Fill it out in my comments!!!
**AM I??**

1. ugly?
2. kind?
3. quiet?
4. loud?
5. shy?
6. weird?
7. selfish?
8. crazy?
9. hot?
10. cute?
11. pretty?
12. sexy?
13. nice?
14. mean?
15. immature?
16. rude?
17. cool?
18. brat?
19. stupid?
20. caring?
21. mature?
22. a friend?
23. more than a friend?
24. talkative?
25. boring?
26. beautiful?
27. creative?
28. smart?
29. a bitch?
30. flirt?
31. slutty?
32. a psycho?
33. athletic?
34. confusing?
35. sweet?
36. attractive?
37. annoying?
38. funny?
39. laid back?
40. perfect?

**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
1. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think?
2. When is my birthday?:
3. Who is my best friend?:
4. Where did we meet?:
5. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
6. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
7. Describe me in 3-5 words:
8. Do u think I'm a virgin?:
9. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be??
10. If u could ask me anything..what would it be?:

*EVERYBODY**
1. Do u wish we were closer?:
2. Any last words.... spill it:

**PERSONAL (OPPOSITE SEX ONLY)**
1. I am the________ person u know.
2. Would u like to kiss me?:
3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?:
4.(a) Do u ever think about me off-line?:
(b) On a scale of 1-10 (10 being high), how much do you think of me each day?:
5. a) Would you ever ask me out?:
b) Right now, what is the chance of that happening (in %):
6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
b) Do you still?:
8. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my personality?:
9. Physically, what's my best feature?:
10. Mentally, what's my best feature?:

Why do you build me up!
Ok my cousin got married on the 19th.. if you're into getting drunk the wedding would have been WONDERFUL but it sucked... Erin looked gorgeous for being 5 months pregnant and Frank looked good too.. it was a beautiful wedding, don't get me wrong, but I didn't like it much. So yeah, then we came home.. the night I came home I went to Bridget's house to spend time with her, then Rian came over and we all went to get Chris, I had fun :-) Even though I didn't get to see him that long :-(

Then it leads up to yesterday :-)

It was going to start out as a quiet night at the Nail Salon with Bridget.. that got scratched because I would rather spend time with my 5 best friends instead of getting my nails done. So we went to WaWa, then picked up Ang...she's moving back to Colorado :-( :-( *cries* So after we all chilled for a little while we went outside... and OMG a surprise visit from Bubbles and Jordan.. I was so estatic!!! I got to see my bubbles!!!!!!!!! My night could not have gotten any better!!! I was literally jumping for joy.. I'm pretty sure we all had a blast!Then we started to get a little loud and rowdy and my lame ass neighbor called the cops.. freaking loser >:O It was ok when his kids partied all night and had beer bottles and cans all over the yards but, I'm 16 and can't have fun.. GAYY!!

So then everyone left, and I got really sad :-(

I just want one question answered......

How can you go from not knowing these people existed, to starting to talk to them, then meeting them, becoming such good friends with them, then falling incomplete love with all of them, and be so upset when they leave?

That's how I explain my feelings for my best friends....... They are pretty much my family..

I leave in 15 hours so I'm gonna conclude this...

<33 Sammie

bored and coooooooold
-PORN STAR ALIAS [First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On]:: Sandi Tulip

-EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS [Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot]: Ginger Montreol

-SOCIALITE ALIAS [Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied]: Cookie Philadelphia

-"FLY GIRL" ALIAS [First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of Your Last Name]: SRob

-DIVA ALIAS [Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen]: Nerds Soda

-GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS [Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Last Went To School]: Penguin Williamstown

-SOAP OPERA ALIAS [Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived]: Lynn Tulip

random quotes..
Thank God you're still angry at me. I’ve got a better chance of seeing you dead, than alive, in the rain. Thank you, for this one last big mistake -"Elf Power" - Coheed and Cambria

Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you... ~ Story Of The Year "Until The Day I Die"

Of Darkness in the valley, we can live like Jack and Sally if we want, where you can always fine me, and we'll have Halloween on Christmas.. - Blink 182 ~ I miss you

