:: 2008 26 January :: 2.03 pm

it's not worth it.
i'm not worth it.
so fuck it.
nothing is ever going to go right for me.
no one is ever going to be there for me.

this is pathetic
and i'm pathetic

and i hope she's fucking happy.
i hope you're all so fucking happy.


when the hell is it going to be my turn?

i'm sick of feeling like shit and hating myself. sick of freaking out over nothing and crying like a baby. i'm sick of people thinking that it's okay to be an asshole and make someone feel like nothing. sick of not having any answers. sick of not being able to accept things and of not being able to say what i think or how i feel.

none of this came out right.

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:: 2008 15 January :: 5.34 am

its always nice when your friends ditch you, ignore you, then replace you.

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:: 2007 15 November :: 8.03 pm

So some girl in Liberty Lake is drawing a picture of Nicole, but it's kind of weird because they've never met, and she never asked Nicole if it was okay. It's really freaking good though, and I want to buy it.
So imma find out how much she's selling in for in January, but it's even weirder because she's selling it at the Empyrean.
:D


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I'm stoked. I get to see Nicole on Wednesday. :D:D
It has been far too long since I've seen that girl. It's going to be amazing.

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:: 2007 8 November :: 4.06 pm

thanks for ruining my day.

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:: 2007 7 November :: 7.22 pm

I'm pretty sure Natalie Portman's Shaved Head started the whole sideways pony tail thing, and not Katelyn Eyford.

It must be hard for her though, with people wearing the same hair style and all. God forbid.

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