You would kill for this, Just a little bit, You would...

:: 2009 29 June :: 12.57am

I fucking love the internet, it pits people against each other in ways they would have otherwise never believed.

:: 2009 28 June :: 11.35pm

This space is dedicated to Billy Mays, for he has greatly improved our world.

And if you disagree with me I will challenge your knowledge of infomercials, because that's the highroad thing to do on the internet these days, oh yeah but no flamewars cause that's not cool right.

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jayzulla

:: 2009 27 June :: 6.48pm

Transformers 2 was epic.

:: 2009 27 June :: 2.35am

Will you die on your feet or live on your knees?

acidtears

:: 2009 27 June :: 1.33am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: "Waking up in Vegas" By: Katy Perry

News
Well, only a couple people have heard aside from my mom and dad, but I have an announcement. Calm down, I'm not pregnant. Ready? Ok, I'll tell you. I'm going back to school to get my diploma this coming Fall. I am not going to the regular High School though. I hate that school, alot of the staff, and alot of the student body. I am going to CTA. Creative Technologies Academy. Well, we still have to enroll me in August and I hope I can go there, but if they accept me, then I will be happy. There is still that lazy part of me that doesn't want to wake up early in the morning, get dressed, walk to school, do boring work, then come home tired. But, I need an education to get anywhere in life, so I am taking action and going back to school. I have to keep my enthusiasm and effort up, because in the long run, going to school everyday is worth it. And I think that I just didn't realise that when I was staying home and skipping all the time. I need to buckle down, as my dad would say. I used to hate that expression and when he used it I wanted to punch him, but he's right. I need to graduate. So, I just figured I would let you guys know that I am going back to school. But, I have to go. Bye.

-Samm
Wish me luck!

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:: 2009 26 June :: 12.26am

You are now breathing manually.

:: 2009 23 June :: 10.32pm

"Maybe this is the new Cafe Racer macho. My bike is so much faster than yours that I dare you to ride it, you lame little turd. Do you have the balls to ride this BOTTOMLESS PIT OF TORQUE? " Hunter S. Thompson

:: 2009 23 June :: 7.11am

I'm really not looking forward to this whole work thing for the rest of my life. I hate waking up early. Ugh!

:: 2009 22 June :: 4.00pm

"yeah she's a little rough and has some issues but what broad doesn't ya know" - PhilHimself

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:: 2009 22 June :: 3.20pm

MOTORBIKE FUNTIME

:: 2009 22 June :: 1.51am

Selling my desktop, here's the craigslist link. I would make it a better deal for any folks that I know.

I'm much more interested in motorbikes and outdoors adventuring these days

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acidtears

:: 2009 21 June :: 11.54pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: "Wanted" By: Jessie James

Shopping, Surprise Anniversary party, and a cook out.
Well, this was a pretty good weekend. We got to my grandparent's house on Friday night, and just relaxed. Then Saturday morning I woke up at 7:30am, got dressed, ate a bowl of cereal, did my make up then took off with my Grandma. We went to Goodwill, Cato's, Dollar Tree, and Wal-Mart, all in Ionia. I got a couple shirts, A hippie necklace with a peace sign on it(made of wood and hemp), a bracelet, nail art, nail polish, cosmetic wedges, sun glasses(rockstar shades, let me tell you), and one of my alllll time favourite movies, un rated and special edition....."The Boondock Saints". Hells to the yes. So, I am extremely happy right now. I watched it today, and laughed my ass off. My favourite part is when they come down through the cieling, tanlged up in rope, and they kill the mob people, then the brother that bought the rope looks at his brother and mockingly says "What do you need your stupid fucking rope for huh?". HaHa. So, everything went well this weekend. And after shopping yesterday, we went to my Aunt Tina's for a surprise anniversary party for my Grandparents 40th wedding anniversary. And today for Father's Day, we just had my Aunt and Uncle over for a cook out. The only bad part about this weekend was I finished my book so I had nothing else to read, and my Pokemon game on my GameBoy froze up, so I had to start all over. But, today was good. And it ended with the best thing. Being held by Brendon and him giving me kisses. But, better go. Bye.

