:: 2004 12 April :: 5.42 pm

damn it...
somethings wrong with my little brother.. and hes not even 5 months old... i know whats wrong with him, but i dont wanna annouce it to the world, if you wanna know i'll tell you

but just please,
im begging you all
pray for him <3
the poor baby...

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:: 2004 10 April :: 3.36 pm

well.. im still at danielles..
but i am leaving in about an hour

and then... hmm... katies here.. she got here yesteday.. we were gonna walk to subway.. but then katie was suppose to be leaving shortly, but shes still here, so we could have walked there...

and then DANIELLE AND KATIE RAPPED ME LAST NIGHT!! and it was really scary!!!

hahaha!! im going out for lunch tomorrow and thats about it
and i still need to send my 2 dollars in to keep my journal.. but i dont wanna like freak my parents out lol

yesterday me and danielle wanted to watch a movie.. so we did yesterday before katie came.. and it was really scary... EW... goodbye

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:: 2004 8 April :: 6.26 pm

i really dont like my parents at all right now..

my past two days have been rather boring but i dont really remember what happened.. but ... hmm.. i'll tell you about today..

1st - computer lab to finish our ... something .. but i forgot my rought draft at school.. ooh well

2nd- we were singing!! HAHAHAHA

3rd- line dancing... WOO. what fun.. but knowing me i had no idea what i was doing

4th- i drew squares.. what a fun time that was...

5th- speaking test all period.....

6th- math.. i dont tihnk we did anything too exciting...?

7th- took notes blah...

8th- niemo let us play silent ball.. but me, jess, crystal, mike and irving took down the.. thing the 7th graders made for there culture thing.. that was alright.. and then i went into the bathroom and about a minute later katie came in and i harassed her... hehehe

and then blahh..
now im off to some church dinner...
woo... and for next week...

im chillen at danielles for a while
because i cant stand my parents.. err
and then on easter sunday.. im going out with some of my relatives which i am so not looking forward to that..
and on monday.. i might be sleeping over deannas with some of my friends..
and then on tuesday.. im going shopping... UGH
wendesday- im going to my dads friends sons birthday party
thursday- shopping again
and friday,saturday and sunday.. nothing!!
SOMEONE MAKE PLANS WITH ME SO I DONT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH MY PARENTS!! PLEASE!

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:: 2004 6 April :: 6.21 am

me and casey... we kinda got into last night, because she was trying to aplogize, and i was being a bitch.. and ya.. and then we were talking about the thing that she was like mad at me for monday... and i told her during school, that me and becca were talking about her, because we were worried... but i wouldn't talk bad about casey..

and then casey told me... i was confused at first... but now i understand... god, casey i only pray you know how much i love and care about you, i want to help you through this, i want you to stop this, even though you say you cant.. i believe in you, i think you can... please casey let me help you... i care ... i care...

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:: 2004 5 April :: 10.53 pm

i relized something tonight.. for the past forever i've been all caught up in him.. its been all about .. him... sadly yes.. and its been like that forever ... a year and a half... and all he did was hurt me, but i wanna help my friends, more then i want him, he is not the number one thing in my life anymore.. its my friends

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