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2004 19 November :: 7.44 am
:: Mood: blah
When I am queen I will exist with perfect scars upon my wrist
Isn't there anything good to think about? I think about the fact that Lori has a job and will come see me soon. But then I wonder how I am going to manage to get out of the house without mom knowing where I am going and me getting in billions of troubleness. Emily says she'll cover for me, but I don't know how she's going to manage to do that. Amie is supposed to be moving to Helen soon so maybe if I just told mom I was staying with her and got Amie to cover for me, it could work maybe. ugh, I dunno. I realy need to be with Lori though. It's killing me not being able to even kiss her. GR!!! I just want to take a pillow and scream forever. Except I can't do that because even when I do cover my screams with pillows you can still hear it pretty well. I guess I just gotta be sneaky. DAMN IT!!!
2 killed me softly |
Break my heart |
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2004 11 November :: 2.00 pm
:: Mood: blank
Uh, yea
I guess I'm gonna start using this thing again because nobody really knows it exists. so.. MEOW!!
Break my heart |
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2004 24 July :: 11.16 am
:: Mood: Sad
:: Music: Godsmack "Running Blind"
Dead
Yea, I've officially killed this thing. I left the Clapton for my own personal crap. I need it there just to tell myself that I'm fucking insane.
Anyway, I've become a sell-out and moved to livejournal.com So fuckin shoot me.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/kittyelizabeth/
So there we are. At the end. Finally.
Break my heart |
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2004 3 July :: 4.53 am
:: Mood: Depressed
:: Music: Eric Clapton "Tears in Heaven"
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.
Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.
___ Eric Clapton
Why are you doing this to me right now? You know I can't handle this. You made me sing. You made me happy. And now you just make me cry. I miss you so goddamned much but why this song and why now? Why right before I'm leaving? I'm supposed to be happy this week. Not being able to hear this song will make me unhappy. I don't need this shit right now. Please, just go away.
2 killed me softly |
Break my heart |
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