:: 2013 7 October :: 7.23 pm

I give up.

:: 2013 4 October :: 1.15 pm

Interview at a Vet Clinic this afternoon. If all goes well working interview next week!!!!

Time to start restudying all my vet tech stuff and possibly buying a pair of scrubs.

:: 2013 29 September :: 1.37 am

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right

:: 2013 8 September :: 3.39 pm

I have come to the conclusion that I am extremely jealous of my girlfriends sister.

:: 2013 4 August :: 2.25 pm

Arrived back in Spokane yesterday.
Today marked day one of my new work out schedule. Completed my cardio routine. May try doing it again tonight.
Now on to filling out a couple job applications.
Tuesday involves moving in to my new place but I still need to work in my work out.

:: 2013 27 July :: 10.40 pm

Looking forward to being home.

Yet the fact that I'm going to separated from E for a whole year is not exciting at all.

:: 2013 19 July :: 7.19 pm

I'm going to Cosplay as : Cosima Niehaus, Sarah Manning, Allison Hendrix, and Kenzi.

This is my goal.
Also, I will be going to Comic Con at some point in my life.

:: 2013 19 July :: 6.12 pm

Excited to decorate my new apartment. Think I may have to hit up stores for Orchids.

:: 2013 15 July :: 6.28 pm

In some lines of work you need an "in" to get started. It's always wonderful to find out you have the mother of all ins for a job. Now to just see if they can hold the position till I get back. I have never hoped so hard for a job position to not get filled by some one else.

:: 2013 11 July :: 5.23 pm

On a waiting list for a hedgie once I get back to Spokane>.<
Hoping I can get this job that Deb mentioned. If not I guess it's work for my parents again for a bit.
Parents are checking out an apt when they get back from Canada for me. I'm hoping they decide they like it enough to get it rented for me.

:: 2013 5 July :: 4.19 pm

Found a couple pretty cute places, mostly Brownes Addition and a few South Hill. Hoping the parents find one that will work. I have one in an actual apt building not a a house that I'm actually in love with from the pictures alone. So here's hoping at least one works for me and my parents can get it rented so I have somewhere to move in to once I'm back in Spokane.

Also, hoping to hear back from Galen soon in regards to if I have the job at Something Else when I get home. Otherwise the job hunt continues. Might look for a secondary part time job for weekends and some evenings.

:: 2013 4 July :: 5.56 pm

Back to hunting for my own apartment when I get back to Spokane. Found a couple possibilities. Bless my parents for being willing to check them out for me.

:: 2013 2 July :: 9.17 am

Night Terrors, go away!
Panic/Anxiety attacks, go away!
Depressive episodes, go away!
Manic swings, you might actually be welcome right about now.

:: 2013 29 June :: 5.11 pm

Debating seeing a shrink when I get home, I'm having to many problems between panic/anxiety attacks and severe depression even when on my meds.
May discuss the possibilities of a service dog. Its bad when other then going to work the sheer idea of actually being in public places is freaking me out so badly I have to use an inhaler just to breathe.

:: 2013 27 June :: 5.20 pm

It suddenly feels like I have multiple girls trying to subtly tell me they like me.