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:: Mood: Ecstatic
:: Music: Los -- Rammstein
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I'm FINALLY.. OFF.. MY PERIOD! YESSSS!!
Just in time for the effing weekend!
~mini-score dance~
GER NIGH!
<3
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2005 1 March :: 4.52pm
:: Mood: Yum
Ooh
<3
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2005 1 March :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: Contented
:: Music: Your Sweet Six Six Six - H.I.M.
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New layout. How fanciful.
Today was a better day..
And.. my burn mark deflated o.o;;
That's.. kinda gross <<;;
DAMN YOU KEITH!
<3
"We've beat it to death with a horse!"
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2005 28 February :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: Enraged
:: Music: Spongebob
.. What the hell is going on?
Phranki90: why would you do that?
o0p5 y3r d34d: ...
o0p5 y3r d34d: ?
o0p5 y3r d34d: Do what, if I may inquire, my dear Franki?
Phranki90: don't call me dear franki
Phranki90: cause you hate me
Phranki90: and i know you do
o0p5 y3r d34d: I don't hate you o.0;;
Phranki90: and i don't understand how you can stab someone in th eback, and then be nice to them right to their face
Phranki90: i dont' understand
o0p5 y3r d34d: I don't hate your, Franki, and I didn't stab you in the back.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I didn't tell Keith to break up with you.
Phranki90: but see, i wouldn't be able to belive you
Phranki90: because i wouldn't kno
Phranki90: noone would openly admit that
Phranki90: and from 3 other ppl telling me...
Phranki90: 3 people that your friends with....
o0p5 y3r d34d: And who would tell you this?
Phranki90: i don't want to say
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm not going to like them any less
o0p5 y3r d34d: And I really don't hate you, seriously.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll admit that I was insanely jealous of you, but I
didn't tell Keith to break up with you. Never. Not once.
Phranki90: see, i dont know what to belive
o0p5 y3r d34d: But seriously, who told you I told him to break up with you? Because I promise you, on the pain of death, I never told him that.
Phranki90: i don't know
Phranki90: i don't want to say
Phranki90: cause i didn't belvie it at first
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm sorry you had to hear such things.
Phranki90: then someone said that you actually told them that, and i
was like great...
Phranki90: someone who i thought was my friend
Phranki90: its discusting
o0p5 y3r d34d: I swear to you, Franki, breaking up with Keith was
fully his idea.
Phranki90: like even if you didn't do it
o0p5 y3r d34d: It really is, especially if you almost believed them. And
they were "my friends"
Phranki90: but i dunno if i belive them or not
Phranki90: and like, i've seen you talk about someone and then go up
and hug them... ive seen it
Phranki90: i don't understand how you do it
o0p5 y3r d34d: What?
Phranki90: i have seen you say you hate someone, and then the next
day go up and hug them
o0p5 y3r d34d: Like who..?
Phranki90: alana
o0p5 y3r d34d: Ugh.. I really don't like Alana. I was trying to be civil. She doesn't like me either, so I guess we've made a silent agreement.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I really never talk to her and I really don't plan to any time soon.
Phranki90: alana never said she didnt like you, people judge her to fast all the time, ALL THE TIME, and we were talking about htat outside, and i go upstairs and you all talk about how you don't like, when you met her for what 4 minutes?
o0p5 y3r d34d: I've met her before, and you can almost just kind of tell when some one doesn't fancy you. I guess I wasn't very fair, but she seemed to look down her nose at Jade, Sexye, Amanda, Naomi and I
Phranki90: but you all don't know her, veronica hated her when she first met her, but she got to know her
o0p5 y3r d34d: That's good for Veronica.
Phranki90: whatever
Phranki90: im just sick of this bullshit
o0p5 y3r d34d: I am as well, Franki. I'm sorry that you have problems with me, but I can't change your views all that easily.
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RARRRRR!
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What did I do? I told the truth! I WAS jealous of her, okay!? But I didn't tell Keith to break up with her. I wouldn't do that. And that shit about Alana? I don't like Alana and Alana doesn't like me, the end! No fancy shit!
MLEGM, FOOLS!
"Our hands are cleaaan!"
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2005 23 February :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: My Tummy Box is Broken
:: Music: Kittie - Loveless
Danielle and I (I'm t3h b0ld.. note the grammatical difference?)
i did n im proud of it so ya kno wut stay out of it if u dont like it n leave me alone i am way more mature then u am i the one obsessed with anime i dont think so! n u went out with ducky can i say ew n ur hair so gay u have like those long pieces of it, it looks really bad
XDDDDDDD
OH MY GOD! I LIKE CARTOONS! I'M SOOOO immature! Big fuckin' deal. People WAY older than me are obsessed with it, you don't even KNOW how many people rather fancy anime.
