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2005 15 August :: 2.34pm
i'm at taryn's with jess and yeah i miss roman. i am a loser but oh well. i hate that we can't just buy our fucking cell phones. i can wait until we do. and well
i really need to brush my teeth i feel gross. band tonight DAR$ALSKDJ and
whateve.r i keep having dumb dreams about people i hardly know anymore. or ever really.
gahahas;lkdjfsl;djfs blah roman i love you.
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2005 13 August :: 7.53pm
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont have any FUCKING FRIENDS TO FUCKING SEE A FUCKING MOVIE ON A FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT. GOD DAMMTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS.
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2005 13 August :: 4.49pm
i want a friend. wish i had a friend.
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2005 12 August :: 10.43pm
wow. today was such a horrible day but when i got to rosie's and worked for the first time ever it was really nice.It still doesn't change how horrible a day it was but at least rosie's seems like it is going to be a good time. Everyone is really nice there and it was pretty fun. I can't wait till i get to wear a cute little pink dress.
i probably lost my job at arby's even though i was going to keep it and just work a few hours every week. i wrote down my schedule wrong and was supposed to be at arbys and rosie's at the same time. i tried to find a cover but no one could do it. so yeah i went to rosie's so i'm pretty sure i'm fired because phyllis was not feeling at all sorry for me to say the least. so yeah that's great. i couldn't stop crying about that and then roman and i got into a huge fight. i'd never felt like that before but as soon as i saw his face when he walked towards me i just thought to myself i can't leave my baby. it could never happen. i love you baby so much.
So.
i had a good time at rosie's and i love my baby so much. I love him.
i found out that we have DVD recorder. How awesome is that? I guess my dad bought it like 2 months ago or something but I didn't even know we had. Coolllllies. jess remember when we used to say that? lol. coolies. ha.
yeah. goodnight. Has anyone ever tried any kind of diet pill and if so, which kind ? just curious.
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2005 12 August :: 3.42pm
i am honestly having a horrible day. i can't stop fucking crying all fucking fucking fucking day and i just want roman to come give me a hug and tell me i'm not as ugly as i feel but
you know
that wont happen. considering ever fucking day soemthing has to go wrong and his car will just sit there forever rotting away
asdfn;lasdkgjsl;dkgjsl;kdgjal;skd nothing good like ever happens and if it does, it's very soon covered up with something shitty.
just
like
fucking always.
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2005 10 August :: 11.09pm
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd
common fucking courtesy. ever FUCKING heard of it?!
bloke.
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2005 8 August :: 10.18pm
i miss you and i just want to cry and have you comfort me
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2005 8 August :: 2.21pm
GOODBYE, Arby's.
Hello, Rosie's.
and Thank You, God.
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2005 7 August :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: angry ish
What does the Wilde name mean?
Last Name: Wilde
Irish, English, and German: variant of Wild.
Dutch (de Wilde) and Jewish (Ashkenazic): nickname for a violent, unruly, and irascible man, from Middle Dutch wilde ‘wild’, German Wilde ‘wild man’, ‘savage’.
Yeah, sounds pefectly right to me. But only a man. and there's only one in this house.
dumb
you are
And..
yeah, this is funny, seriously- this is what we do at pit. It's my deformed baby!! ...... look! Read more..
and thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's all. goodnight.
i hope at least one person looked at all those.
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2005 5 August :: 12.20am
had a great day with my bebe'
i loooooooooove him annnnnd
i dont like band camp
and i'm sick of that .. person.
AND
i'm suprised but happy that tonight went well for the most part. what with me being ME and all.
Cuban Pete. he's really neat.
I miss having time. i miss having money. i need money. Stupid ass Rosie's.
but other than that
i'm so happppppy. hap hap happy for us.
<3 jess
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2005 4 August :: 7.32am
ugh stupid fucking asshole i can't WAIT to move out of this stupid ass house. i can't fucking wait. you're such a dickface.
oh so you wanna go to this dinner so you can act like a grade-a big fake ass liar. go right ahead. i'm not fucking going. i'm not going to pretend we're this wonderful christian family. FUCK you. i'm not going to fucking pretend. i am waiting out this last year and then i'm GONE. i dont hate everyone in this family, no way. but there's one i strongly fucking dislike. you fucking asshole. i can't wait ttill i'm gone.
i think going for a nice drive int o a tree would be good and relaxing for me right now.
you're such an ass.
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2005 3 August :: 7.20pm
i am so MAD
WHAT does he have that i dont?!?! Greasy hair?! a penis?- if he even has one! >:0( UGH!
UGH!!!
WEll other than that... today was band camp and a certain SOMEONE really really pissed me off like the whole day. He is honestly so UGH rude and just mean. He just should think about what he says. Gawd.
AND after break i was running around the auditorium trying to just blow off some steam and i went to run down the stairs and i put my hand on the banister and my hand ran into the wall and the bricks that are all choppy and not smooth and i broke two of my acryllic nails off. AHHHHHHHHh it hurt so bad! I was really close to crying. Ah it hurt. So during lunch i made an appt. to get them fixed and now they are all better but my nails hurt still but oh well at least they are pretty again.
ANd
i want to be done with band camp.
and i love roman and i love my friends
and i am a fatty. oh well.
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2005 2 August :: 10.30am
so what do i have to do today. i'm gonna write it and just get it organized in my mind.... UGH
i need to keep going tanning because it's slowly making me feel better about myself when i'm tan. i need to go to the bank
i need to go to rosies and try to get that job
rrrrrrrrrrweeeeeeeeeeeeeerweraweaadgadfghdfghdhh
i wanna just go back to sleep.
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2005 1 August :: 9.44pm
wow you guys look at my new journal thingy i did.
does anyone know how to make those smaller? just a tad? heh.
and also, jenna, dani, beans... a few other of you.. you're on there if you just wait and watch.
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2005 1 August :: 10.39am
WOW
i am
SO
horrible. right?
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