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2004 13 November :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: [My Chemical Romance]
We had a great night. Paul and Ed came over with their wives and it was really nice. Ed was having fun teaching me different prayers including this one that I really wish I could remember. It was something like... a prayer to the angels, and it was really nice. Our family doesn't pray before meals, but we do if we have company over... I guess it's just polite. Ed and I lead... it felt good. I felt great today. He was just resting on my shoulder the entire day. Everything felt great today. Everything. Except when my horse tried to kill me in her stall. Except for that, today was just pleasant. There's so many more things I could have done today but someone told me to spend it wisely, so I did. This isn't going to last. In two weeks I'll be wishing it was today, and you can't turn back time. --You also can't turn back things that are non-existant.
Bravo on the sunset, by the way.
He's putting me up to this, and it kind of makes me nervous. He wants me to do this. He wants me to be a bull rider. Why else would he assign one person an office job as a sleazy secretary and me as a bull rider? That sleazy secretary will live forever. I don't have as long. I don't know why, I just don't, and I can tell you that with honesty.
Where's Bev?
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2004 12 November :: 10.09am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Blink 182]
abrokendreamx
As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasnt supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken more then once, and it gets harder everytime. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like youve never been hurt, because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back.
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2004 11 November :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: New Found Glory
a "my day" entry. how cool.
before 1st period:
walked around with bev and josh, got my water, satisfied myself, hung out in the halls and whatevah.
first period
aid ashley a dollar to let me wear her bracelets and proceeded to pay her another dollar for two peices of gum. ...sleazbag. noticed Fitz was missing half a tooth and laughed at him. talked to alessi about pot smoking, how i'd never do it, yadda. sat there.
second period
got bitched about by mandy about my things. sat on the bleachers with rob, tyler, and ashley... listened to my chemical romance... talked... punched tyler in the penis and sat on his foot, whatevah.
third period
sat there. drew. wrote. i was doing my world cultures homework and mr. f. came up behind me and read over my shoulder and i jumped out of my skin and i was like "WHAT?!!?!!" and he was like..."...i ... .didn't say anything" and i was like ::WHEEZE:::: "OH." and he was like "i just thought it was interesting that you were studying archaelogy." and i was like "::pant:: holyum. yes. ahem." and put my music back on. i don't know why i got so scared, but i did. waited. left.
fourth period
sat on my ass.
lunch
hung out with bev and josh… it was basically just larry curly and moe today. Josh had an orgasm over his snapple again, as always. that’s just how he rolls. mm… josh raped me at my locker and of course I loved it. Hmm.. got yelled at by some chick for making out in the hall, when we weren’t really.. making out. Ha but she didn’t really yell at us, either so ha.
fifth period
took a test. sat on my ass. ate a bagel.
sixth period
hung out with bev and josh… got cheese everywhere… I put warm sharp cheddar cheese in my palm and said “HEY SLATER! HIGH FIVE!” and he so gave me a high five and so got cheddar all over his hand. \m/ took notes. Ignored.
seventh period
had a very uncomfortable sub. He looked very confused and very wronged. His face was bright red and he was quite nervous. I felt really bad for the guy. hm. I freaked out with Blair all period.
eighth period
got out of class early with chrissy… ran aorund the school for a few minutes… ran into the gym while they were having a class and ran out when we realized this was so. Whatever else, uhm. Saw josh…
bus ride
sat with my love Blair, josh sat in front of us. Josh and I like.. fucked and katie watched with glee. Haha no uhm, anyway… josh and I talked about when we’re getting married… and… haha… talked about… how bev and I fuct in the girls bathroom and such… I dunno, I just love josh.
so um. hey.
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2004 11 November :: 10.19am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: [My Chemical Romance]
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2004 9 November :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: [Clint Black]
"i ate a carrot.
the goonies tonight, or something of that calibur. something sweet.
the carrots, like half done. its starting to get sour. ill be a trooper and eat the whole thing though.
i think a smidge of carrot got stuck in my nasal passages. this really sucks. it kind of stings. well, not really. it just makes me a tad nervous. thankstas to gangstas, im out like a thug (whips out uzi) GET DOWN!"
i love how he writes what i think.
and ross, it really was stinging. it stings.
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