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greyXmatter
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2005 29 March :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: [I wanna kill you... now I'm insane]
well see... I haven't been updating because I guess that's just what love and work do to you. Love. Work. Love. Work. LOVE...
Something with such distances never seemed as though things could work. To me, it was all so fake... so unreal. I know my mom and stepdad did it, but I never thought it could be true... and sincere. I never thought I could love like that. I never thought my first true love would be like this. But it is... and I'm not going to take it for granted. Not a single part of me feels foolish for saying I'm in love with him. Not a single part of me. ...because I'm being so sincere.. I've never been this true in my life. Do you have any idea how sucky the feeling is... wanting to be there kissing him and touching him and... ugh. It's unreal. And overpowering. I can't stand it .. I'd do anything to be in his arms right now. heh... and he's got the cutest fucking voice and the cutest everything and ugh. *rests head*
I just want to be with him.
Enough of the soppy stuff.
I love you sweetheart! ;D
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