-Samm

:: 2009 21 June :: 1.33pm

:: 2009 18 June :: 2.52am

got my helmet and gloves today, might just get my bike this week

motorbike adventures!

acidtears

:: 2009 18 June :: 1.10am
:: Mood: Adored
:: Music: "Wanted" By: Jessie James

Wow, this guy is....Amazing.
I can't believe the difference in mine and Brendon's relationship. I look at the times we've tried before, and it just amazes me that this time it's working out, very well I might add. We see each other everyday, we watch movies, play volleyball, other things no one should know about..HaHa. Then I also love that he gets along with ALL my siblings. That's usually pretty hard. Him and Dylan get along great. They play War games together, him and Brie laugh and talk in funny accents. Him and Tanna play ball and talk. And him and Ava play, talk, watch TV together, etc. He's a total sweet heart and I love everything about him. We don't fight or bring up topics we differ on just to annoy each other, we've grown up. I love spending time with him...soooo much. When I see him my heart beats faster, When he kisses me or just holds me I get butterflies in my stomach and it's always hard to contain my smiles when I'm around him. He makes me smile, laugh, feel amazing about myself and everything else. We could be in a war zone, but as long as his arms are around me and he's kissing me on the forehead, I wouldn't care. I'd be smiling. But, I have to go. Bye.

-Samm

:: 2009 17 June :: 5.10pm

Singleton 12 year aged single malt scotch whiskey, it even smells definitive.

:: 2009 16 June :: 10.01pm

Tired of hearing old dudes talk about pills that give them boners every time there is a TV on.

seriously

but anyway, I got my new license and am gonna do some 40s after midnight

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:: 2009 15 June :: 8.47pm

I wish I had what it takes to be a model!

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jayzulla

:: 2009 13 June :: 10.59pm

Im bored and upset the wings lost, and wanderlei lost. -.- shitty week for sports.

:: 2009 13 June :: 12.36pm

watching a show on the history channel about big siege weapons

giant trebuchet, wanna see them fire that, thing's huge

:: 2009 13 June :: 1.31am

hockey fight, I'm pissed off

:: 2009 12 June :: 11.10pm

asshole

:: 2009 11 June :: 7.29pm

retro vans, slip on

spud

:: 2009 11 June :: 4.33pm
:: Music: rain

life
my diploma and transcripts finally came in the mail today.

i only made the dean's list 3 semesters out of 8. but i graduated from both the college of liberal arts and sciences and the honors college in good standing, fulfilled all the requirements for the film and video major, and finished with 121 credits and a 3.364 GPA.

which means, basically, that i spent the last 4 years of my life spending thousands of dollars and hours upon hours on 4 sheets of paper telling me ... what?

that i still have to shovel dirt for a living, and not even manage to scrape by without a lot of financial support from friends and family? funny though, the papers don't say anything about that part. They honestly paint what, to the untrained eye, would be a picture of a successful young man with a bright future and a world of opportunities. when in actuality he is just a loser with no real job, a fair amount of debt, not a lot of excitement, and way too many nights - and days - stuck at home to sit and think. that's a very dangerous place to put a mind like mine. it rarely goes happy places. honestly, the only way my brain seems to be able to keep itself happy is when it has plenty of distractions, and people to entertain. otherwise, it just turns dark.

then again, maybe i just feel dark because it's all rainy and miserable outside. i wish it would just fucking storm. that would be a lot more exciting than this drizzly crap.

:: 2009 10 June :: 7.32pm

Seriously hates this whole working thing..

:: 2009 9 June :: 5.19pm

Thank you all for the birthday wishes..

I had a great weekend.. and was very sad when I had to return to work this morning..