guys want

my back
all i have to say is that my back hurts really baD. so that sucks.
good bye

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:: 2002 17 August :: 12.52 am

COME SEE MY BAND PLAY ON AUG 23 AT LASER SKATE AND ON OCT 11 AT SKELLETONES
WE ARE A PUNK BAND CALLED BRUCE SAID CHECKERS

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:: 2002 30 July :: 9.25 pm
:: Music: modestmouse-whieght of the world

eygpt
"...they are in eygpt not in africa"
right hilary
butt!!!!
['osdase

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:: 2002 27 July :: 11.46 am

I would like to apologize for The things that i wrote on 2002 21 July :: 10.38 pm and the comments that i wrote and that other people wrote. And i Honestly feel bad and i want the person that the entry was about to know i am sorry. And Andy i understand why you did what you did and i am also sorry for getting mad at you.

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:: 2002 26 July :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: angry

i cant flipping believe this
i thought this web site was awsome. but due to things that i just found out i think its crap!!!!!! What is the point of having a journal if you cant express your feelings about a somethings thats happend in your life. Andy i dont get why you are censoring this.

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:: 2002 22 July :: 5.08 pm
:: Mood: good enuff for now
:: Music: blink-182 Danmit

jessicas house
today i went to jessicas house(as if really had to say) it was a lot of fun we didnt do much but when ever im with jess its fun. we just played some games and her sister and brother were acting kinda wierd but thats them for you. And also deside that i really like her mom too so thats always a plus and stuff. up so that was my day... o yeah i mowed the ;lawn before i went over and i have drum leason tonight.
hey kevin i wrote two more songs i will e-mail them to you

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:: 2002 21 July :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Boxcar racer-letters to god

- this entry has been deleted by administration. this issue has gotten out of hand. you all need to drop it. no matter how much bitching you do nothing can be changed. so just drop it. -

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:: 2002 21 July :: 10.32 pm
:: Music: boxcar racer-i dont know the name of the song its numer 6 on their cd and im a big posser so what do

THINGS
THis weekend was awesome i was at my grand parents cottage it was so cool. they just got new jetskis which are a lot of fun

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:: 2002 19 July :: 12.20 am
:: Music: punk guy-nofx



What Spooky Being are You?
wow is that ever spooky

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:: 2002 18 July :: 11.19 pm
:: Music: Depends-blink 182



What Was Your PastLife?
i would not have geussed

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:: 2002 18 July :: 11.03 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: NOFX-bob

OLD CAKE
TODAY i did something dumb i ate old cake and it made me sick. it was in the frezer and it was a year old man dont eat old cake thats all i have to say

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:: 2002 1 July :: 10.21 pm

seven things you can\'t do:

1. I can\'t: please everybody
2. I cannot wait till: i am successful life and have a family
3. I can\'t stand my dad\'s: controling grip
4. I can\'t stand my mom\'s: nagging
5. I can\'t eat without: getting FAT!
6. I can\'t stand that: my parents dont trust me
7. I can\'t wait much longer: to be in a semi good band

top seven songs people should listen to
1.Incubus-Anti-gravity lve song
2.ben kweller-wasted and ready
3. Dashboard Confessional - again i go unnoticed
4.New Found Glory - Dressed to Kill
5.Boxcar Racer - Letters to God
6.weezer-my name is jonas
7.Taking back sunday-lost and found

top seven things you say the most:
1.i love jessica benzer
2.WHO!?
3.saftey
4.1 2 3 4
5.drum noises
6.who farted
7.lets jam

i find: its hard to express my feelings
i want: to be a good boyfriend
i have: a really spectacular girlfriend
i wish: i had a good voice
i hate: lies, drugs, and anything has anything to do with them
i miss: my life before my parents got a divorce
i fear: being a failure in life
i feel: sun burned
i hear: white noise
i crave: dounts
i search: for socks
i wonder: thing i do or might do help or hurt people
i regret: waiting to make important decision.
i love: jess of couse
i ache: my hands really hurt
i long: an orange county drum set with k custom cym.
i care: about people
i am always: pooping
i am not: you
i foolishly believe: that you are me and know what i think

five favorite trips you have taken:
1. all the times i went to my g-pas house with kevin
2.flordia with band
3. white water raphting
4.ohio last year
5.anytime i go to get fireworks
things stuck in your head frequently:
1.jessica benzer
2.IMOK
3.ideas
4.fourth of july

four things you\'d like to learn:
1. how to play guitar
2.how to sing
3.what my purpus is
4. the secret\'s of life

four beverages you drink regularly:
1.fago
2.koolade
3.Water
4.Milk
four tv shows that were on when you were a kid:
1.rescue rangers
2.Dinosaurs
3.Reading Rainbow
4.Kids Incooperated
four places to go in your area:
1.My dads huse
2.kevins house
3.jessicas house
4.my moms house

four things to do when you\'re bored:
1.play drums
2.see if the band can play
3.talk to jess and tell her how board i am
4.think

four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. jess
2. kevin
3. music
4. food

about 20 years ago...
1-4. ???????/



about ten years ago...
1. I was 7
2. I lived sparta
3. not many memories
4. my parents were still together

about 5 years ago...
1. i was entering the middle school
2. started drumming
3. I shaved my head all the time
4. I was shy

about 2 years ago...
1. still shy
2. no life
3. depressed
4. woundering why me

about one year ago:
1. I liked kaly
2. semi started a band(just kev and myself)
3. lifes looking up
4. i can drive now


