:: 2006 16 February :: 7.58 pm

hey kids

im just letting everybody know my new phone #

here it comes........................

450-8929

thats it for now,

LOVE,
dustin

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:: 2005 18 October :: 10.44 pm

what?

its like 11 o'leary and im tired as fuck. i have a good job now i have to be awake at 6am and work 10 hr days mon-fri, but boy howdy do i forget that when that beauty of a check slides my way.(BRAG)

well im doing ok i need to do something diffrent ive been considering that tat. ive wanted for a while now but...i dont know...im a puss.

i won tickets to this GRD thing thats going on at the orbit room tomarrow i dont know why i tried but alas i won. soooo...if anybody dosent have anything to do tomarrow please come give me and berm a reason to stay and enjoy victory.

(616)7450761


LOVE,
dustin scott posthuma<@:)

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:: 2005 5 March :: 1.39 pm

WHOLY SHIT!

it feels like every time i post on this beast its been years when in reality im just bored. so i feel bad for posting "come talk to me" then some of you said "hey! i remember you. wernt you in that shitty band?" well...no...actually...there were two.
but seriously. throw me a line again,and if you want to come and visit me at work thats awesome to (E. Beltline Marathon station on 3 mile i work the graveyard shift mon-fri).
so yeah, with me...um... F.D. hit the splits for those of you who didnt know/care but seprate projects will be expected form numerious parties. and thats it...your cought up.

WRITE ME!
(not to sound desprate)


with as much love as one person can give to others while being taken,
dustin

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:: 2004 4 October :: 9.31 pm

p.s. forever december is on pure volume now...( www.purevolume.com/foreverdecember )...so do it up.

p.s.s. those are not ALL of our songs we recorded...everybody loves suspense:)

dustin

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:: 2004 4 October :: 12.07 am

wow, its been, honestly, like 5 months seince ive touched a computer...weird.
anyways, i moved out of my shitty house in GR to try to save some money (i was poor as fuck, and fuck is REALLY poor) so i decided to swallow my pride, pack my things and bust a move back to c-town.

soooo, if anybody wants to call me. DO IT! im friggin bored now.

with undying love,
dutin scott posthuma

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:: 2004 18 March :: 10.22 am

(posted on my last entry)

@ 03-13-04 1:57am

wow. can you say hypocrite? arent you that type of person too? were all hypocrites in some way, but you should examine yourself more carefully before you go telling other people that you feel sorry for them because youre JUST LIKE THEM, only more high on yourself...work on that.

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anonymous
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@ 03-18-04 10:19am

i realize the fact that my words can and should be turned right back on me and they are , belive me. we all have flaws and for ou to point mine out to me is not only rude but unnecessary and for you to post under "annonymous" is a sure fire sign that you dont want to be confronted on your words that you obviously belive strongly enough in to post on my page. so please take into consideration that we are all hypocrites in some way but if i feel the need to post something where i feel that people take things for granted and not mention a thing aout hypocracy please feel free to fuck off.


dustin posthuma




(this is why i dont allow posts in my journal anymore)


love always,
dustin

:: 2004 10 March :: 2.36 pm

you
i feel bad for you, yes you, the type of person who gets cought in words and other poeple. the type of person who rests so deeply on other peoples shoulders. the type of person who dosent know enough about love to know you can misuse the word. the type of person who can stare at the city lights and still breathe. the type of person who dosent know that they cant get anywhere when they are stuck on someone elses heal. the type of person who dosent know the deepest cuts will let you know who really matters.

the type of person who dosent know that all they have is themselves and it will never change.

