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2005 17 March :: 11.12am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [From First To Last] - [Ride the wings of Pestilance]
Pics from my 4H Public Presentation
The entire thing was like 50 minutes long and... yeah. It was... good. I guess. Besides the fact that it was kind of long. Sorry the pics are kinda pixilated... I had to do a major downsizing. At least you can get the main idea.
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greyXmatter
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2005 14 March :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: hurt
:: Music: [Strike Anywhere] - [Infared]
darling. you know who you are. i'll ask this of you. if you ever see me lying hurt, don't just stare. please get up. get up and help me, and then check my pulse and give me air, and then listen and breathe and keep checking, and checking, and checking my heart. don't drive away. don't leave me this way. don't drive away again. i could never say the things that kept me up, just lay there listening to your whispering. maybe you were supposed to help me learn to love you more, and help me to notice how we're different. ..different. different, and all right.
there's not enough hours in our days...
don't walk out on me again... ...again.
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greyXmatter
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2005 10 March :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: crappy
Cut my life into pieces. I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing. I Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding. Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? would it be right if I took my life tonight, cause chances are that I might... Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide. Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind. I wish somebody would tell me I'm fine. Nothing's alright, nothing is fine. I'm running and I'm crying. I never realized I was spread too thin till it was too late and I was empty within. Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin. Downward spiral, where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother. No love for myself, and no love for another. Searching to find a love upon a higher level. Finding nothing but questions and devils. Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind, I wish somebody would tell me I'm fine. Nothing's alright, nothing is fine. I'm running and I'm crying. I can't go on living this way...
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2005 10 March :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: amused
My white slave: hard and fats?
My white slave: that so does not work
My white slave: lol
My white slave: thats like, dirty and brandy
My white slave: alone in a room
My white slave: HAHAHAHAHAHA
My white slave: LMFAO
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