The Truth of Killing a Song Bird

:: 2007 27 September :: 9.59pm

done good tonight.

game 1. 101
game 2. 180
game 3. 151

i'm getting better.

:: 2007 27 September :: 3.10pm

today i got some shit done i needed to, not that big of an acomplishment but i did stuff. I made the list last night

1. ~~Call comfort suite in sandusky to see if my charger is there.~~
2. ~~Close chase account~~
3. Clean room
4. ~~work on truck~~
5. ~~Put cutlass and tempo on craig's list for cheaper (also put r/c truck up for sale~~
6. get bills orginised (sorta did this)
7. Cash Check
8. Bowl
9. ~~go to chase~~
10. Adjust lifter on the truck.
11. pay $26 to best buy.
12. build battery box for the toyota (probably end up doing it saturday.
i still have some more stuff to do but yeah, i feel a little bit acomplished today.

3 You are Invited | Would you drop everything?

:: 2007 27 September :: 11.45am

lots of things have happened since i updated last.

i'm single again, jen and i decided the distance wasn't working between the two of us. we are still friends.

my laptop charger is gone, the hotel said they don't have it at all.
it dissapeared i guess.

the battery fell out of the 'yota on delivery last night, the positive terminal landed on the crank pully, killed the battery. I stand by the wal-mart "never start" batterys, if they go bad during the warranty, you get a brand new one. Lindsey took me to wal-mart last night.

I got home from ludington yesterday, Chelsea, chris and i went up there to fuck around. we saw some elk. it was good times.

jennie is giving me alot more hours and hungry hell. money is good.

thinking of donig the 63" chevy spring swap on the yota. MMM flex.

thats all for now i guess. eric's birthday saturday after werk. red flannel the next weekend, then sometime in october is my silverlake trip. then a mounds trip on thanksgiving i think.

:: 2007 24 September :: 11.05am

i died again in my dream.

i was some sort of warrior/hero in the roman era, probably 80BC or so, i went through this village and killed a bunch of people, i had mercy on the rest of the village and this guy decided he was going to kill me, i wasn't armed at the time and i started running and the next thing i could tell is that my head was falling. it was weird.

i dont like dieing in my dreams.

:: 2007 23 September :: 7.59pm

worst part of the whole weekend, i left my laptop cable in the hotel.

FUCK, lucky my brother has the same lappy as i do.
i'll just make a trip to best buy tomorrow and get another one.

:: 2007 21 September :: 4.05pm

i got ambitious today and decided to make our lawn look good.

:: 2007 20 September :: 1.12am

things i need to do.

1. Quit drinking
2. quit smoking pot
3. "Quit quitting."

:: 2007 19 September :: 12.59pm

things have gotten interesting.

my mind is playing games again.
fuck.

:: 2007 15 September :: 2.34am

still sore.

averaged $12/hour tonight.

if i could get 30hours a week that would be awesome.
some people need to quit.

:: 2007 12 September :: 11.50pm

averaged $10 an hour tonight driving pizza.

truck averaged 17-20mpg, not bad.

driving pizza is the best job for the money i've ever done.

:: 2007 11 September :: 11.12pm

tomorrow i work 5-close at h2.

:: 2007 11 September :: 12.35am

i start cleaning tomorrow.

:: 2007 10 September :: 9.30pm

man, i think this is the most depressed i've ever been.

fuck.

the good news is that me and box found dave mirra free style BMX 2 at software ect toinght for $3.99

:: 2007 10 September :: 2.10am

tonight's adventure was interesting.

we rolled past best buy and there was a bunch of people outside, i asked what they we're waiting for and one guy said "we're waiting for PS4!"

it was hilarious.

:: 2007 7 September :: 11.59am

last night, i downloaded

Clutch, live at the orbit room 3-17-07 not the best recording, but i was there :D

:: 2007 6 September :: 11.22am

wow, i'm horrible at accomplishing my goals.

my truck still doesn't run
i still live at home
i now don't have a job

i need to buckle down and get back to school.

:: 2007 3 September :: 10.15am

i just woke up, this weekend turned from something crappy to something alright.

you know, i havn't been drunk since i turned 21, weird huh?

the car breaking got me thinking about death.

the night before the tie rod end broke i was doing 95 down a rough part of the highway, if the tie rod would have let loose there, i would have smashed into a concrete wall or a line of traffic. just thinking about it freaks me out a bit.

hopefully next week gets better.

