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:: 2005 5 March :: 2.21 pm

no one comes here anymore. i'm surprised i remembered my own password!

:: 2004 30 October :: 10.39 pm
:: Music: Jesus Walks

my new layout
simple isnt it? i think so.

my worst academic quarter so far. its horrible. and i hate not knowing whats going on with you people. but i've accepted it. i've accepted it for awhile. and i've accepted that when i'm down there i can be your best friend but its so different up here. i hate it but i can handle it. dont worry i can take care of myself! now somebody tell me how much winter break you have left so i can attempt a comeback.

it'll be refreshing for me and for you.

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:: 2004 25 September :: 12.29 pm

mhmm. yes i have ignored this thing, but thats all going to change now. i'm turning over a new leaf damnit. i think with woohu i can really write because no one is going to read it. or the few people who do read it are the people i want to read it. but its not like i lie on livejournal or anything, maybe theres a higher level of comfort here. or maybe i'm just crazy. who knows. heres the story of my life.

school has been school, kind of dull but its exciting this year, being the last year of high school here and all. i just went to an assembly the other day where they said graduation is going to cost 130 dollars. it includes the cap and gown (but i think we only get to keep the cap) the food, renting the hotel where the ceremony is and it covers the prom ticket too. but still, its a lot of money and i can fundraise to cover the cost but that is a lot of fundraising. there are these books that we can sell that are 27 dollars but only 10 dollars of that amount goes to grad fees. i'll find out a way to do it. or i'll get a job.

oh my goodness on thursday, 4 weeks into the school year i saw Alexis for the first time this year. like i've seen her before but only out of the corner of my eye and thursday we really got to talk so it was nice. and then there was a party last night! Jen's birthday so it was at her house, in the basement. good people and good dancing. it was fun. but it was dominated by girls. 4 guys and only 2 of them did any dancing (myself included OF COURSE).

i feel....alright i guess. i've been single for like FOREVER. no but you really want to know how long? about 1 year and 1 month. so far i dont mind it, but things can change! so i want a date for prom, maybe not a girlfriend but a date. is that too much to ask for? i hope not. ok i'm done.

hollaatchaboyyy.

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:: 2004 15 August :: 7.48 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: no music

no subect either
abuhhh

so i posted some pictures on lj (HERE) and yeah they're not that special but i like the last one! i havent been doing much at all. tomorrow i'm playing soccer with some asians and then i have pictures the next few days, still waiting for that mail from the photographers. i might need to call the school. these pictures'll be special i'll send you guys some through the actual mail. but other than that not much at all has been going on. i really really really miss you guys!

ok anyway i've been watching the olympics and who saw the Americans get killed by the Puerto Ricans?!?!?! that was a shame. but the USA really is lacking perimeter shooters and true centers. plus they're too young! they need Jason Kidd and TMac. ohh and theres swimming too with Michael Phelps... he listens to Eminem before every race to get pumped up or something. hes good, but he isnt Mark Spitz! but remember Rhi Jeffrey? she set the national high school record 2 years ago at Atlantic in simming, yeah well shes swimming in the olympics now in the 800 butterfly or something i think.

but i'm waiting for my mail and hoping this school year is a million times better than the last. i'm incurably homesick and being the new boy isnt so fun!

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:: 2004 26 July :: 10.54 pm

mediocre people do exceptional things all the time.
ok so something new now. i think i'll voice my opinion on the topics! here goes....

politics--vote Kerry. he looks humble. a minority government in Canada? it'll never work!

hollywood and the celeb scene--less divorces please. leave Mary-Kate alone. Ashton and Demi are strangely unnatural but it seems to work for them. i dont care what you say but, Britney, Christina, and Jessica have nothing on Stacie Orrico! emerging singer Jojo has a hot single (leave (get out).Kirsten Dunst and Jake Gyllenhaal? i hope they remain friends. i'm sorry but pumps are hot. the sitcoms with fat husbands and skinny wives are a double standard. i hate double standards, men who sleep around are whores.

technology--Bill Gates says CDs and DVDs will be obsolete in 10 yrs, pretty soon that man will push technology too far. someone has to draw a line on how small phones can get and how fast computers can run. technology causes obesity.

the economy--the markets arent exactly going up are they? the canadian dollar is now 1.33 o the american 1. that needs to go back up to 1.60 to 1 so we can exchange all the american money we still have. (the higher the rate of exchange, the more canadian cash we get for less american cash) plane ticket fares need to drop.

health--i read somewhere teenage pregnancy is going down, which is good. and smoking among teens is also dropping. try and save youself. dont smoke. alcoholism is dropping among adults. save your kidneys, dont binge drink. AIDS and HIV are getting worse, souse a condom. or better yet, abstain.

weather--beautiful up here, with temperatures topping out at 85 never dropping below 77. the sun is out and i need to tan. i miss the humidity and i miss the southern heat.

sports (if you dont follow sports skip the section, its kinda long)--Lance Armstrong has to be one of my heros, Venus Williams got robbed at Wimbledon, I'm a fan of Andy Roddick. the Marlins are disappointing me, Miguel Cabrera+Mike Lowell+Juan Pierre+Luis Castillo+Dontrelle Willis+Armando Benitez+Josh Beckett+Carl Pavano=a winning team right? apparently not. the dolphins will go 13-3 this coming season. even without Ricky. that sellout. the Gators will go to a BCS bowl behind the leadership of Chris Leak. the Heat have a bona fide center and an amazing backcourt. the Magic have a better backcourt plus a future allstar in Dwight Howard. magic fans, let me introduce you to Jameer Nelson, the NBA's next Stephon Marbury. Allen Iverson is now playing 1-guard again. the olympics? the Greek people need to buy tickets to the games. Americans are lacking the dominating sprinters they once had. Wheres Tim Montgomery(100m record holder)? wheres Marion Jones(100m/200m record holder)? those two had a child together, three words for you: FASTEST BABY EVER. Michael Phelps? he wont break Mark Spitz's record of 7 medals but he'll get close. USA soccer will do decent thanks to Landon Donovan, Brian McBride, the leadership of Claudio Reyna and goalkeeping of Brad Friedel (if he plays).

*damn that sports section is huge

the world--the olympics arent selling seats, the Phillipines gave hostage taking vigilantes what they wanted. Isreal needs to tear down that ridiculous wall. i think pollution needs to drop. say no to SUVs, drive smaller cars with a manual transmission.

education--my current high school (Centennial) is much cleaner than the current Atlantic. its probably cleaner than most PBC schools besides PVHS and the new WBHS in west boca. but quality of education? not as great. le commision scolaire du quebec, and commsion scolaire rive-sud school systems are much more porblematic.

religion--religion is really dying. have faith. dont test God.

and there you go. Luan has tackled the issues. btw me, Edgar and Sunil have decided to join forces and create an uber livejornal. check it out at www.livejournal.com/~edgarluansunil and leave lots of comments on LUAN's entry.

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