Your hair is everywhere, screaming infedelities are taking it's wear... Screaming Infedelities *Dashboard Confessional*

what's the point in all this screaming, no ones listening anyways. -Goo Goo Dolls

put on my pj's and hop into bed I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead I try to tell myself it'll all be all right I just shouldnt think anymore tonight (Jewel)

**{Some say that, time changes. Best friends can, become strangers. But I don't want that, no not for you. If you just stay with me we can make it through.}** Good Charlotte- Say Anything

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you cry It's the way That he in your mind It's the way That he makes you fall in love It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love Love .: SugarCult:.

*+* These Are The Moments, These Are The Times, Lets Make The Best Out Of Our Lives *+* - The Calling - Our Lives

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was something I was gonna do and cry? Don't try to tell me what to do, don't try to tell me what to say. Its better off that way. ~Don't tell me~ Avril Lavigne*

In my world of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me - Evanescense - Imaginary

"If I Could Find You Now, Things Would Get Better..We Could Leave This Town, And Run Forever" Ocean Avenue--Yellowcard

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right, i hope you had the time of your life-Green Day:Time of your Life

All these walls are caving in...
So today I went to the Orthodontist and got my braces off..but my mouth hurts for some reason.. Went bra shopping..woo... *sarcasm*. My sister and my dad got into a huge fight while my mom me and my nephew were out.. I don't know why she's being the way she is..immaturity.. So while my mom and I were at the mall.. I was being stared at by 'herpes' I was like what the hell? Damn, don't bitches have better things to do?

Doin Da Butt..
Stealing stuff from Stephy lol

1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
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2.) (Eliminate the asterisks)
3.) See what color you are

CrimzonRegret

....Don't you that you're toxic....
I was a little saddened today that plans didn't fall through..but it's a-ok!!!! We're hanging out the 13th instead woot woot...BRACES COME OFF TOMORROW!! holla at your girl!! lol im off lol

<3 Sammie

€ ..If only you were here tonight.. €
Today kind of sucked.. but, then again, it's school..when doesn't it suck? There was supposed to be a fight today between the "Monroe Hustle" and the "Williamstown Fight Club." How dumb can these people get? Especially the 'Monroe Hustle' they swear they are tough because they beat up some chick with a skateboard...it's gay it shows how immature people are around here.. stupid emo kids >:O (No offense to the cool ones)

It's so hard talking to someone after a long year..

Omg... I thought today was going to totally suck..but Smashley came over and we laughed it was too great...we went to wawa for gas came back chilled..went back to wawa for coffee..and she wore her leopard blanket around wawa as a cape making funky ass noises it was too great..i love her shes so fucking awsome!!

byee <33 Sammie

Don't allow yourself to be torn...

Ok.. I have been really..blah lately I guess you could say..I want so much for 2 of my best friends (not mentioning names) to be happy.. and it kills me knowing that they aren't. I tried to be a band-aid for them...but, I guess I was one of those crappy band-aids that don't last more than 10 mins... but in this case.. I had no stickiness at all... All I know is them being together.. and now.. they're not.. and it will make it somewhat hard on me because they barely even talk as friends... I like hanging out with my group of friends...and it wont be that way any longer..it won't be the same.. I want so much.. but it's never going to happen.. maybe I tried too hard... then again..maybe I didn't try hard enough.. I guess there is nothing I can do about it now.. I'm going to lay down and rest..

<3 Sam

I stoled it from Joycie! :0P

*~*Yesterday my life was duller*~*

Friday afternoon, I went and picked Phy-Phy up (What present could be better then her?
) ... then we went back to my house and just hung out for the night... listened to music.. went for a walk and got scared to death of something that jumped into the lake when we were walking by it so we turned around and ran the other way lol.... we saw a dead frog...Stephy named him stinky... pretty much had fun...went to bed at like... 2:30 ish?

