eyesofcrystal
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2005 18 December :: 12.33am
*sigh* each day is getting harder and harder. Im so worried that Tony isnt happy right now. I want him to be having fun while he is in Florida, not worrying about when he is gonna get home.
Tony, I know i have told you this about a thousand times, but we will get you home. Your Aunt Lisa has already said that she will pay for the ticket with her credit card and brad will pay her back every cent if he doesnt get you home when he said he would (which is the 23rd at the absolute latest!!) I love you! And I will see you soon!
Oh, good news Tony, I found your free movie pass!!!
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eyesofcrystal
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2005 16 December :: 11.53pm
Ok wow! This is total bull shit! This just proves that our frikin school really only cares about sports. Ok, so we had a snow day today, but we still had the basketball game tonight at the high school. But because of the snow day we had TODAY, they are cancelling the dance that was supposed to be TOMORROW!! How much frikin sense does that make!??! That makes me really angry!
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EyesOfCrystal
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2005 16 December :: 2.10pm
Im sad....the dance got cancelled!! This sucks.
Oh well, I didnt have a "date" anyway.
My birthdays in 4 days! yay!
Oh, everybody wish and pray that Tony comes back before Christmas cuz I guess he might not and he really really wants to and I want him to too!
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eddy
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2005 15 December :: 9.52pm
I wil let you, undress me
but i warn you, I have thorns like any rose.....
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eyesofcrystal
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2005 15 December :: 9.08pm
Wooh! I made honor roll. Go me.
Its weird...but I've decided that I miss Andrea a lot right now.
I think Im starting to like the fact that no one reads this anymore..I might actually be able to write whatever I want for once without people giving me shit about it.
Well....Tony is in Florida right now...or at least on his way there. He's gonna be gone for my birthday :( But its totally cool cuz I know he is having fun. Or at least I hope he is. Well, I miss him. But I know us being apart a little bit at a time is gonna help us alot. SO yea..
My birthday is in 5 days. (December 20th) so Im looking forward to that alot. Saturday Im going to a birthday dinner thing and then to the Winter Snow Ball....which I have nobody to go with since Tony is gone. This is gonna be really weird. I havent gone to a formal dance alone ever. Im gonna feel like a loser!!
LOve you Tony, and I miss you.
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eddy
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2005 15 December :: 9.00pm
:: Music: Jewel - Foolish Games
Yay!
Awwww...I'm sad, I just opened my candy cane and it broke....just like that, fell over like it was nothing. It didnt land on the floor though, thankfully. Anyway, Today was good. :D I went Christmas shopping! I bought a little something for myself too, lol. In case Ari does'nt show, but i might keep it even if she does, lol. Thats mean. Im sorry. I cant wait till Jessica's party!! Yay! Me and her are staying after school tomorrow at her dads and cleaning alllll day. To make it nice for the party. Plus it just needs it. We gave tom a bath yesterday, that was tons of fun! Hes so adorable. lol. And we decorated Harry too! He looks very nice and festive! Bet you guys can't wait to see him! Okay.....Im done now.....
Oh yeah...gotta buy my Snow Ball ticket tomorrow. And Im singing jewel right now and its really fun. Im really bored if you couldnt tell, lol..
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chelthesmell
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2005 15 December :: 7.46pm
:: Music: ja-rule and ashanti - mesmerized
yay! break is day after tomorrow. and tomorrow is the revealing of the secret santas!! yay!! john is going to love his presents! lol! got them at the gas station! i rock hard core! lol! welp...bye!
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chelthesmell
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2005 11 December :: 9.44pm
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chelthesmell
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2005 11 December :: 8.36pm
so yes, this weekend wasnt too bad. my grades came in, i dont know how i did yet, my mom hasnt showed them to me. i know i'm doing terrible though. i feel like shit...i need to get things together. its terrible. yeah, oh well, i'll think of something i guess...later gaterz...
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chelthesmell
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2005 10 December :: 10.52pm
:: Music: cindi lauper - she bop
i'm a whore
well we werent on tv...lol, sadly. the roads were too bad we desided not to go. yeah soo...lalalaaa...i'm bored. nothing to do. the old people want me to beat them in ucure or what ever...yeah right...dumbasses...*rolls eyes* i want alex smith sooo bad! lol!
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eddy
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2005 10 December :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Silence
Holy Fuck
I just spun my car. It was on a curve too, not a good thing. I came inches from hitting a telephone pole and a real estate sign pole. Thank God i'm okay though. Just my thumb and another finger hurts from when the air bags popped out. I can't drive it for now either cuz we gotta stick the airbags back in and the front of the car is a little torn up. Just the bumber pretty much, the normal lights are fine, so are the fog lights but they're popped out of the bumber. The people came out of their house and was making sure I was okay and stuff, they said they have like a ton of poeple that that happened to. Its a horrible curve. After my mom and darrell came and we were heading back to the apartment I just kinda started crying. I was so scared that I was gonna get really hurt. When it happened it looked like the telephone pole was gonna smash right into my door. As many things as I missed hitting there tonight, I really do believe in guardian angels. Im sure as hell glad that mine wasn't on a coffee break.....
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eddy
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2005 10 December :: 11.59am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: John Mayer - Not Myself
...............
Why were you trembling?.......
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eddy
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2005 10 December :: 11.43am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: John Mayer - 3x5
Yesterday in Amanda Town
Woo. Yesterday was much fun :D No conditioning for one. Then the TC game, and the dance afterwards. I had soooo much fun! Even if no one danced with me :( during slow dances i mean, of course we had our orgy going during the fast songs, lol. Plus, I got to see him. This whole situation just flusterates and confuses me, but I just can't seem to let go completely. Jessica slow danced with Antonio! Haha! He's so funny! Gotta love them foreigners. We also got to see "Lionel" haha! Gotta love them adorable emo kids too. It was soo sad, during the game, I saw Veronica Tawney, and Jessica was with me and we both waved to her and said hi. Then it wasnt until a few moments later that I remembered she really didnt remember who we were. I felt so bad. I can't even imagine what she must be going through right now...
