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l CaughT FlRE: not... to be rude

Auto response from abstract barbe: i hope you had the time of your life...

l CaughT FlRE: but... in what way are you so "different" from everyone else?
l CaughT FlRE: i mean, you're very persistant on the fact that you're "different"
l CaughT FlRE: what makes you... different? from.. most 13 year old girls?
l CaughT FlRE: eh...
abstract barbe: why do you care?
abstract barbe: oh i can give you reasons
l CaughT FlRE: i'm just curious
l CaughT FlRE: you constantly say how different you are from.. whoever you're comparing yourself too
l CaughT FlRE: and it caught my interest.
abstract barbe: ohkay, i don't only think of myself.. i speak my mind... i don't give a damn of what others think of me and there is more but i realize that you have a tad sarcaum in your comments here
abstract barbe: sarcasum*
l CaughT FlRE: sarcasm.
abstract barbe: whatever, it starts with an "s"
l CaughT FlRE: so what you're saying is, you're... different... from the steriotypical hottie with a body stick up the ass bitch whore?
l CaughT FlRE: which takes up about 20% of the grade you're in?
abstract barbe: no everyone
l CaughT FlRE: you'd be suprised how many people really don't give a fuck.
abstract barbe: actually probably 85%
l CaughT FlRE: i mean... everyone cares what other people think.
abstract barbe: um ohkay that's only one thing... but i really don't have the time, or want to get in this discussion
abstract barbe: not me
abstract barbe: i don't care at all
abstract barbe: not anymore
l CaughT FlRE: you wouldn't walk to school with peanut butter smeared on your lips like lucious peanutty lipstick and suck someones cock on the auditorium stage.
abstract barbe: no because i'm not a whore
abstract barbe: i am myself.
l CaughT FlRE: why don't you want to get in the discussion? it's not a bad discussion.
abstract barbe: even if people hate it
l CaughT FlRE: why would people hate someone being themselves?
abstract barbe: yeah it is... but, you can keep going on
abstract barbe: no that's not what i ment
l CaughT FlRE: why is this a bad conversation?
l CaughT FlRE: that's not what you meant?
l CaughT FlRE: but its what you said.
l CaughT FlRE: ...
abstract barbe: no it's not
abstract barbe: i said, i am myself
abstract barbe: no matter what anyone says or thinks.. i won't change because of them
l CaughT FlRE: we're talking about two different statements, i see.
abstract barbe: there's a little tid-bit
abstract barbe: what are you talking about then
abstract barbe: ?
l CaughT FlRE: well... that's a good stance of charachter on your part.
abstract barbe: i would really like to know
l CaughT FlRE: but... i just wanted to know how you're so different from everyone else.
abstract barbe: and i gave you a sample of why
l CaughT FlRE: so? you are yourself. ... that's not... a rarity.
abstract barbe: i have other "characteristics" which makes me different, but i only gave you some.
l CaughT FlRE: abstract barbe: i am myself.
l CaughT FlRE: why don't you want to get in the discussion? it's not a bad discussion.
abstract barbe: even if people hate it
l CaughT FlRE: why would people hate someone being themselves?
abstract barbe: yeah it is... but, you can keep going on
abstract barbe: no that's not what i ment
l CaughT FlRE: that's not what you meant?
l CaughT FlRE: but its what you said.
l CaughT FlRE: that's what i was talking about. now that we're all satisfied, continue.
abstract barbe: what?
l CaughT FlRE: i layed it out black and white for you, kiddo.
abstract barbe: what are you talking about, you still havent answered my question on what statement you were looking at
l CaughT FlRE: i can't do it any better then that..
l CaughT FlRE: I JUST DID
l CaughT FlRE: holy fucking lord
l CaughT FlRE: look at the large letters, taylor.
l CaughT FlRE: that.
l CaughT FlRE: is.
abstract barbe: not exaclty
l CaughT FlRE: what i was talking about.