:: 2007 2 September :: 9.52pm

today, miranda took jessi sly and myself here.

http://forums.ghosttowns.com/showthread.php?t=15355&highlight=marlborough

marlborough mi, michigan's largest ghost town..

its amazingly huge.

3 You are Invited | Would you drop everything?

:: 2007 1 September :: 2.30pm

camping.

found some wi-fi in baldwin, like no place had it except for this restraunt on m73.

this has been the worst week ever.
first off monday, i hurt my back at work, there was no manager there to report the accident to, so i didn't.
i called work the next day to tell them i'm not coming in and why, the manager says "okay" so whatever i figured
i told someone about it.

wednesday:
i go into work, filled out the accident report, try to work and can't, my back is still extremely fucked up.
They (my work) refuse to send me to a doctor because i filled out the accident report to late. i go home pissed.

thursday:
i call in to work again, make a doctors appointment, show up at the doc's on time. I get there tell them
what happened they said its a workman's comp case and they can't take it without a formal denial of workman's comp.

i call my boss, he calls the human resource lady and they tell me to go to the doctor on alpine, i started on my way there from 28th street.
i took a shortcut through the ghetto where my car decided to break a tie rod. middle of the fucking ghetto...
I walked to danielle's about a mile and a half north. on that walk i get a call from my boss saying not to go to the
doctor the owner told him not to let me go. and he tells me that i need a doctors note to miss anymore work.
i ask him how i'm supposed to get one without a formal denial of workman's comp. and he said he'll print something up.

pretty much from what i understand from that is my back is fucked from work, they arn't covering me, and know i can't work
they pretty much fired me.

Friday: wake up on danielle's futon, i borrowed andy's car dolly. my brother brings it down, we get the tempo out of the ghetto
i then go camping with my parents. uggh.. i hate the great outdoors. To really fuck the week up, i get a call at about 11 last night
from jen and she told me she doesn't think our relationship is going anywhere. way to kick me in the balls when i'm already down
i wish i would have stayed home. i'm in a pretty big hole right now, bigger than i've ever been in before.
and i thought ohio was bad.

saturday:
wake up earlier than usual because people are making noise and shit, don't want to be in baldwin still. its white trash as shit up here.
trying to get my brother to go to sliverlake to fuck around on the sand dunes, doesn't look like thats happening though.
hopefully i can find a ride home today, or some internet.

spud

:: 2007 17 August :: 7.51am
:: Music: BnL - Everything Had Changed

summer is over. vegas is over. williamsburg is over.

i have a bright future in a questionable vocation and another two wonderful years of college to look forward to.

right now, i'm sitting in an abandoned, foreclosed home - after working a 10 hour shift - getting ready to spend all day (and the rest of the weekend) moving shit, yet again.

life is a very, very odd thing. and this song is very fitting for this particular epoch in mine.

i made a vow to do a couple of things for myself within the next week. we'll see if that happens or not.

4 You are Invited | Would you drop everything?

:: 2007 8 August :: 10.56am

sooo,

update?

good things since last update:
Jen
21'st birthday
new job at goodyear on alpine

Bad things:
truck needs more parts/money
i havn't updated alot
i'm sorry.

have a nice day.

jedibumblebee

:: 2007 7 August :: 6.21pm

happy anniversa-ree, to mee

I cut all my hair off in celebration of my monogamy

Read more..

Please ignore the less-than-thrilled look on my face.

:: 2007 1 August :: 12.12pm

posting this for box since he's got no internet.

:: 2007 23 July :: 3.03pm

random stuff i've found in my room so far.

3x hungry howies hats
1x Beth's AC/DC shirt.... tried it on, tight in my arms loose the rest of places, doesn't fit right.

more to come

:: 2007 20 July :: 7.23am

i hate this job, i wake up every morning and dread going to work. It really makes it hard to get up in the morning.

i'm going to quit...

:: 2007 19 July :: 7.27pm

anyone want to move out?

with 4 people and utilities and shit i think we could get this place for under $450 a month per person.

imagine the partys

http://grandrapids.craigslist.org/apa/375515659.html

16 You are Invited | Would you drop everything?

:: 2007 15 July :: 5.10pm

because $500 into the motor and some stolen 33's never looked so good.

after a little bit of cleaning, wash, wax, some aromorall.

thanks phil justin and will.

:: 2007 15 July :: 12.09am

i think i want to join the Freemasons.