greyXmatter

For Starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?: haha, nice.
Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?: People don't call me things.
How old do you feel?: 15
How old do you look?: 16
How tall is your best friend?: Josh is 5' 7" i think, and sara is 5' 2"
What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?: black
What color are your father's eyes? I don't know, I havent seen him since June. I forget a lot about him. That reminds me, I have to write something about him in my next entry..
Where do you wish you lived?: Colorado or Arizona.

A Bit Deeper Now...
Do you remember your dreams?: Always.
If so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most: I wrote all of this already. But I accidently Xed off... I don't feel like typing it again.
How about the one that made you feel really good?: Ditto.
When you were a child, did you have very vivid nightmares?: yeah, one re-occuring.
If so, do you remember them even now?: Ditto.
Were you ever betrayed by someone you trusted implicitly?: Ditto.
What do you do when you're home alone?: Nothing exciting. Clean. Ride. Work.
What do you think about when you are trying to fall asleep at night?: Anything bull riding. Never fails.
Do you fall asleep easily?: sometimes. ...well... no.
Who is the one person you could never forget?: Lyle or Mike
Who do you trust the most?: My horse and my bull.

Tell Me Your Secrets...
Are there things that you've never told another human being?: yes.
If so, have you ever even written them down?: no. if someone found it... woof.
Have you ever been deeply hurt by a friend?: no... things like that don't bother me. no matter how much I bitch and moan about it... I'm really not as affected as i make it sound.
If so, have you ever *really* forgiven them?: .
Are you a virgin?: yep.
How do you feel about that?: Fine.
Is there anything that you really regret doing?: yeah...
How about *not* doing?: defifuckingnately.
What frightens you the most in the whole world?: anyone I love dying... or... failure.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?: contemplated, no.
Have you ever tried to commit it?: no.
What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?: Red. That was the best... and the worst.
Are you afraid of death?: Not for myself. ..but for... like... i said... people I love.
What do you think happens afterwards?: It depends on how you live your life.
Are you a religious person?: yes.
What *do* you believe?: things.
What are you passionate about?: bull riding, my life, my career, my animals, my family, God.
Do you carry a lot of guilt?: some.
Would you carry a gun?: m. no.
Do you have a lot of anger?: some.

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