:: 2011 30 May :: 10.40 pm

Even the cats miss her.

:: 2011 29 May :: 6.57 pm

FAT. Grrrrrrrr.

:: 2011 29 May :: 9.56 am

Coworkers at my new job are all pretty awesome. Had a blast with Rebekah last night.

:: 2011 27 May :: 10.45 pm

Can I get away with the diet while she is away..... hmmm I think I will try it, if I can afford it. Goodbye last 30lbs I can't seem to shake.

:: 2011 23 May :: 8.56 am

Father figure..... FUCK YOU.

I will work where I want
I will love who I want
I will live how I want
I am not your property
My life is my own not yours.

:: 2011 23 May :: 7.34 am

I'll pull the stars down from the heavens to fill your empty skies.

:: 2011 22 May :: 12.45 pm

Nothing quite like amazing, mind-blowing wake up sex.

Got the job, turn in my hiring papers today, then it's off to find clothes to wear to work.

:: 2011 13 May :: 7.50 am

From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity.

:: 2011 12 May :: 5.31 am

New part-time job, full-time job taking over my parents business, and school. Things are looking up on that aspect that I might finally be able to get out of here.

4 hours till things look up even more.

:: 2011 10 May :: 8.57 am

2 days! So friggen excited.

:: 2011 7 May :: 9.31 pm

My upstairs neighbors have put cracks in my ceiling. This is ridiculous.

:: 2011 6 May :: 7.54 am

My abs hurt so bad. My class is not Yoga they lied, it's Pilates and it's handing my ass to me on a silver platter.

Next Thursday can't come soon enough. I miss her so much.

I keep fluctuating between 150-155. I want to break 150. AT least 10 more pounds and maybe I will be happy, unless of course my weight stays the same but my sizes shrink because I'm gaining muscle.

:: 2011 5 May :: 8.07 am

One week =^.^=

:: 2011 1 May :: 11.43 am

Needs to clean. And go through all my clothes. SPring Cleaning here I come.

:: 2011 30 April :: 10.08 am

153.

12.

Inconsequential numbers when you seem them without context but they are important to me.