:: 2014 2 February :: 11.51 am

I've had a rough last few months being separated from my girl but in the wee hours of the morning I actually sat and thought about her and everything and I realized that I'm still as in love with her as I was 3 years ago. The distance has not changed that and I don't think it ever will, I think the only reason I questions it is that I'm lonely without her here with me. Its as if theres a huge space that no one can fill and I know it's because she's my best friend, my ever after and she's not next to me. Starting today I want to be the girlfriend she deserves, making sure she knows that I love her and just how special she is.

:: 2014 23 January :: 5.12 pm

Stage One = Complete.
Stage Two = Processing.
Stage Three = Pending.


Did well enough on my phone interview to get to the second interview. Now, to impress the socks off the two floor managers at the in-person interview.

:: 2014 18 January :: 9.08 am

Refinancing my car and getting lower monthly payments.
Transferring my BOA balance to STCU reducing my minimum payments there.
Interview with possible new job on Thursday.
And going to Point Defiance Zoo and Aquarium for my birthday.

Hopefully this is just the start of new good things to come.

:: 2014 14 January :: 4.59 pm

So out of shape I wasn't able to make it through T25s Alpha Cardio all the way. I will persevere though.

:: 2014 4 January :: 11.06 am

Thinking of ordering sushi grade fish online and making that my normal diet. Now I just need a bento box too since mine got broken when I moved from Georgia.

:: 2014 1 January :: 1.04 pm

Not new years resolutions but plans for the future.
Pay off Credit Card with BoA.
Pay off Basil
Get some land and a "tiny house"
Finish my dream bedroom theme.
Get healthy.

:: 2014 1 January :: 10.22 am

I can't shake this feeling that in reality I'm starting this new year single. Not sure why.

:: 2013 29 December :: 4.59 pm

Watching Buffy and all I can think is I would love to open a "Magic Shoppe" like the one Giles buys.

:: 2013 20 December :: 6.00 am

Going to get a couple dread falls from doctored locks to wear and see if I want to do natural dreads or stick with synthetics. This way I can see how I look with them and decide if I actually like them before committing to the natural ones. Plus this way I can change them up more readily.


Really want to go get my nose repierced yet again, this time with a hoop. Where should I go and any one want to go with me?

:: 2013 10 December :: 6.38 am

Yesterday took 6 muscle relaxers and pain pills to get through the day. Its not even 7 am yet and I'm already at 4. Today is going to be hell. I should have called out.

:: 2013 9 December :: 6.29 pm

Paying for my crimes of not following the damn PCOS and Endo diets.

Forced Pescapollotarianism here I come. No more red meats, no wheats, no dairys (sans greek yogurt), no eggs. *le sigh* Must start meal planning so I can stick to this. After all my health depends on it.

Throwing out some of the stuff in my fridge.

:: 2013 7 December :: 8.37 am

I think its time to quit pizza. Its not my friend even when gluten free.
Next step start planning my meals out a week in advance and drinking lots more water.

:: 2013 2 December :: 7.37 pm

Biggest pet peeve ever. DO NOT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS AND DO NOT TAKE ADVICE ABOUT SAID ILLNESS FROM PEOPLE WHO DO NOT SUFFER FROM IT!

Grrrr so aggravated right now.

:: 2013 26 November :: 6.14 am

One tear filled skype session later and lets see if I can make it till my birthday without her.

As a tactile person not being able to touch the person I love has got to be the most excruciating form of slow torture ever derived. Long distance relationships are most definitely not my cup of tea but I guess I just have to continue sucking it up.

:: 2013 25 November :: 6.07 am

My drive to do anything has gone out the window. I have no desire to do anything except lay in bed for days and even that sounds like to much work.