:: 2004 22 January :: 5.41 pm
:: Music: me

:: 2004 22 January :: 5.21 pm

(click HERE to enter my head)

:: 2004 14 January :: 2.54 pm
:: Music: forever december- "bullets speak louder than words

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:: 2003 14 September :: 11.50 am

so i might be going to jersey with rob...thats just crazy. i have no idea what could go on there (band wise). but the new band still needs a bass player and another guitar player sooooooo if you know anybody who is DEDACATED please send information in the form of a comment or at jeeblo@yahoo.com.


thank you,
dustin scott posthuma

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:: 2003 10 August :: 6.23 pm

i dont have to say anything one of the greats.....just read



TAKING BACK SUNDAY

"The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva"

It's not that i don't trust you
i just know what you've been up to
and this dial tone is agreeing with everything i've had in mind.
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag.

so as his eyes move down past your shoulders
and the shades start moving in the same direction
don't worry, i won't say a thing.
you can't blame a girl for sticking to what she knows.

i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can.
i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can.

if i could get to sleep
then, i guess you could stop pretending.
because if i didnt think you loved him
well then i would lay alone
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag.

i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can.
i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can.

you're down for selling me out
while i play dumb,
but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you,
you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet.

you're down for selling me out
while i play dumb,
but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you,
you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet.

you're down for selling me out
while i play dumb,
but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you,
you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet.

forget your legs around my hips.
forget your hands pressed on my back.
forget all the letters that i kept.
this is another i won't send.
forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs.
forget our one last kiss goodbye.
forget me staking out your house.
forget ive got you figured out.

forget your legs around my hips.
forget your hands pressed on my back.
forget all the letters that i kept.
this is another i won't send

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:: 2003 10 August :: 6.06 pm

a line from:
brand new..."soco armetto lim"

"(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party
(AND YOUR TEARIN UP YOUR PHOTOS BECAUES YOU WANNA FORGET...ITS OVER)
cause we keep them going constantly
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get "

good eh.

i just re-fell in love with brand new


i went to cedar point with my sister and her friends and had the best time (im also comparing it to staying at home so maybe it was just ok). i thought about certain people/things/goings-on and aftera while didnt bother me anymore i kind of forgot how the right people can make you do that...then i came home. but i wont get into that. anyways im going to try to keep this happy fix in tact. so bye.

:)ustin


^
thats pretty cool eh. i did it by myself.

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:: 2003 1 August :: 11.24 pm

violent-yes
harsh-yes
neccary-yes
true-always
if you have anythign negitive to say about this please dont, im not trying to please you.
there are just a few people who have always wanted to read things by me well here is one (deeply inspired by saves the day). im sorry if i come off as weird.


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"your alot of talk"

On the way to your house the pavment aches, and things will never be the same now that he got past your front poarch.
So i will use the dimond from your ring (i bought you) to trace my hand on your bedroom window.
And i will stand on your steps and feel this bullet push my head back and hope the blood scatters on the wall to spell your name.
If i could tear out both your eyes and keep them with me tonight i would feel better knowing they would never meet.
And i would listen to both of you scream in pain but now i know id get some sleep.
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once again sorry if i come off "scary" its just a way of feeling. thank you......good bye.

~dustin scott posthuma

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:: 2003 29 July :: 1.13 am

hi everyone,

this one might be long. just a warning. ignore spelling.

recently i have been critised for writing in my journal. ive gotten responses like "why the hell do you have to write in that, thats so gay" and "why do you have to rell strangers about everything thats gay"
well ive given that thought. and to my conclusion i belive that people write in this to incriminate others. they say things about people that they think other people should know(because they cant tell them themselves because ofdiffrent reasons like not being mature/approached)
for example:
leftoversacrs-me
********-im going to save his name because im a better person

leftoverscars: hey *****.....you dont have to talk to me . just wanted to say hi. thats all
:*****. who is this?
leftoverscars: dustin
*****.: your right, i don't have to talk to you
*****. signed off at 11:44:48 AM.

your probabaly thinking the same thing i am"what a dick"right ?
well your right because i still dont know what their mad about i keep on trying but i either get the finger or the cold shoulder. its rediculious.

anyways, im trying to prove a point but i got off track. i refuse to belive that people should have to keep secret about things like cheating , ECT. i think if a person does that to someone they deserive to
a)be humilated
b)be hurt back
c)be on the reciving end of some weird act of karma
im not saying im not guilty. im just losing it. you know what nevermind that whole thing i dont know where i was going.

so im staring a new band. with robby. itll be great i can feel it. better than that horrid peice of shit that was "bruce said checkers". hopefully itll work.

so if your bored call me. i dont want to lose you too.


-dustin











ps-wow reading over this im sorry you wasted your time. but thanks anyway.

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