:: 2011 27 February :: 1.32 pm

I'm addicted.

:: 2011 23 February :: 4.06 pm

Hates having to let hair grow out, but the waxing will be so worth it.... pain and all.

Hoping I get the job still haven't heard back though. Seeing if the Studio look as nice in person if it does hopefully I'm renting it.

:: 2011 20 February :: 8.06 pm

Fuck, gained 3lbs. Unacceptable.

:: 2011 19 February :: 6.17 pm

She makes my eyes turn blue.

:: 2011 17 February :: 10.24 am

Can't wait to be curled up listening to her heartbeat as I drift to sleep.
Tax return and Spring Break need to hurry up and get here.

:: 2011 14 February :: 2.09 pm

I dealt the cards out and got all hearts. I folded and said, "I don't deal with love."

:: 2011 13 February :: 10.31 pm

My name is Luck, this is my song
I happened by while you were gone, well...
I apologize that I could not stay
But I hope good things swing your way
I know they will... here's your horseshoe
So best of luck to you

For the stable running brave
From the cradle to the grave
This is my day, this is my song
I am alive... what can go wrong?
If we're on our way-oh, ok let me know
If we're on our way-oh, ok then, let's go

My name is Hope, Luck just ran out
He said he'd return, without a doubt
(ah, but don't you believe him!)
Oh, I happen to have a message from Love
She told me she knows what you've been dreaming of
My name is Hope, this is my song
When things go wrong

For the stable running brave
From the cradle to the grave
This is my day, this is my song
I am alive, what can go wrong?
If we're on our way-oh, ok let me know
If we're on our way-oh, ok then, let's go

Through the windswept countryside
Across the great divide
For the stable running brave
From the cradle to the grave

This is my day, this is my song
As long as I'm alive what can go wrong?
If we're on our way-oh, ok let me know
If we're on our way-oh, ok then, let's go

:: 2011 13 February :: 12.23 pm

i let you go and i forgot. i forgot those late night conversations. i forgot how much i trusted you, how much i told you. i forgot how it felt to hug you. i forgot how much i talked to you, how much i talked about you. i forgot how much my writing was about you. i forgot all the songs i ended up relating to you. i forgot how, for some ridiculous reason, everything you said made me laugh. i forgot how good i felt when you were just in the room. i forgot how the chance of seeing you got me through the day. i forgot the stomach dropping feeling i got when my phone buzzed. i forgot how good i felt because of you. i forgot how i could be myself around you. i forgot being woken up early every morning by text messages. i forgot what it felt like to actually have the idea that i was good enough. i forgot how i imagined all kinds of awesome scenarios. i forgot how it felt to, maybe just maybe, want the one who wanted me back. i forgot all of your rants about your interests. i forgot all of your tastes in music. i forgot all the shows you watched. i forgot what time you'd usually text me. i forgot everything you told me that hurt me or made me happy. i forgot everything about you, simply because you wanted me to...or maybe i'm just pretending.

:: 2011 12 February :: 10.44 pm

The greatest battle is not physical but psychological. The demons telling us to give up when we push ourselves to the limit can never be silenced for good. They must always be answered by the quiet steady dignity that simply refuses to give in. Courage. We all suffer. Keep going.

:: 2011 12 February :: 7.35 am

No more social networks.

:: 2011 10 February :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: anxious

One for sure photoshoot
Two possibles.

Nervous as hell. Not sure I'm pretty enough or skinny enough to pull these off.

:: 2011 7 February :: 9.58 pm

Grey Sky, would you allow me to be so into you, my friend?

:: 2011 3 February :: 11.01 pm

She makes me unbelievably happy

:: 2011 3 February :: 7.01 am

Down the rabbit hole we go!

:: 2011 2 February :: 10.31 am

Hello Ana and Mia my old friends. Welcome home again.