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greyXmatter
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2005 27 January :: 10.09am
Poor Justin... =[
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greyXmatter
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2005 26 January :: 7.30pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Senses Fail] - [Irony of Dying on your Birthday]
We got two new kids today.
What are the odds?
Anyways.
With luck my mom will be coming home tomorrow... which is so cool. I miss her so much. As long as she doesn't go into cardiac arrest again or get a freakin' heart attack, they'll send her home. She's still so unstable, but she wants to come home. I say, you know, whatever floats your boat. I still think it's a bad idea. She got a... defibulator (sp?) in the other day, so if by any chance she does begin to have a heart attack or go into arrest, it'll shock her back to life. ...Humane, right? :sigh:: anyways. Dan hasn't called me all day. That's a shocker.
Tonight is going to be an early night. I need to get some sleep.
Tomorrow will suck.
Did I mention that?
Casey = skipping as many classes as possible.
I think I need to stop being such a bitch.
Things going on in my life have nothing to do with everyone else. I should just shut up. I can be so rude sometimes without even noticing. Wow, dumb. Goodnight for now.
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greyXmatter
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2005 26 January :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: [NoFX] - [My Vagina]
I just cut my gum open.
Gum is such a gross word when you're not referring to chewing gum.
Gum.
...ha.
Anyways.
So I guess Josh (ex boyfriend Josh) is kind of mad at me today. He knows about everything and he hates it when I hug/touch/get near my best friend. (And I'm sure it's only because my best friend is a guy.) He continuously reminds me that he is the only one for me and that he has the respect and the care that I need, which he does. I just don't feel like we'd be you know... together forever. I just don't feel that with him, and I don't feel it when I kiss him. Not even when I hug him. There's just nothing there. ...I... haven't told him that yet.
Tomorrow will suck.
I'm not looking forward.
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greyXmatter
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2005 26 January :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: [Senses Fail] - [NJ Falls to the Atlantic]
I'm really sorry if I bitch at you today. Especially you, cause I'm not meaning to. I need to just go lay down and fucking... cry for a while. As emo as that sounds. Shit is just not cool right now.
Thank you for everything.
Just talking to me.
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greyXmatter
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2005 26 January :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: [Senses Fail] - [Rum is for drinking, not burning]
I fucking hate school. Everyone there. They're all such fucking ass holes and I hope they die. I hate how people think. Nevermind, I hate how they don't think. It pisses me off. Think before you say shit, and think before you do shit. It's that simple. Some people don't have as big of an ego as you. Some people aren't as emotionally strong as you think you are. Not everyone is like you. Fuck. You. All.
Wow, I was in a perfectly good mood.
I always am.
Until people have to be dickheads.
Do me a favor, won't you? Mind your own fucking buisness and care a little more about yourselves than me. You people will lead to my death, I swear to God. I swear to God.
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