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greyXmatter
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2005 2 February :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: [AFI] - [Death of Seasons]
You know what Josh? Bev? Fuck you both. Whoever wrote that entry right there... in my journal... in MY journal... needs to tell me it was them. Cause I'm fucking pissed off. I gave you my password to read my private entries, not to fuck up my life. Yeah, I do like Brandon, and yeah, I do love him. You think writing that shit is going to make me change my mind? Fuck off guys. I love him so much, but you wouldn't fucking understand that because, like I've always said, you're always so fucking closed minded about things. Respect the fact that I care about him and don't be dickwads about it. It's not as big of a deal as you two are making it. Sometimes I want to hate you both so bad. Sometimes I want to, but I don't know if I ever could. What ever made you think of doing that? Why the hell would you, anyway? To make Brandon hate me? Fuck, I don't need this. Josh if I could talk right now, I'd call you and fucking sort this shit out, but I can't cause I have no voice. I'm going to dose up on some meds and get an hour or so of sleep, then you better call me up and fucking explain this to me.
Fuck you guys.
I'm really sorry Brandon.
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greyXmatter
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2005 2 February :: 6.38pm
hi uim casey and i liek im sorry i LOVE brandon prumos even tho he's an ugly mean mofo and i deserve to die b/c i kno who i should relaly be with but i wont mention any names and i dont kno what sright for me even if it bit me in the ass
maybe i should reconsider hwo i like because i kno brandon is not for me
o yea and also i should kno theres some1 else that cares about me and loves me more than brandon PRUMOS does so whtaever
this is casey signin out i love brandon prumos becuse im a dumbass
(only doin this because i love yuo even tho u will never no)
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greyXmatter
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2005 1 February :: 7.00pm
I kinda feel like I've been punched on each side of my ribs like 80 times, and I don't know why.
I'm watching 7th Avenue Drop with Unwritten Law.
I don't know why.
I don't like them much at all.
Mom's back in the hospital.
Fucking kill me.
I love you so much, but you deserve so much better.
We both know it.
I'm fucking exhausted.
Thank you for everything, I love you for caring about me like you do.
What else?
Later guys.
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greyXmatter
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2005 31 January :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: blah
Wake up my love. Never thought you'd make me, break me. Now I'm up from below... such a brilliant star you are. ..and will your love keep burning baby? Burn a hole right through my eyes? All these short times feel like no time... I thought you ought to know. I'm so far gone now I been running on empty. I'm so far gone now... Do you wanna take me on? Do you know, do you know how long I've waited to look up from below just to find someone like you? and will your love light burn me baby? ..Burn a hole right through my heart? I think I might just trust you, maybe, but I'm not sure. I'm not sure I wanna know.
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