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2005 7 February :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: angry
Yeah, you look real fuckin' cool in front of everyone when you turn around and say shit about Brandon. Nice and loud, too, so everyone can hear how fucking awesome you are and how "shitty" he is. Yeah that shows some major class, kiddo. I knew you were disrespectful, but I didn't think it was this bad. Get over yourself. Since you're so fucking gorgeous and all the girls want you, go get yourself a girlfriend and stop being jealous of me liking someone else. It's getting a little annoying. Don't talk to me, and don't touch me. Thanks for calling me back last night, too. Preciate it.
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greyXmatter
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2005 6 February :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: pessimistic
bpagano12: who are you talkin about in your journal
l Caught FlRE: when, where?
bpagano12: hmm
bpagano12: second one down i think
l Caught FlRE: "Yeah and you know what kinda makes me giggle? You don't even know what you're doing to me. And it fucking pisses me off. But I have to laugh, considering we just talked about it less than a week ago. Step all over me, love. Cause this is getting fucking dirty."
l Caught FlRE: that one?
bpagano12: yeah
l Caught FlRE: ooh, I'm good
l Caught FlRE: josh belverio
bpagano12: whattt?
l Caught FlRE: i know
l Caught FlRE: god
bpagano12: he was like.. your best friend?
l Caught FlRE: dont even go there
l Caught FlRE: i'll expain it when i have 5 hours.
l Caught FlRE: ha.
bpagano12: let me guess
bpagano12: its because of brandon?
l Caught FlRE: FUCK you're good
l Caught FlRE: wow
l Caught FlRE: like...
bpagano12: oohh yeahh
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greyXmatter
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2005 6 February :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: [Senses Fail] - [Martini Kiss]
BRIELLE JANINE PAGANO
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greyXmatter
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2005 6 February :: 8.26pm
And all I ever wanted was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance cause I feel like running head first into traffic. I won't forget the day that, that I found god in a kitchen knife now and on my arm. Paint the pale white floor with my red life and tell myself this pain is the pain I love as I swallow the pills of happiness and you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake. I stand outside my pretty house, I light a match to start the fire. I call the cops to let them know it's 22 Walthery Ave. I thought I wanted this. I said I wanted some more attention. I thought I wanted a story ending. I love the pain, I hate the pain.....I just give in. I think that the truth is I'm scared.
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greyXmatter
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2005 6 February :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Senses Fail] - [Let it Enfold You]
It's kinda cute how I pretend to be everything but the instrument I am...
Yeah and you know what kinda makes me giggle? You don't even know what you're doing to me. And it fucking pisses me off. But I have to laugh, considering we just talked about it less than a week ago. Step all over me, love. Cause this is getting fucking dirty.
Today was probably the best day I've had in so long and it was purely because of the weather. ..ha.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I didn't give my mom her letter yet.
What would happen if you drank straight alcohol? Like.. rubbing alcohol?
My phone is being straight.
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