Might be doing something with david today, then have to go to my moms, and staying at Jessica's tonight, cuz her me and mindy are going dress shopping for Snow Ball tomorrow. Can't wait! I still need a date.....who could I ask? Hmmmm.....curse you aerosmith!! But not really, cuz I like them, lol.
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chelthesmell
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2005 8 December :: 9.14pm
EVERYONE WATCH ME ON THE NEWS TOMORROW MORNING!!! WZZM 13!!! YAY!!! TOYS FOR TOTS! HOW FLIPPING EXCITING!!! I'M A ROCKSTAR!
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chelthesmell
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2005 6 December :: 8.08pm
:: Music: the jackson 5 - santa claus is coming to town
welp, christmas is on its way. exciting! indeed. i cant wait. its my favorite time of the year. grandpa dadd sent me 20 bucks, so yes! sweetness! i love gifts, and shopping and such...
speaking of gifts, (eddy, jessica, and mindy) we need to plan on when our christmas party is going to be. i think we should have it like a day or two after christmas, or something. whatever day works best for everyone. ash is going to come, i dont know about ari i think she'll come. i'll talk to her. i'll talk to my mom and then i'll call you guys!
love you guys!
happy holidays!!
*CHELSEA!!!*
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eddy
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2005 6 December :: 5.17pm
Today
Woo, buddy. Conditioning yesterday nearly killed me. Today wasn't so bad, it was just weight training. Not really looking forward to tomorrow though, more running stuff. Geeze. Had a dentist appt. today. Not important or significant at all, but I thought I would tell you that. Got to use prismacolor markers in art today, soooo much fun! I know not many people would find playing with markers that much fun, but i do, so back off!!! jerks.
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chelthesmell
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2005 4 December :: 10.30pm
welp, this weekend was exceptionally good. saw alex and john alot. i love those too to death. they are soo funny. makes me smile when ever i need it.
mike called the other day. he basically wants me to break it off with him so he can go to spain this week and do what he pleases without feeling sorry when he gets home. those werent his exact words but thats the jist of it all. yeah, i know what you're thinking, what a dick. i thought the same thing. still do. welp, i have quite a bit of laundry to do. later gaters!
$$Chel-Unit$$
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eddy
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2005 3 December :: 11.38am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: AFI - The Great Disappointment
*Sigh*
Wow, I'm feeling really down and sluggish today. Result of a variety of factors I think. The weather....certain thoughts about certain friends...why it is that no one seems to like being too close to me(emotionally)...caring too much about one certain person when I know I really shouldn't...
I agree with you man.....I wear a mask every day. And i'm beggining to fall for it myself.
.........I am Beutiful......
......and I need a hug *sniff*
......and probably a shower too...
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eddy
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2005 30 November :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: FUN!
:: Music: HIM
The Funeral of Hearts
Read more..
That's such a beutiful song. I love the video as well =) you should check it out!
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eddy
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2005 30 November :: 5.35pm
:: Music: HIM
Join Me
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Haha, that song makes me sound really emo lol. I'm not I swear, I just really like the song, and the video effing rocks too. I think they actually say "would you die tonight..." rather than "won't you..." I dunno. :) Got my hair cut 2 days ago :D i like it! yay!
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eddy
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2005 28 November :: 9.48pm
:: Music: HIM - Vampire Heart
Guys! better take notes!
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chelthesmell
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2005 28 November :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: anthem of our dying day - story of the year
rainy day...
do you ever have those days where you just think about things and you realize how much things really suck? yeah i'm having one of those days. i think it might be the rain. makes me tired and it makes me think about things, things i dont really like thinking about. its annoying. i hate the feeling of being depressed but its happening and i dont like it, not one bit at all. i keep listening to depressing i hate myself cut my rist and die music cause thats all that seems to fit right now. it sucks. i'm missing the one thing that made me happy, but that one thing changed and it has to either go or go back to the way it used to be. i wish it would all work out for the best, i hate being sad...
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eddy
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2005 28 November :: 5.11pm
:: Music: HIM
When Love and Death Embrace
I'm in love with you
And it's crushing my heart
All I want is you
To take me into your arms
When love and death embrace
I love you
And you're crushing my heart
I need you
Please take me into your arms
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
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eddy
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2005 28 November :: 8.08am
Soooo tired.....
Whew, sitting here waiting to go to an ortho appointment. And yes, I have slept tonight, lol. Hungry, but I don't wanna eat anything...should go get dressed too...
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eddy
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2005 28 November :: 1.17am
Woo! I got a new robe today when we went shopping and its so warm and comfy! i love it!
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eddy
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2005 27 November :: 2.03pm
:: Music: HIM - Dark Light
More Strange Dreams
So yeah, another really wierd dream last night. I dreamt that Ville Valo was like in love with me. It was fricken awesome, lol. XD I'm wierd I know.
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eddy
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2005 25 November :: 2.04pm
Christmas Lights
Fricken check these out! Its great, lol.
Crazy X-Mas Lights
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eddy
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2005 25 November :: 12.30pm
:: Music: HIM
God dammit.....why do boys have to be such....such....jerks????! I hate this. And I hate fricken nymphos!!! >< stupid whore!
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eddy
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2005 24 November :: 10.27am
yay
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!! :D :D
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