BORED AS HELL
HAH __ THERES NOTHiNG TO DO THiS LATE AT NiGHT [EARLY] iN THE MORNiNG _ NOT SURE iF iTS LATE AT NiGHT OR EARLY iN THE MORNiNG __ HMM HARD ONE __ HAH L0L ... WELL iTS BEEN A WHiLE _ JUST WANTED TO UPDATE [SO YOU KNOW] iM STiLL ALiVE | LATER |

Summer ` 05 ´
Summer is almost here and i cant f-ing wait ...... i have to go to summer school though which kinda sucks ... but its all good... i can work on my tan better l0l and lose those pound that i put on over the past few years .. l0l .. even though every one is telling me not to ..
Megan should be done school this year .. so she is finially going to be bring my puppy back .. and hes not a puppy any more .. hes 4 years old as of today -Happy Birthday Casper- Yes.. i know when my gods birthday is .. and we have a party for him .. cept i cant be there cuz hes in flordia with my sister.. and i miss him .. but i will get over it .. i think that my sister and her boyfriend darren are going to get married .. shes been with him for almost 4 years ... which is long for her ...
My dad is still sick and my mom is still being a bitch .. my mom-mom is pissed cuz my poppop got to meet charlie and she didnt .. and im now sure when she will meet him .. i mean we have only been dating for a week .. as of today .. sine 6-2-05 .. joey is going out with eric .. i think its been like almost over a month now .. shannnon is still dating justin .... but she hasnt talked to him for over 2 weeks .. i dont know .. me and shannon have been hanging out more lately .. like going to the mall and stuff .. its kewl .. cuz for a while there we were like growing apart and now ....... its like we cant be apart from each other .. like yesterday we had this fire and every ... and i didnt see shannon and like after me, joey, eric and char were going up to the 7 eleven and shannon was there ... and we like got all happy and stuff .. we were like screaming i thought you died .. it was so funny .. so i walked home to her house with her then she walked to my house with me ... it was a long walk .. like we got out of school early and stuff .. like around 12:40-ish and we didnt get to my house till 2 .. so yeah .. and it was hot as crap yesterday ... and i was wearing pants ... and a black jacket type thing .. so yeah .. its all good .. l0l .. well im going to go cuz im in school ..
*Huggles and Kissers*
Amanda

whoa
Whoa × Im really bored × so im like writting in here × which is odd cuz i dont really write in this one × l0l × and i dont know why × well nothing really has changed in the past 6 months × l0l × there is NOTHING to do still and i mean NOTHING × school is almost out × Thank God × i cant wait for it to be summer × even if i have to go to summer school × just as long as i get my freedom and NO HOMEWORK × l0l × well × im going to back to work on my buddy4u profile × Amanda ×

Whoa ..
Whoa.. okay i havent been on this page for like EVER and well its all changed and i cant find any thing.. lol.. leave it to me to say something stupid like that.. teeheehee.. well .. so.. i havent been able to keep up with whole online journal stuff.. i mean.. i dont kno.. okay.. well since 11-19-04 ... its been HELL.. my dad got sick, my mom is freaking out all the time, my grandma got sick and had to get surgey.. well .. thats just some of the stuff.. god.. if i was to tell every thing .. then it would take forever to write.. but i will just keep it to the main shyt.. lol.. well .. i feel like my life is coming down.. everything is .. just so .. not how it used to be.. joellens going out with kyle .. and i VERY happy with her.. but i wish i could have some one too.. im not jealous or anything.. but its like i need some one to hold me and tell me not to worry about every thing and it will be okay.. you kno.. and i dont have that and i havnt had for like.. 4 years of sum thing like that .. and its hard to watch EVERY one in the whole world have some one to hold and someone to hold them.. i dont kno. its crazy.. its hard to explain .. well i think thats all for now.. im bored.. so im going to change the look of this thing. since its.. like screwed up and all that shyt.. well bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye Kisses and Hugs from me to you <3 Muchas Amore Amada xOoX

Why does everything have to go wrong as soon as life looks a little bit better?
Hey.. well .. havent written in here in a LONG ass time .. but im bored and xanga.com wont work on school computers.. and that is what im using .. so needless to say.. im only writting in here cuz woohu.com is kewl and it works on the school computers.. lol.. ant way.. got report cards today!!.. not to good and im not happy bout the grades.. but whatever.. im not smart.. im a blonde.. so whatever.. my grade point average is only 2.688 .. thats bad .. but its not that bad.. well christa is getting her casts off soon.. so her and jo can finially met each other .. hehe .. she is the new sarah in the group .. but no one can EVER relpace sarah .. but whatever.. im bored .. and i still have 20 mins left before i get out of school .. im not sure what im doing tonite but i need to get out of my house .. my mom is prolly going to make me stay in tonite and clean my room.. and of course i will becuase she has thing where if i dnt get it done by monday then she is going to hire a clown to come to the house.. and i will do any thing to keep that clown FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAY from me ... even if it means not going to the parties going on in new york and jersey.. i can miss one night/weekend of fun .. meg megs is coming home on tuseday .. cant wait .. hehe .. well .. okay.. this is getting boring .. so im going to go.. catch up with me on xanga.com .. username is xunspokenxfearszx .. just like this one .. but i will prolly start writting in here more now that im in school and my xanga thing wont work.. so yeah .. lol.. <3 mandee lynn