l CaughT FlRE: yes love, that IS what i was talking about.
abstract barbe: what did i say.. ? that's what i've been asking you
l CaughT FlRE: you said:
l CaughT FlRE: abstract barbe: i am myself.
abstract barbe: yeah
l CaughT FlRE: then i said
abstract barbe: i gave you a breif description on why i said that...
l CaughT FlRE: jesus i feel like i'm explaining this to a 2nd grader
abstract barbe: you took it the wronge way
l CaughT FlRE: anyways, i said:
l CaughT FlRE: i know. it was just a simple mix up. that happens online. big whoop. why must i explain?
abstract barbe: oh
abstract barbe: ohkay*
abstract barbe: i can be a 2nd grader to you.
l CaughT FlRE: i see that
abstract barbe: no you don't
l CaughT FlRE: but you haven't... answered my question
l CaughT FlRE: why are you avoiding me?
abstract barbe: .. how the hell could i do that?
l CaughT FlRE: you know, i think this would be a whole lot easier over the phone. my fingers are getting tired and i'm tired of repeating myself.
l CaughT FlRE: give me a call
l CaughT FlRE: 908 797 2825
abstract barbe: no i think this is over now
l CaughT FlRE: ...are you afraid of me?
l CaughT FlRE: o_0
abstract barbe: i'm done with talking and trying to explain myself to you
abstract barbe: every single time
abstract barbe: no i am not
l CaughT FlRE: you're not explaining yourself
l CaughT FlRE: you're explaining your actions
abstract barbe: to me, i am .... to you, i'm not
abstract barbe: ohkay? ohkay
l CaughT FlRE: for some reason, i just don't see you any differnt than your steriotypical 13 year old
l CaughT FlRE: 14 year old
l CaughT FlRE: whatever, however old you are.
abstract barbe: ohkay.. you can think that
abstract barbe: it won't matter
l CaughT FlRE: why won't you answer me though?
l CaughT FlRE: i don't understand it
abstract barbe: i did
abstract barbe: once again.....
l CaughT FlRE: all i asked was why you're different. and you said because you're yourself.
l CaughT FlRE: .... that's not being different.
abstract barbe: i do not care what you think of me, that's my answer. plain and fucking simple.
l CaughT FlRE: ... i don't care what people think of me.
l CaughT FlRE: i'm... not all that different.
abstract barbe: no i didn't only say that
abstract barbe: ohkay that's great for you!
l CaughT FlRE: so why do you get the benifit of being called "different" when... you're... just being yourself?
l CaughT FlRE: i want to be called something fancy like that.
l CaughT FlRE: i want people to join the fucking "Different" club
abstract barbe: that's not the only reason, i told that to you a billion times it seems like.
l CaughT FlRE: i know, and i asked you to explain in more depth
abstract barbe: hold on let me quote you.. "jesus i feel like i'm explaining this to a 2nd grader"
l CaughT FlRE: you could have given me 10 more reasons by now
l CaughT FlRE: but instead you beat around the bush
l CaughT FlRE: why? why do you do that?
abstract barbe: no i said i am not giving it because you have a sarcastic tone.. i told you that from the beguinning
l CaughT FlRE: we've been talking for about 10 minutes. you could have given me numerous answers
l CaughT FlRE: taylor
l CaughT FlRE: i'm not being sarcastic
l CaughT FlRE: i honestly.. want to know
abstract barbe: because i guess, i like to beat that damn bush
l CaughT FlRE: or because you're avoiding the initial question?
abstract barbe: i think i'll beat that damn bush now... or stroll around it.
abstract barbe: right now... yes i am!
l CaughT FlRE: why do you get so defensive around me?
abstract barbe: it's just how i am now
abstract barbe: i used to be someone you could push around
abstract barbe: not anymore
l CaughT FlRE: why don't you just give me a call, taylor. it's so much easier. that way i don't have to worry about you avoiding my questions.