Saturday...Was the party... Stephy and I got showers, She burned like 4 cds of music... which didn't get played but oh well lol.... Stephy did her hair and helped me with mine and she did my make up for me and made me all sparkly *~*yay*~* then we went shopping... went to party city and got massive decorations (including a big palm tree I saved for Stephy)... then we went to walmart and got alot more shtuff...we dropped everything off at home, and went back out... we went to canals(a liquor store) and Stephy was freaking out lol... then we left there and went to acme for the cake... got back home at about 6:45... ashley, ashley and chris, and Jess... were there.... then soon after, rian showed up... then slowly, other people showed up... it was so much fun! lol... ashley astor turned herself into a food warrior! lmao it was so funny... we had lots of fun with the hawaiian leis... chris ran around like an idiot with a pink lei all stretched out and flying around behind him... ashley, ashley and stephy played spy and tried to sneak up on chris and rian who were talking in the front yard by rian's car.... they caught a small frog and named him stretch cause he had long legs... we all played with him for a while... by this time, everyone was there.. kristen, jr, jordan, rian, ashley, ashley, chris, bridget, me and stephy!... bridget brought her video camera and taped alot of the night and interviewed people n such.. at around maybe like 11-11:30ish, ashley, ashley and chris left... and we all went inside and watched the video from the night.... bridget and rian got into a small dispute which made rian leave for a while... he did come back though... jordan, jr, kristen, sam and i all went to wawa, spent $30 on candy... came back and bridget and rian went to bridget's to get stuff... like clothes for bridget, the other tape, and she got a couple games.. she brought twister and life... while they were gone, jordan jr and Stephy went outside, Kristen and I stayed in talking like we always do. I love mine and Kristen's talks! Then we went out back and played twister until like 4 in the morning... recorded alot of that... lol... it was fun... especially watching rian and jr and jordan playing lol... Stephy got a few pictures of them... then we went inside and played life... til like 6 in the morning... during this time, jordan put random things down Stephy's pants and shirt lol... including fake money in between her boobs....payed Kristen 100,000 to take her shirt off lol.... after it was over.... they all decided to leave... jr took stephy and kristen home... and jordan, rian and bridget all went their seperate ways... I went right to bed after that....and now...I'm still tired and its like 4 days later lol... we are all going to do that again!

<33 Sammie

*~*Now everything's technicolor*~*

Beaten Battered Torn Broken
Woot 4 Days Until my birthday and I get to see my Stephy Leigh!!! Woo Hoo!!!!
*jumps up and down* I miss my Stephy I haven't seen her since spring break!..I get to see Kiss10 too!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO 5 Days until my el party-o *smiles* Woot I get to see people... SCORE..ok I'm just a little to excited..Time to calm down now...

hooollllleerrrrrrrrrrr

<3 Sam

Beaten and battered..it's no more than my own fault
Today is the schools junior/senior prom...A few people are going...but, we had a half day because of it. I woke up with a bad charliehorse in my calf, so after I rubbed it out I wen't back to sleep.. Woke up at 6:30 had only 20 minutes to get ready which is more than enough time for me, but, I knew it was going to be a horrible day when my pull-strings in my new sweatpants broke because I was pulling the pants tighter because they are too big. So I put a pair of jeans on, I couldn't find any socks...so I had to wear these high old ones...school went fine being that Bridget wasn't there for me to talk to (that made me sad), I hardly ever see Jess, Jeanna won't get a clue and Amanda doesn't count.... Then I came home and got changed and fell asleep on my favorite old soap opera.. Dallas... then my mom woke me up, and of course I was a little cranky.. so she layed down and went to sleep, I really didn't care, I just really couldn't get anything done until my dad came home. So like an hour before my dad came home I checked to see if the songs my mom was downloading were done, so I listened to them to see if they were good quality, and they were, so I logged her off and went on so I can download some songs and came out, sat and watched TV with the baby. My sister called, asking me all these things about what she needs for these cookies...I didn't know and I wasn't waking my mom up, and she was like what's mom doing, I told her sleeping, she asked what the baby was doing, I was feeding him, so she called again, my mom was still sleeping, she said I was whispering and I wasn't, so she assumed I was in the computer room..and I wasn't...I checked on my songs like as soon as my dad pulled up, and the baby was in here with me, nothing bad went on I wasn't even complaining about anything. I was kind of mad at mommy because she said that she wanted to lay down so she woke me up to watch the baby, but I got over it. It's like a routine now. My dad and I were talking and the baby was sitting on the table in his little chair thing, and I gave him some mint choco chip ice cream (heh he liked it) then he started getting really fussy and tired like so I gave him a bottle of juice, he started falling asleep, so I layed him down in the porto-crib, then I called my Aunt cause my dad told me to, talked to her and how she's coming to bring my mom her ring and blah blah blah..then I went downstairs to get the pizzelle iron thing...came back upstairs and checked the songs I had downloading...and added more to download...my aunt pulled up, so I came out. Made coffee, woke my mom up, and just chilled, then my sister comes in...screaming and yelling at me calling me a compulsive liar over shit I didn't say... here, I'll copy and paste what I said to stephy becuase it's too much to type..

