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2005 1 January :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: [AFI]
Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything.
I was riding my horse down by the creek today and I saw your truck. It made me smile.
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greyXmatter
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2004 31 December :: 11.00am
:: Mood: bouncy
there's a new wind blowin' like i've never known. i'm breathing deeper than i've ever done, and it sure feels good to finally feel the way i do. i'm lettin' go of all my lonely yesterdays. i've forgiven myself for the mistakes i've made, now there's just one thing, the only thing i wanna do. ..i wanna love somebody. love somebody like you. yeah, i wanna feel the sunshine shinin' down on me and you. when you put your arms around me, you let me know there's nothing in this world i can't do. i used to run in circles goin' nowhere fast. i'd take one step forward and two steps back. i couldn't walk a straight line even if i wanted to.
i don't want to take this life for granted like i used to do.
I wanna love somebody. Love somebody like you.
Driving around... getting lost... hitting pedestrians... our little off-roading experience in between street signs... 96.1... headlights! the damn headlights! fog lights... support your dreams, get a ford... gazelles... donuts in the hay field... numb body parts... work boots, tailgates, country songs, singing, burping... hahahah.... it couldn't have been any better. Not at all.
<3
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greyXmatter
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2004 31 December :: 9.56am
:: Mood: calm
and maybe with a little luck... we might just get stuck... lets get a little mud on the tires...
I haven't had that much fun in my entire life.
I haven't laughed like we laughed in years.
I woke up with a smile this morning.
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greyXmatter
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2004 30 December :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: [Darryl Worley] - [Awful Beautiful Life]
Hi guys... I just got back from my "first date" ever. God it was amazing. I couldn't ... have asked... for... anything else. He was so funny, so excited, and so comfortable. I loved it. I loved it. So much. Here's basically what went down in a nutshell:
Drove to Hackettstown
Decided not to see a movie
Drove around Hackettstown
Drove around Mansfield
Drove around Great Meadows
Hit a raccoon
Drove around Hope
Drove around Belvidere
(All while blasting and singing 96.1 songs)
Looked at some trucks in Hackettstown
Went to a field and sat in the bed of the truck... (COLD!)
Donuts. in. the. field. AWESOME.
Drove home.
I didn't want to leave. We sat in the driveway for at least 15 minutes because I wouldn't leave. God, I didn't want to leave him. I had so much fun. ... so much fun. Best day ever.
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greyXmatter
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2004 29 December :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: AFI - [Bleed Black]
I wanted to go sleigh riding today... unfortunately I found it kind of an impossibility considering there was no snow. Snow = sleigh riding. No snow. ....catch my drift? Iunno, I was in the need for speed. ...but not with my own feet.
I've never been on a date before!
Belverrrrrrrrrrrrio call me tonight. 9. 0. 1.
<3
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