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:: 2012 29 August :: 3.03 pm

Thinking it's time to dye my hair again... going to see if the roomie will help me do it tonight. Going to use up the red I have and then next I'm thinking black/purple or black/blue.

Insanity got delayed cause they sent me the wrong item. I'm hoping the correct item gets here soon so I can get started on it. I want to be toned before fall is over.

Itching for another tattoo, E and I are both thinking of getting double infinities done... I think I will get mine done in white ink instead of black. Just have to find someone down here I like enough to let ink me.
Also, debating more piercings, though my girls aren't healing to well from the most recent ones (might be cause I can't sleep on my back so I'm constantly putting pressure on them). Perhaps, my nose re-pierced next or ears again or even another dermal.


:: 2012 22 August :: 7.32 pm

It's like the smallest of threads has come loose in the seam and it's slowly starting to unravel.
Need to quit not accepting shifts when they call me and ask me to cover shifts, it seems to happen every other day off and I need to start taking the shifts.
I started eating my feelings again, I forgot how much I eat when I'm depressed and it's not just that I eat but that I eat wheat thereby making myself internally sick. Time for this to change.
Goals/things to do or get:
All shifts at work will be accepted if I absolutely have no valid reason to say no.
Insanity is scheduled to get here Friday. Since its workout 6 days, rest 1, I will start it Monday.
Next paycheck is rent so the fuelband will be going on my credit card but it's worth it.


:: 2012 20 August :: 1.48 pm

Insanity = ordered should be here by the end of the week!
Fuelband = next paycheck from the Nike site if I don't win the one on ebay that I'm bidding on.


:: 2012 15 August :: 6.00 am

“I feel like people get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy; we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that’ll fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition, not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry, it’s not permanent. It comes and goes, and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness a lot more often.”


:: 2012 25 July :: 11.14 am

NS Goals:
Purchase Insanity and The Asylum.
Purchase Nike+ FuelBand.
Complete Insanity.
Complete The Asylum.
Complete C25K.
Start training for Tough Mudder.
Compete in the Color Run.
Compete in the Firefly Run.
Compete in Tough Mudder
Repeat all of the above runs yearly.

I'm going to rock this shit, well as soon as I get enough money to buy the necessary things. Probably about a month out from being able to make the purchases needed.
I'm going to try to be better about recording everything as well. Hopefully there will be many more updates on here as the progress goes on.


:: 2012 14 July :: 7.20 pm

Pretty sure I nailed the Petsmart job. Depending on how many hours they give me I might apply for a second job. I hate having to take another year off school but I need to be able to get residency here before I can even possibly afford school. Then you bet your ass I'm going to finish my degree. Marine Sciences here I come! At which point I'm hoping I can get the internship at the GA Aquarium.


:: 2012 10 July :: 8.04 pm

Mother in law irritates me to no end. I swear she has no mute button and it's always about her, if you don't respond or are talking to someonelse or anything it's always "did you hear what I said." I can not wait to move in to our new house away from her.


:: 2012 6 July :: 8.44 pm

Moving into a new place August 1, once there E, Ash and I are going to do the Insanity workouts. On top of that I've decided to try to train for tough mudder ( I may die in the process but it's time to start kicking my ass in gear). E wants to join a crossfit gym she found here so I need to whip myself into gear for that.
The job hunt is still on going so until I find one, in between job applications I will workout. Goal= Every 2 hrs do a work out. I will not let myself bail on this. If I'm too sore to move from the day before workouts then I will make myself do at least one 30min session.


:: 2012 1 July :: 10.22 am

I'm going to marry that girl someday.


:: 2012 30 June :: 11.59 am

Hoping this house is the one, and that we can get it, so far it seems to be awesome.
Really hoping I get a call for an interview or two in the next couple days. i could really use a job right about now so I don't sie of boredom.


:: 2012 11 June :: 7.47 pm

Said goodbye to my best friend on Friday and I'm not sure if I will ever not miss her. She was my saving grace through out Jr. High and High School and she touched my heart and soul in a way that no human ever will.
Jules, may your hoofbeats echo among the heavens my old friend.


:: 2012 3 June :: 4.21 pm

Slowly getting packed up. Goal is to have all non-essentials packed up by Saturday.
Tons of stuff is just going in to the trash rather then trying to find time to take it to thrift stores or what not.


:: 2012 22 May :: 5.31 am

31 days left in Spokane, and I'm beyond ready to be home. I'm going through the motions of school and work and not retaining anything from it.


:: 2012 7 May :: 10.47 am

Itching for new ink.


:: 2012 4 May :: 11.05 am

Only downside to the new dermal piercing is it makes it slightly painful to do squats. I haven't tried my planks yet but I can imagine they might be a little painful. Insanity is on hold till I get to Georgia, by then my dermal and nipples should be healed enough for me to do the Insanity workouts without to much stress on them.

Need to pack and list more stuff on e-nay tonight. Maybe some of it can go on amazon >.< I have to check.

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