"..I hope I never see my sister again all I want to see is my nephew..her..I don't care if she drops dead She's putting words in my mouth saying I'm a compulsive liar all because I told her my mom was sleeping and I didn't want to wake her up...so as she's calling me a compulsive liar she starts beating the shit out of me I have a bruise on my shoulder I think, she almost made my lip bleed she starts pulling my hair and smacking me in the head, and putting me in ways where I can't fight back, and of course if I hit her back I would have gotten in trouble so I just took it, and then she gets pissed off because for once (more like the 1st time) my dad actually took my side and not hers Than saying how I supposdly said that because all my mom does is sleep (which she doesn't) I complain because I can't do anything...how am I going to complain because I can't do anything when only Bridget lives in Williamstown and she's always busy? Why fight back? So my dad can beat the shit out of me later? Then I went to get the baby because he was crying and he just woke up, and she took him from me and wouldn't take his bottle so I slammed it on the table in front of her and walked away and she starts calling me a bitch? A little while ago when we were yelling at each other she said I do nothing but complain how my mom sleeps all the time and how from the time I come home until I have to get off-line I'm on the computer...and I'm not, I don't go on until maybe an hour or so after she gets here...my mom goes on during the day...I'm about to just put my foot through the computer"

I'm off like a prom dress...

<33 Sam

From Spring Break to today?

I had the greatest day...
Today, had to have been the
greatest day (except kristen
wasn't a part of it :-(( ) But,
besides that flaw.. nothing to
make my day wrong... I woke
up.. after spending the night
at my sisters, took care of my
nephew for a little while..than
she took me to get my hair cut
it looks good i think...so after
my hair cut I came home, sat
on the computer cleaned my
room and all that fun stuff, than
I cooked dinner.. it came out
great!! So after a little while..and
a small directional problem.. Kevin
and Stephy came *yay* I gave
her a couple early birthday presents
then we ate dinner,
laughed..
talked...
than went to the elementary school
to play on the playground..it was
so0o much fun :-) we came back
rian came over, then bridget and we
all hung out...then everyone left
and now I'm sad.. Today, was so
much fun.... but now im off to bed..
night y'all

<33 Sammi

Yep, grounded for a month off the net, so i stole this survey from bridgets journal hehe... so put the results in a comment!!!

Fill In The Blanks

I ____ Sam.
Sam is ____.
if I were alone in a room with Sam, I would ____.
I think Sam should _____
Sam needs ____.
Sam will never ____.
I want to _____ Sam.
Sam can ____ my _____.
when I think about Sam, I ____.
Someday Sam will _____.
Sam reminds me of _____.
Without Sam ____.
Memories of Sam are ____.
Sam can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Sam.
Worst thing about Sam is ____.
Best thing about Sam is _____.
Sam _____.
If Sam was a flavor of ice cream she would be _____.
Sam is my _____.
I wish Sam would _____.


I love you!! <33 Sam