Oh no! I went out with Ducky! Well, you see, I'm sorry that you can't handle that, but you know, we were friends and we had this dare at a party a bit back where we had to make out for a little while and we liked it, so we decided to hook up. Big bloody deal.
XDDDDD My hair looks so bad? I think I need to trim the "handles", as they could be called, but I don't think it's too horrible. I guess it's just my mark. I rather be distinguishable then part of a crowd, missy.
Thanks for caring. <3
actually poeple just find u weird and wierd thats basically it, n im not "part of the crowd" as u call it im acctually very diffrent u just dont kno it but i try to be part of that crowd cuz hmm I ACTUALLY WANNA FIT IN unlike sum people. n if ur alwayts mature u kno how gay that is im happy iwht the person i am u dont like it too bad
I don't mind if you are you're own person, that's wonderful. But.. why must you fit in? Can't you be different than others and still have friends? Is it an impossible feat..?
And you're one of those people who find me "just weird", I'm guessing? Would it please you if I "fit in"? If I chopped off two peices of hair that I've grown out for about 2 years just like that, just for you, just so people didn't think I was weird? What if they think I'm weird anyways? What would you do then..? Would I be the talk of the school? Or would I just be one in the crowd again?
.. What if I like standing out and hate it at the same time?
Can you answer all those questions?
i wanna be cool n popular i wanna be pretty but if i dont fit in im not gonna be those things im sorry but thats who i am
You're still pretty, Danielle. No one really can take away some one else's beauty.. unless.. I guess, that one got beat up or something, I don't know. You don't have to apologize to me, apparentally I should apologize to you for my choices.
My choice to grow out some of my hair.
My choice to date Ducky.
My choice to love anime.
My choice to call you immature because you made a group about hating some boy who's just trying to express himself as well.
Atleast I follow through with all these choices, I guess.
im not askin u to apoligize for anything n im not pretty n that kid u dont even kno him i do
he does alot of shit he curses to be cool u dont kno him i do
He's in my PE class, and yes, he acts like a jerk, I've seen it myself, but making a Myspace group? He probably acts that way due to low self esteem in the first place. Thusly, he feels he needs to make up by being the alpha-male. So, really, stunting his self esteem further won't exactly help either of you, or anyone else.
idc wut it does to him cuz wut he did to me i will never forgive him so all i can say is fuck him
What'd he do to you that's so injustifiably wrong?
called me alot of shit, spread rumors about me saying that uhh i fucked him
.. Ewwwwwwwwwwwww...
That..
Is.. Wronngg..
CONSIDER YOURSELF JUSTIFIED IN THE COURT OF EMILY! o.o;;;;
'Caure that's really gross. Even though it's still wrong. I had a "club" against me for about a week once, you don't feel too good about it.
Well, whatever. Okay.
I'll leave you with this?
<3
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2005 18 February :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: Tiredly excited
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR
Mhmm
Tonight I'm going to my Great Grandma's house in Englewood. That's still in Florida, but whatever ^^;
I'm dragging Jade with me so I won't be direly alone. I have a lot to do this weekend, which sucks. I gotta practice or else Evan will call my house and scream about not wanting any and hang up on me.. He's such a scary man.
He's always so mean to Naomi and I. I guess we kinda provoke him sometimes, but otherwise he just tells us to shut up if she makes a miniscule comment to me. Le rarr, Band Master, just because you're wonderful at 5 million different instruments doesn't mean you get to be so aggravating.. or something.
Oh well, i love the band master.
Rarr. I'm so tired. I think. I need to shower... and pack.. and shit. GOTTA BE CLEAN FOR THE CARRR! XD I guess that's what everyone thinks. Jade showered. Dave showered. I'm showering. Atleast we have the decency to stunt the car stinking up too bad. Loverly.
I love people. I noticed that again today. I don't know why.. I just like them. Well, most of them, anyways o.0;
There are some exceptions, I must say.
I've noticed something.. I'm so used to giving Ducky a peck when I see him from when we were going out xD I'm always tempted to kiss him when I see him.
How odd.. how.. habitual. I guess I should pack.
I'm ghey.
And.. maybe even.. loving it? o.0;
xD
"We are the very hurt you sold"
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2005 15 February :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: Sweet Dreams (are made of This) - Manson
...
I Need My DP Fix: I'll cry
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll ride my bike.
I Need My DP Fix: XD Fuck you
o0p5 y3r d34d: XD
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2005 15 February :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: High?
:: Music: Right Here In My Arms - HIM
... Ah.
Jade said I hit her window..
And I told her I don't hit windows.. I don't believe in their abuse of windows.
She said I was stupid.
SUTPID
Ohemgee! 0.0
SUTPID
"I can hear myself breathing! HAHAHHAA!"