Today...
1. have a band
2. have a girlfriend
3. a job (well kinda)
4. i dont care what most people think of me

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:: 2002 22 June :: 11.21 am
:: Mood: sinkatory
:: Music: Crappy punk covers

MY HAIR IS RED
I owuld just like to say that yesterday was a really wied and odd day. it started out with me waking up at 8 and going and picking up gangels to jam and then we went to my house and made a punk cover to stairway to heaven and then the storm started and there were tornato things out side my window and we saw my trampolien get picked up and thrown into a tree. Now the rain stopped i called steff to see if i could pick up my shoes(that her sister stole from me when i was in the bathroom hahaha)and my cowbell and sticks. but she doesnt have power so she comes over to use my shower. now its time for me to pick up dustin now and dustin myself and gangles are jamming now making up crappy songs.now a buch of nothing is going on for a few hours............ Kevin just got home i show off the racing strips that i put on the van(aka the night prowler) Him and taryn brake up(i think thats for the better)I found out that biggy or nick was in a serious car accident and is in critical condition. which really sucks. and before i went to bed kevin and i colored our hair red

yup thats it bye

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:: 2002 20 June :: 11.34 am






Take the What Type of Friend are
You?
quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]

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:: 2002 18 June :: 11.27 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: white strips- fell in love with a girl

today i got back from cedar point i was there in the park for 20 hours and road 31 costers. the millineum force was awesome. by far the best roller coaster i have ever riden on. the wicked twister was good too. well i had fun and missed ever one back home whiel i was gone(expesaly jess)
well night ALL
robby

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:: 2002 8 June :: 12.50 am
:: Mood: random mood
:: Music: MY fRiSt PuNK SonG- boxcar racer

my band
today one of the last pieces of my band fell into place. i found a singer. As of right now my band consist of Dustin:guitar Kal:guitar Kevin:bass
James:Vocal Robby(me):Drums. Kevin, Dustin and I are highschool students at cedar springs high school. Kal is going to gvsu and james goes to northview high school. If you would like to make donations to our band send them to 2912 Indain Lakes Rd Cedar Springs, MI 49319

thank you,
Robert Gideon Carlstrom IV

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:: 2002 2 June :: 12.54 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: incubus-new skin

the monkey
this was what i got on my personality test:Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amazing, practical, and always interesting.
someone who is constantly the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.
They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding,
someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
what do you think about that?

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:: 2002 15 May :: 12.14 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: I WOpped BatMAnS A$$

ha RIGHT NOW KEVIN And i are skiping 4th-6th hours right now and we are listening to a really crappy song. bye

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:: 2002 5 May :: 10.14 am
:: Music: Dubliners-foggy dew

sailboat
right know im at my grnd parents house. and we are picking up their sailboat wich is cool. even though i dont have any idea how to work one but oh well. bye

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:: 2002 27 April :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: extremly good
:: Music: jerry was a racecar driver by primus

lqiufdasdf
friday night was a really good night for me!! i would tell you every thing that happend but i will just skip forward to the best part. and the best part is that jessica and i are going out now! for real this time hahaha.yup so bye

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:: 2002 21 April :: 3.47 pm
:: Mood: a little depressed
:: Music: blink-182 stay together the kids

my parents
today i was reminded how much it sucks when your parents go through the big d.
i kinda got in a fight with my dad about wanting to spend more time with my mom. its been 3 years. it was by far the hardest thing i have ever gone through. yeah i dont like to talk about so im going to stop now bye

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:: 2002 20 April :: 11.34 pm
:: Mood: super
:: Music: blink-182 going away to college

my day
to day was a rather good day i played golf with jessica, kevin, dustin and hilary. (i really didnt golf i went ofroading in the cart and hit a ball ever once and a while). Then we went back to jessicas house and wacthed movies. yup so
well...bye

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:: 2002 19 April :: 10.26 am
:: Mood: I AM CLAMED
:: Music: CLAM-SUPER CLAM

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:: 2002 19 April :: 10.01 am
:: Mood: guilty
:: Music: blink-182 m&m

words of wisdom
dont you hate it when things dont go the way you planned. or when you take things too far. Someone always gets hurt. and in the end it might end up to be you.Think about this and think more than i do because i might end better in the end. A good friend of mine told me the shortest way between 2 points is a straight line. Be hosnest with the people you are around and ever thing will be better. I feel bad about it it wasnt ment to do that but know that i think about it, it was clear that was going to happen. So think before you act. BYE.

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:: 2002 23 February :: 10.28 pm
:: Mood: puzzuled

braking the ice
this ? is for all the girls out there. i like this girl but i dont know how to tell her i like her and i was looking for your input to find out the best way to tell her so i you have any ideas please tell
robby

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:: 2002 23 February :: 10.05 pm
:: Mood: honkydory

im home
i am now back from flordia it was awsome and thats all i have to say about that

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:: 2002 5 February :: 9.08 pm
:: Mood: sick as a dog

dont you hate it when your nose is running, and ou have a head ach, your thruoght hurts and are super tierd well i feel your pain

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:: 2002 5 February :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
MAN i am so hipper because "mY TAPE worn tells me what TO DO!!!!!!!!" today has been a pretty good day. i had pep band.and i go to flroida next friday. SO THATS COOL

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