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2006 22 October :: 12.57 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: pollen and salt - daphne loves derby
some days, i just wanna give up.
i feel so stupid and pathetic and needy.
and i just want to be good enough, for him and for me.
but right now i feel like i wont ever be. and it hurts.
and thinking all of this, makes me feel more pathetic.
i just need to drop it.
i wish i could just.. not care anymore.
i wish i could just go with the flow, be cool with everything thats happening around me. but i dunno. it hard for me and i feelsldkjfdsjflsdkjf sdlfksjdflksjdfl like exploding.
arrrrrgggh i dont like this, at all.
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2006 20 October :: 5.59 am
so i'm your latest cup of tea to keep your cold hands company.
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2006 18 October :: 4.33 am
:: Music: waking ashland- i am for you
i feel stupid again...
i hate it when i get in these moods...
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2006 17 October :: 6.23 am
And now my heart is in your hand
So baby, understand
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2006 5 October :: 4.48 am
bffl's are cool.
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