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2005 14 February :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: Clean
:: Music: None.. T.T
Hmn..
A.. poem? Fancy that!
I open my eyes, they're swollen and red
And for some reason I wonder if I'm any good in bed
This body isn't all that great
There's just too much here to hate
But you've seen past my looks
Past the hair and comic books
You think you're in love
And all I can say is "I love you, too"
You're the first one to
Make me feel the way I do
I wish you were here more often
So my feelings could be expressed better
I'm afraid I'm gonna bleed
Without the sustenance I need
Heart beats too fast
Strength aint gonna last
I need you now so I can sleep
This feeling sucks
Less than ten bucks
For your papery suicide
I'll pay the price
If you're nice
And in the end we'll die old
You have this wonderful feeling
Spinning round through my dizzied heart
You leave a magical happiness
It's all that I breathe
When we get past this happy
Back to crappy
You'll see exactly how cold I am
I'm sheer Ice Queen
Way too fuckin' mean
To understand there's love in the world
I'll open my heart
Maybe we'll start
Of course the end looms closer
>>;;;;;;
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL THAT WAAAAS! So don't ask? XDD
Today was odd, you could say. In first period, we made HAPPY BOXES! And in second we were outside (e.e;). In third period things were odd, in fourth Keith and I finished the test thing kinda late. In fifth, I was kinda bored without Naomi, but oddly played better (=p). Lunch seemed.. no different, I guess. Sixth was drawingful, and seventh.. oh how silly Seventh was!
Here's the play we wrote and performed today (Andrea = Eddie due to her absence)
CAST
Jesse: Answer-stealing cheater (has green pass)
Ricki: Teacher (Ms. Goldsmith)
Jackie: Goody-goody
Tara: Nerd
Joelle: Cheater
Frank: Cheater
Andrea: Cheater
Emily: Cheater
Zach: Dean (Distraction)
Begin:
[Students and teacher enter stage right, students take seats, teacher starts directions]
Ricki - "Here is your Informal Geometry Semester final. If you fail this, you fail my class, and you'll have to retake it next year. That will probably be most of you since you're in Informal Geometry!" (Laughs hard, snorts, falls over)
[Teacher passes out test]
Emily - "Great gosh! I don't know this stuff! Can I copy?"
Joelle - "Jeez louise, same here. Ugh! Another F for me, and I'm SO hungry!"
Frank - "I can make a sandwich in 48 seconds, just give me some bread, cold-cuts, and shit."
Tara - "Can you please lower your volumes? I'm trying to concentrate."
[Jesse enters stage right]
Ricki - "You're late (mutters "No surprise") Where's your hall pass?"
Jesse - "Right here, can you get it?" (raises hall pass above head, teacher goes to get it, Jesse steals answer key for test)
ackie - "Oh my gosh, did you just steal those answer? I'm telling!"
Jesse - "No, it's just a figment of your imagination!"
[Zach enter stage right, Jesse goes to empty seat]
Zach - "Ms. Goldsmith, may I talk to you outside?"
[Ricki and Zach exit stage right. Jessie reads out answers to cheaters whom gather around his chair]
Zach(outside) - "You're fired! I can't take all the yelling and disciplining! These children are angels, they'd never do all the horrible things you say!"
[Loud sobs emit from the door, cheaters still gathered]
Andrea - "Wow, this is all stuff I learned last year."
Joelle - "It is, isn't it? Adding with more than 4 numbers."
Frank - "This stuff still confuses me."
Emily - "This isn't subtraction?!"
[Zach enters stage right, students look up when he enters.]
Andrea - "Uh oh, it's... it's.. that guy!"
Zach - "What's going on here?!"
Jackie - "They're cheating, sir! They're cheating! Cheaters! Cheating!"
Zach - "We'll see about that. All of you (points to Jesse and those around him) to the principle!"
[Zach, Jesse, Joelle, Frank, Andrea, Emily exit stage right, Tara and Jackie remain. Ricki enters stage right.]
Tara - "FINALLY! I HAVE COMPLETED IT! I will graduate!"
[Ricki takes Tara's paper]
Ricki - "They're.. they're are all wrong."
END! THANK GOD!
Yes I was.. a cheater. How silly! I wrote most of it and had to send it around to the others. They were scared of my email address (i_like_them_dead@yahoo.com XDD) Very silly.
Anime club was.. t3h g00d. And HERE I AMMMM!
There was this crazy black cat pickin' a scrap with S'mores. S'mores like.. ran into the window trying to get it xDD
<3!!!
FUCK VALENTINNNES! YEEEY!
".. THIS ISN'T SUBTRACTION?!"
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2005 10 February :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: ^^;
:: Music: "Watching" - Evanescence
Oh baby.
