:: 2004 12 May :: 10.24 pm

i <3 when people comment
i wonder how many people would care if i died... probably not a lot

i was so upset before
i was crying so hard
and i dont even know why
i was breathing so hard
gasping so hard for air

maybe its from all the stress
from being afraid of not passing 8th grade
from change... i hate change
from not being able to stand myself
to shutting people out of my life

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me

I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

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:: 2004 11 May :: 12.49 pm

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

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:: 2004 11 May :: 12.46 pm

i was gonna go to school today
but my mom told me to stay home
i was dressed and all
shes like .. "OH MY GOD, YOU SOUND
SO MUCH WORSE THAN YOU DID YESTERDAY!"
thats my story, i was gonna go, i was gonna go...

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:: 2004 10 May :: 3.14 pm

krstn0984361V: omg where wre you today!? =-O:-(
a broken dream x: where you mortified?
krstn0984361V: YES
a broken dream x: so was casey


pe ople heig ht: i missed you so much
pe ople heig ht: it SUCKED without you
pe ople heig ht: i was SO ored
pe ople heig ht: BORED
pe ople heig ht: i was like.. banging my head on the desk
pe ople heig ht: i was... absoloutly.... mortified
pe ople heig ht: when i walked into mech
pe ople heig ht: and
pe ople heig ht: i go
pe ople heig ht: "kaitlyn, wheres brielllllle?"
pe ople heig ht: and shes like "absent."
pe ople heig ht: and i did like
pe ople heig ht: a broadway theater cry
pe ople heig ht: sappy music played in the background

haha.. wow... i love them <3

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:: 2004 9 May :: 4.09 pm

Can we pretend for one second that we are together,
What's the point of keeping my feelings at bay,
It takes alot of me,
To get the nerve to wake up,
Everyday,

And what if I don't,
Would you even care,
Would you even care...


i've been sick for the past two days
and it sucks major ass
i think im going to the doctor tomorrow
right now im going out to dinner
even though i feel like shit

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