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2005 2 February :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: aggravated
You know what's amazing?
You.
But besides that...
You're the only thing keeping me going right now, right this second.
Tomorrow it may be different.
I'm just saying.
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greyXmatter
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2005 2 February :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: aggravated
It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss.
...it was only a kiss.
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greyXmatter
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2005 2 February :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: [The Used] - [I'm A Fake]
Braiinphreeze: it wasnt me
Braiinphreeze: i didnt sign in as u
Braiinphreeze: i hit the myspace thing
Braiinphreeze: i never signed on as u.. i wasnt even online
l Caught FlRE: ..ok
Braiinphreeze: ok.. so
Braiinphreeze: i wwant u to write an apology iun there 2 me now
Braiinphreeze: so flip u
l Caught FlRE: i have no apologies
Braiinphreeze: well ur last entry seems a bnit harsh considering i didnt do anything
l Caught FlRE: i'm really ... not.. sorry for being mad about you guys both judging brandon like that
l Caught FlRE: brandon.. and me.
Braiinphreeze: so i want a special fucking dedication to me now
Braiinphreeze: saying
Braiinphreeze: im sorry
Braiinphreeze: i told u i barely kno him
Braiinphreeze: i said as much as i kno
Braiinphreeze: u belong with josh
[What I want to know is why everyone thinks that but myself. Am I the only one who doesn't think that's my destiny? Strange that somehow everyone but me knows who I'm "supposed" to be with.]
Braiinphreeze: i wouldnt pull sum shit liek that
Braiinphreeze: i want u to be happy
Braiinphreeze: wutever dont b sorry i think u should b with josj but i wouldnt b that immature and do sumthing lei kthat
l Caught FlRE: you say "i thought you had better taste than that" and "ewww" and "Thats him? ew casey you can do so much better"
l Caught FlRE: you both do
Braiinphreeze: yea i do think that
l Caught FlRE: im not.. apologetic and i'm not yelling at you or anything
Braiinphreeze: but idc that u want brandon now
Braiinphreeze: cuz sooner or later u WILL b with josh
l Caught FlRE: i'm just fed up with everything now.
Braiinphreeze: idc wut u say
Braiinphreeze: ok but it duznt give u the right to flip a shit on me for sumthing I didnt do
l Caught FlRE: i'm not going to be with josh, he's my best friend and i care too much abour brandon to ever do that
l Caught FlRE: it was more inclined towards josh, you and him are the only two i gave my password to
Braiinphreeze: BUT I DIDNT SIGN IN AS U
Braiinphreeze: r u listening?
l Caught FlRE: i understand that, okay.
Braiinphreeze: i wasnt even online wen that shit happened so how could i fucking write that??!?!
Braiinphreeze: thanku
Braiinphreeze: now i want a fucking apology
l Caught FlRE: i'm not ... apologizing for something i'm not sorry for.
Braiinphreeze: how hard is it to say " im sorry iaccused u of writting qwut was posted "
Braiinphreeze: idc if ur not sry that i thinku should b with josh
Braiinphreeze: cuz i do think that
Braiinphreeze: but i didnt pull sum shit just 2 piss u off 4 no reason
l Caught FlRE: yeah i understand that
l Caught FlRE: all that entry was is a fucking... climax of everything you guys have ever said.
Braiinphreeze: wutver im guna go watch the president.. call me later after u took a midol
Braiinphreeze signed off at 9:11:22 PM.
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greyXmatter
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2005 2 February :: 8.38pm
yeaw, I almost went down on myself tonight.
...no, not that, you sicko.
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greyXmatter
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2005 2 February :: 7.16pm
Oh, yeah, and in response to your "I'm only doing this because I love you"... That's fucken bull shit. You would never write that in my journal if you loved me. That's fucked up. If you loved me, you'd be happy for me and you'd respect the fact I found someone that I can talk to about shit and be happy with. Whatever. I have a headache. I can't trust you with anything, can I?
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