Welp, I went to UTurn with my fangs in. How silly ^^
Yesterday, oh man, we had this guy from FAU step in to help conduct in our band class... e.e;;;
He.. Was.. Oh my god XDDDDD
Let's just say he sure knew his interpretive dance!
He had a thin combover, he flipped his tie in his face, he humped air, he smiled drunkly, and apparentally he was married!
He made our tonguing go at "Turbo-space speed 12"!!! XDDDDD
The whole band would not stop laughing, but since we aren't rude, we laughed into our instruments e.e;;;
xD
Yeah.
Souuuu.. yeah. Thought you'd like to know e.e;;
Ooh! My "Yeah" mix has been playing since I left for UTurn at 7 up until I got home! AMAZING! I get home and like.. 9. How silly!
<3! For luv-luv taste!
P.S. I'm beuful e.e;;
xD
MRH1024: i don't look for then u still look nice
o0p5 y3r d34d: Aw, gee, thanks.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I reall think I'm horrible looking. I'm surprised I pulled off the tiny-shirt deal at UTurn
o0p5 y3r d34d: really*
MRH1024: np to my eyes i think ur beaful
MRH1024: wut
MRH1024: wut u mean
o0p5 y3r d34d: I spelt really wrong ^^;
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm beaful. I s0 rock.
MRH1024: wut were u wearing under the shirt
MRH1024: im coneus
o0p5 y3r d34d: ...... A.. bra?
Hmm.. if you couldn't read that, go beat up Michael Howell.. I sure should, he needs a built-in spell check or something. And to learn my chest is off limits.. ~twitch~
He DOES get beaten for that, THANK YOU
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2005 8 February :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: Le Rarr
:: Music: Keine Lust - Rammstein
I have no Desire
^^
Today was pretty good. I liked it.
Staying in first period for 4 hours, doing pretty much nothing, rocks out loud. I must say. It made my day very good.
I was spazzing out in Drama because:
a. It's so FUCKING COLD
b. I had to preform my monologue
c. I barely memorizes it xX
xD I sucked. Oh well. I lived.
What lovely pictures I made this eve.
I made it look like I got beaten up.
It's really not something to joke about. Especially men abusing women, or anyone abusing anyone else (unless that's what you're into e.e;) but I kinda liked how it came out.
I need different colors of make up. I have dark dark red, sky blue, silver, and light light purple. See? It sucks. I need to get more eyeliner, too. Rarr.
Hmph.
Yeah..
Oh yeah, I'm a fag-pants.
I broke up with Ducky, if I didn't tell you already. We're still cool, though.
I am such a gheyore. xX
<3
"GO HAVE *Korean word*!!"
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2005 6 February :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: Stressed/Rushed
:: Music: None, yet
Ew. I'm gonna die.
No one got my secret message in the post before, eh?
Anyways, I'm a horrible person and I haven't done my MLA Spurgeon essay, memorized fully my monologue, or my scales for the scale test tomorrow.
...
I'm dead.
Love you who knew me before now.
<3<3
"PRONO!"
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2005 5 February :: 11.56am
:: Mood: Dry-eyed
:: Music: Mein Teil - Rammstein
Blech
My tummy hurts and I have so much to accomplish, or would like to accomplish today. Plus Weston might be sleeping over on this night. How happy ^^ <3!
- Health Notes
- Language essay
- Laundry
- Clean room
- Change bed sheets
- Continue the Large Card Deck I started with the cardboard from binders
Rar..
Maybe I should even get it over with.. You know what I'm talking about, right?
But I just don't know
Right now
Everything's twisted
And confusing
Kinda scary ^^;
Umn.. yeah.. my Grandma's close friend is dying.
Probably gone already.. or going to be gone soon..
Why do people so close have to die?
I mean, I love Faye..
Time passes so quickly
How come all of the greatest people end up having cancer?!
Dammit..
Under the ground.. What's it like?
Couldn't be too happy.
Korn is an odd band.
You know?
....
<3
"Amerika est Wunderbar"
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2005 1 February :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: Hurting.
:: Music: Rammstein -- Ohne Dich
Tramps Like Us
My heart hurts right now -.-;;;;
Oh my god.
And I just told Adam I wasn't depressed.
I'm horrible and a liar.
Adam's philosophies are beautiful, even if it sounds like he's dying.
Like my new layout?
Girls are softer.
P.S. 3 new manga. I'm fancy. ^^ Tramps like us.
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2005 26 January :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: Shitty
How horrible
Love Ducky.
He's going through a tough time.
Our some amount of months anniversary is coming up. Lovely ^^;
It's this Saturday.
But he's going through such a horrible time.
This is a scary show.
And a commercial for the Grudge DVD scared me.
Sadness.
<3
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