Life Sucks!!
i cant wait to die.. i hate being sick.. worst thing is.. my mom cares more about my sister and going to the wawa.. then me.. im bout to like pass out.. and she dont fucking care.. so whatever.. im not really writing in this any more.. i loke my xanga site more.. but if i can get on to this site when im in school then i will start writing in here more.. so yeah.. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=XuNsPoKeNxFeArSzX .. so yeah.. go there if you really want to read whats goin on.. not that any one gives a fuck
getting the 2 nelly cds soon.. and the 2 gc cds when they come out on tuesday.. and sum other stuff.. not that you care.. so yeah.. BYE <3 mandee lynn

«- *My wOrLd is Crashing Down All aRounD mE* -»

MuH sKaTeR bOiiS rUle!!!

Work SuckS
hEyY sWeEts!! aT wOrK.. JusS a QuiiCk uPdAteE.. BeAcH iin ThReE wEeKs.. YaY!!! iim So hApPy.. oKaY.. iiTs BeN sO bOriiNg LaTeLy.. mIIy SIIsTeEr IIs CoMiiN hOmE juLy 11 anD lEaViiNg the 25.. ii MiiTeE gO wIf HeEr wEll gOttA gO bEfOrE sUm OnE cOmEeS.. anD sEeS mEe.. ttyl.

*muchas * aMoRe * lUv yAz!! MaNdiiE

Broken Hearts Is The Worst Thing About Being In Love
okay.. so today sucks.. really sucks... i just found out my uncle jimmy is locked up AGAIN.. and the boy i 'like' goes out with sum one.. Crdabko : jon is soo taken ... so yeah today TOTALLY sucks.. and worst of all.. there is NOTHING i can do bout any of this... Every one i kno has some one that they call cal their.. cept christa.. and she is like the ONLY person that can understand me.. but im not sure she can understand me rite now.. i cant even undetstand myself.. any way.. every one has sum where to go tomorrow.. but me.. of course.. thats how every thing in this life of mine works.. every one has fun.. and i dnt.. boo hoo.. I FUCKIN HATE.. every one that is HAPPY needs to FUCKING die.. maybe this just isnt my day.. and the only thing is.. it just FUCKING started.. well maybe i will write later.. maybe..

Another Day Full Of Lies And Tears

Another Day Goes By Without A Change In You And I

You've Taught Me Alot, Without Saying Much..

From Candy And Toys 2 Celly Phones And Boys *
omg.. ii loveE my frieEnds so much.. theEy areE so sweEt.. weEll fiirst of all KeEr-BeEar ii loveE yeEw swEetiEe.. iits beEn reEal geEting to kno you.. Chriista yeEw areE theE only onE pEeRson that can makeE meE laugh liikeE yeEw do.. iim so glad that ii haveE friieEnds liikeE yeEw two..

okay.. yeEsteErday was so crazii.. chriista theEreE to many HOTT ASS guyZz.. lol.. and whats up wiith theE liittleE kidSz.. ha ha.. weE haveE takeE theEm walksS morEe.. KeEr-BeEar neEveEr agaiin.. that was to lateE for meE.. iim prolly goiin to pay for that lateEr.. bUt thats keEwl..

Today was so much fun.. chriista watch your haiir.. ha ha.. iim stiill laughiin bout that.. ha ha.. told you.. lol.. iim so weriid.. riite?? woot woot.. ha ha lol

Justiin iima piimeEtteE so you beEtteEr watch out.. ha ha.. lol.. i lovEe yeEu
JonY ii lovEe yeEu.. you areE my pimp.. for eEveEr
KeEr-BeEr weE arEe gangtas for lyfeE.. ii loveE yeEw hunniieE
LaureEn and MeEghan ii lovEe yeEw twO deEath.. thiis summa is goiin to beE so much fun.. keEp iit ReEal

Summer 2004
* giirls jus wanna haveE fun *
Liiviin iit up

havEe a crazii summa.. ii kno ii wiill

<3 *׺-»AmA`nDa«-º×*

im back..
omg.. okay.. i wasnt going to use this one that much any more.. but im going to this.. it is the easiest to use.. my so pissed at the damn sites for my other 2 journals. it wont let me change the title at the top of the page like on the bar. and its look ugly the way it was so im back on here. at least i kno how to use this one. plus i paid for this one. so yeah. i want to get a thing on dead journal but i dnt kno who has it that can get me a code cept stef and she cant do it cuz of the controls.. well ima go my mom is home.. <3 amanda