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2005 16 May :: 1.22pm
Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand cause no one will ever feel like this again. And if I could move, I'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you. I must have dragged my guts a block... they were gone by the time we talked. I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself, but you know that I could crush you with my voice. I stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me... hide the details... I don't want to know a thing. I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret. My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on.
I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel...
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greyXmatter
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2005 16 May :: 1.16pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: [Fall Out Boy] - [Chicago is soooo... forever ago.]
I want to fix those answers...
My personality rates a 5. See, you either hate me, love me, or don't understand me. Therefore, I give myself a 5, because I can.
I'm not pretty inside and out, I'm beautiful on the inside and invisible on the outside.
My worst quality isn't non-existant, I have many. I like things done how they should be done. I don't like slackers, so I get pissed if you're lazy when you're supposed to be doing something. There's a difference between lazy and exhausted. I'm jealous, I'm angry, I'm cold... etc, etc, etc...
hey... you got one thing right... It's just because it's who I am.
I love quizzes.
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greyXmatter
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2005 16 May :: 1.15pm
:: Music: [Hide the details, I don't want to know a thing.]
I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel.......
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greyXmatter
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2005 15 May :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: [Circa Survive] - [Golden Baby]
This weekend was good... I wouldn't have been able to get through it without Laura... that girl's so awesome. She came over on Friday at 5:30 in the morning, hahaha, cause her mom dropped her off before work... we went right outside and started working... none of my clippers were working and we needed to get the mini's clipped for the show on Saturday so we were like freaking out, and Amber was being so bad, and rearing up, flipping over, and ohh my gosh... it was really bad. We finally got done clipping and bathing at 11:45 AT NIGHT... it was really bad... then in the morning we went to get the horses on the trailer and loaded and my big horse Cowboy kicked me in the knee at feeding time and I couldn't walk... now I just have like... a grapefruit size bump and gross purpleness, but I can walk on it... I was so mad...... anyways, went to the show and did really good.... here are the placings:
(triple judged)
Me and Dylan:
1st, 1st, 2nd showmanship
1st, 3rd, 2nd color class
4th, 2nd, 3rd driving
5th, 3rd, 5th driving
1st, 1st, 2nd halter obstacle
1st, 2nd, 1st driving obstacle
Me and Star:
DQ, DQ, DQ (it was my fault, my lead shank got caught on the jump)
1st, 1st, 1st ... he was so awesome for halter
Sara and Doc:
2nd, 3rd, 3rd showmanship
1st, 2nd, 2nd halter obstacle
Laura and Amber:
1st, 1st, 1st halter mares
4th, 4th, 4th halter obstacle
3rd, 3rd, 2nd showmanship
My mom and Star:
4th, 4th, 3rd color class
4th, 3rd, 4th amateur showmanship
3rd, 2nd, 4th halter stallions
yeah, so we did really good... it was fun.
then today was Cloverleaf Open... Laura and I both showed my horse cowboy... laura got 1st, 1st, 1st, 1st, and 2nd... and I got 2nd and 3rd.... she showed in all the beginner classes, I showed in the junior classes... she did really good in trail, she just forgot the mail box, lmfao, so she had to go back...
I'm like... really exhausted... when me and Laura got home this afternoon, we were so tired and sore we couldn't do anything... so we had a sunflower seed spitting contest for like... an hour.
the end.
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greyXmatter
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2005 12 May :: 1.30pm
:: Mood: bouncy
omgomgomg. so I gotta get ready for class, but I don't feel like it. I gotta do a lot of stuff but I dont feel like it.
I gotta hang up my pictures! <3
oh oh oh..
GANGSTA BITCHES
anyways..
yeah, so this weekends gonna be beat... don't even bother trying to get ahold of me online... just call my cell... 908 797 2825... I have two horse shows, one on saturday, one on sunday... and all day friday i'm gonna be getting ready... so... yeahh...
you make me move like.....
i..
,mdasngsjs.
<3
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