The names Brielle, bitch

The names Brielle, bitch

:: 2005 6 June :: 7.05am
:: Mood: aggravated

Today was so fucking real. And I don't like it one bit. Okay so I wake up at 8, right.... Hottest day of the entire year. 101 degrees. Woah buddy. So like... George is all on my tail while I'm trying to get stuff done, as usual, just kinda figured it was your average day. He's giving me bullshit about wearing long sleeves indoors with the air conditioner on, and telling me to help him with fencing while i'm in the middle of cleaning out stalls. So I'm getting really pissed. I woke up depressed today. I was on the verge of tears for no reason. So I go inside, right? And I grab my phone, right? And I see that my mom called me twice from work. So I'm like alright... and on my way outside to finish stalls I called her and was like "You called?" and for some reason, George was following me the entire time I was on the phone with her, and at some point during our conversation, I started crying and I don't know why. I was like.. insane. And... I dunno, me and my mom talked for a while and then I got off the phone with her and george was standing right behind me. (I'm still crying like a baby.) So all of a sudden, scaring the shit out of me, he's IN MY FACE... screaming and was like "SO IS THAT YOUR SPOILED BRAT ROUTINE?" and I'm like "What?!" and he goes "IS THAT YOUR FUCKING SPOILED BRAT ROUTINE?" and before I could answer he was like "I BET IT IS. YOU GET UPSET SO YOU CRY TO YOUR MOM. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT WORK IS, YOU DON'T DO SHIT AROUND HERE. YOU'RE NOT OVERWORKED, YOU'RE SPOILED, YOU JUST CRY TO YOUR MOTHER ALL THE TIME. I was so afraid he was going to hit me, cause he was all in my face...and I was like... crying so hard. And I was like "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" and then he just walked away screaming and yelling, and I was like.. yelling over top of him like "FUCKING SHIT I'M LEAVING, GOD DAMN IT I FUCKING HATE IT HERE, YOU'RE A FUCKING ASS HOLE." and like... I've never cursed that bad at my stepdad, EVER. So I made a couple phone calls and I called my friend and I was like "HOLY SHIT, PICK ME UP NOW." but no one could, so I just walked and walked and walked. Then I called my mom and told her what happened and she was like "oh god" and was freaking out and told me to call places to see if i could stay somewhere overnight.... so I tried Rachel, Brielle, Josh, and Dan... no one answered... I stopped at where I work and brushed all the horses there and then kept walking... and walking... I ended up close to 7 miles from home and by then it was 1:30... IT WAS SO FUCKING HOT. 101 Degrees. Fucking shit. and I had no water, and I hadn't eaten breakfast. SO THEN.... it started to thunder and I was like "Fucking great." so I had to head back before I was caught in major weather. I got home at like.. I dunno... late. and ... went upstairs and locked myself in my room and... yeah.. HE kept coming upstairs and banging on my door saying "I THOUGHT YOU WERENT COMING BACK UNTIL TOMORROW BAHHHHHHHH" and I was like "FUCKING GO AWAY AHHHHHHHHH :cries:" and. um. yeah. and. yeah. and.... uh.... I'm fucking hungry. and... uh.... He tried to apologize to me. and I was like "WTF?" and.. yeah. so here I sit. Hungry as fuck. Bored. Cell's dead. double you tee eff. Worst day in a long time.

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greyXmatter

:: 2005 4 June :: 5.59pm

i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Casey
2. single or taken: ..taken?
3. sex: I pee sitting down.
4. birthday: June 27th
6. siblings: 7 brothers 2 sisters (combination of step and actual)
7. hair color: black, brown, red
8. eye color: brown
9. shoe size: 10
10. height: 5' 8"

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Laura, Ricky, Sara, Josh, Dan, Kirk
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ...didn't you ask this already? YES I THINK YOU DID.

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: H&M
2. any tattoos or piercings: 13 Piercings.

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: No.
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: pantene, tresseme, herbal essences.
3. what are you most scared of?: Growing old, failure
5. who is the last person that called you?: My mom.
6. where do you want to get married?: I don't know.
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 43.
8. what would you change about yourself?: weight, shoe size, height, eye color, hair color.

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: gray
2. food: grapes and grapefruit.. gasp.
3. boys names: sonny, brent, ian, .
4. girls names: shayla, nevaeh, brittany, I DONT KNOW.
5. subjects in school: math, sciences
6. animals: cowsies
7. sports: horseback riding, bull riding

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ...negative.
2. smoked?: yeah.
3. bungee jumped?: never.
4. made yourself throw up?: yes.
5. skinny dipped?: yes.
6: ever been in love?: yes.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I can't fake cry.
8. pictured your crush naked?: sure.
9. actually seen your crush naked?: not my current...
10. cried when someone died?: yes?
11. lied: Mhm.
12. fallen for your best friend?: mhm.
13. been rejected?: probably.
14. rejected someone?: probably.
15. used someone?: probably.
16. done something you regret?: Yes.

c u r r e n t
clothes: cut up shorts, black studded belt, white tank top with orange... graffiti type shiznit, orange flip flops
make-up: Eyeliner... mascara...
annoyance: the dog breathing like HEH HEH HEH HEH.
smell: Nothing.
favorite group/artist: billy idol, from first to last
desktop picture: teal
book you're reading: Psh.
in cd player: senses fail - from the depths of dreams, circa survive - juturna, and brand new - deja entendu
in dvd player: video of me bull riding

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: laura probably
hugged: I havn't hugged someone in a long time.
you imed: jason? NO DARREN.
you yelled at: laura?
you kissed: uhhmm... i don't remember. o_0

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what attracts you: Hair and humor
last person you slow danced with: jason WAIT NO, SLATER.
makes you laugh the most: ricky & kirk & jas & i don't know!
makes you smile: kirk & ricky
who do you have a crush on: klfsgnskjnfaskj

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: Yes.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yes.
wish you were younger: sometimes, not usually.
cried because someone said something to you?: i'm sure.

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 1.
of hearts i have broken: ?
of guys ive kissed: ...different guys? ...uh. i don't know. 15? (total guess)
of girls ive kissed: 2.
of continents you've been to?: 1.
of tight friends: 4.
of cds i own: 30something.
of scars on my body: A lot.

F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: When i'm bored.
2. gold or silver: Silver.
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: saw.
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: Hey Arnold.
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: I don't eat breakfast.
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: matt/from first to last. ...i'd go down on him. kirk, because i'd have fun. laura, cause she'd go insane and it would be funny. jason... cause i'd ... i don't know.
11. could you live without your computer?: Probably not.
12. would you color your hair? Psh yeah, I do all the time.
13. could you ever get off the computer?: When i sleep.
14. habla espanol? Si.
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 47+27+30+10+35=whatever
16. drink alcohol? yes