l CaughT FlRE: taylor, you've always been like this.
l CaughT FlRE: just call me.
l CaughT FlRE: 908 797 2825
abstract barbe: no i havent actually
abstract barbe: no. it's over casey
abstract barbe: i'm not calling you
abstract barbe: sorry, but no
l CaughT FlRE: it was over 10 minutes ago according to you.
l CaughT FlRE: but you continue talking
l CaughT FlRE: i think you just are afraid to speak to me in person.
abstract barbe: yeah i do, and yes i said that
abstract barbe: but also..
abstract barbe: you said that i keep saying the same thing over
l CaughT FlRE: but taylor
l CaughT FlRE: i could get a straight answer from you if i speak to you in person
abstract barbe: and that's because, too me.. it was over 10 minutes ago
l CaughT FlRE: so why not just speak to me for a minute?
l CaughT FlRE: why is it an issue?
abstract barbe: sorry.. i want to skip around that damn bush once again!!!
abstract barbe: GLEE* THIS IS FUN
l CaughT FlRE: it's strange... i talk to you online and you act all... defensive and you always have a slick remark. but when i talk to you in person, you hover and get nervous and don't talk.
l CaughT FlRE: is it because you can't stand up to me?
l CaughT FlRE: or... what's the deal?
abstract barbe: because that was before
abstract barbe: i'm not the same
l CaughT FlRE: taylor it was a 2 weeks ago.
l CaughT FlRE: 2 weeks and 3 days
abstract barbe: no oh i can buit this is so dumb, you did the same thing to me last year about chuck
l CaughT FlRE: "a 2 weeks ago" ... ha.
abstract barbe: i just don't care anymore.
l CaughT FlRE: ... so why don't you?
l CaughT FlRE: stand up to me, that is.
abstract barbe: ^look up there
abstract barbe: i don
l CaughT FlRE: all you're showing me are cowardly acts right now.
abstract barbe: i don't care anymore
abstract barbe: ohkay, you can think that
l CaughT FlRE: i said
l CaughT FlRE: l CaughT FlRE: ... so why don't you?
l CaughT FlRE: stand up to me, that is.
l CaughT FlRE: :sigh
abstract barbe: ...
l CaughT FlRE: why don't you stand up to me?
l CaughT FlRE: if you can.
l CaughT FlRE: you say you can.
l CaughT FlRE: why don't you?
abstract barbe: yeah i sighed too, you know.. runnig around that bush
abstract barbe: because once again.. it's dumb... d. u.m.b.
abstract barbe: and i don't want to get in a fight
l CaughT FlRE: i love how you change the subject, or, as i stated it earlier, beat around the bush, when you don't have an answer, don't want to answer.
l CaughT FlRE: fucking christ.
l CaughT FlRE: taylor.
l CaughT FlRE: life. is dumb.
l CaughT FlRE: life is fucking dumb.
l CaughT FlRE: you're going to have to learn to deal with itl
abstract barbe: oh yeah i know it is
abstract barbe: nothing new
l CaughT FlRE: not everythings going to be perfect for you
abstract barbe: oh you don't think i know that?!! HAHA that's so funny
l CaughT FlRE: why is it funny?
l CaughT FlRE: i'm.. not laughing.
abstract barbe: because you said, not everythings going to be perfect for you.. and i think it is sad because you think i think everything is going to be perfect
abstract barbe: really funny.
abstract barbe: amazingly funny.
abstract barbe: see thats what i don't like about you.. you think you know everything about everyone, but you don't.
l CaughT FlRE: if you think everythings perfect, stop complaining that its "dumb"
l CaughT FlRE: and answer.,
abstract barbe: i don't think everything is perfect!
abstract barbe: are you a second grader too?! wow.
abstract barbe: just let it go, and move on with your life please.
abstract barbe: buh bye
abstract barbe signed off at 9:06:40 PM.

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