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greyXmatter

:: 2005 10 May :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: blah

I'm like... crazy liking this kid. and... he's just... I don't know if I'm lusting or what I'm doing... I won't say it's genuine because I really don't know, I'm a teenager with raging hormones. So I won't say anything, but he's so gorgeous and ...


...jam it up.

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greyXmatter

:: 2005 8 May :: 9.50am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: [Weezer]

I had an awesome time at my horseshow in Stillwater... I got a 5th, a 7th, a 6th, and another 7th... My horse was so gooooood! Oh, and Laura showed my other horse Cowboy in the beginner division and she got 1st, 1st, 1st, and grand champion for the division! Yep, as always.... ha he's so rockin'. Bliss refused her first jump when I was in the jumping class but did the rest of the course fine, so we didn't stay for the placings cause I probably didn't place because of the refusal......

I was so tired and feeling really crappy and a girl called me and was like "I wanted to call you and let you know you're an ugly slut." (or something) and then hung up. I didn't recognize the number... or the voice... but it made me feel really shitty... Oh well... what else is new? =/ People are so heartless these days, it's really unfortunate....

Tomorrow Laura's coming over again and we're gonna hang out and shes probably gonna come over another time this week before she comes over Friday at like 6:00AM hahaha then she's staying here til sunday night cause we've got 2 horse shows this weekend... GSMHA and Cloverleaf Open... yay.

I'm really tired so I should go... later...

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greyXmatter

:: 2005 7 May :: 7.44pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: [Blake Shelton] -[Austin]

No one knows what it's like to be the bull-boy
nobody understands how it feels
to have two holes in the side of my head
and a pain in the balls THAT ARE NON-EXISTANT!
my hoofies, they hurt
my holies, they bleed
i'm so lonely out here in the darkness of the NIIIIIIIIGHT!
my only friiiiiiiiiiiiiiends are a teal bouncy ball
and a fence post that I grunt at...
And last but not least
on occasion
a golden retriever who runs away from me...
I wish I had some friends....
I wish you were my friend...
cause then I'd be lonely no morrrrrrrrre.

Inspired by: BeefSteak
Written and Composed and Performed and Sung and Laughed at by: Laura Nelson and Casey Schwind

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greyXmatter

:: 2005 7 May :: 8.01am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: [Cut your finger on the edge cause it's sharper than they told you...]

Yesterday was the absolute worst day as far as me being sick goes. I was so tired and my head hurt and I couldn't breathe and my throat hurt so bad... I slept a lot during the day... Then went to bed around 9... and Jude called me on his cell phone and hung up, so I called him back, and he was like "Hello?" and I said "hi......" and he hung up... so I called back and Rachel answered and I was like "uhhh... so like... you called....?" or something and she was like "yeah it was me" then hung up... and I was like wtf? So I just went back to sleep.... Then like 20 minutes later, Jude called AGAIN... and was like "AAAHH!" and was like screaming in my ear and I'm like "What the fuck do you want?" and hes like "ARE YOU SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPING?" and I was like "I was........" and hes like "AWWWWWWWWWWW!" and then hung up. I was so mad, I wanted to cry, I felt like shit. Then I went back to bed, and 20 minutes later, who calls? Rachel. I'm like "what... the... fuck." so I answer. And I'm like "hello?" and shes like "ARE YOU SICK?" and I was like "yeahhh....." and shes like "OOHHHHH. I'm not. HAHAHAHA" and I was like "okay..." and she's like well... AJ and Alyssa hate us. and I said "uh.. ok... and.. ok..." or something, I don't remember... and then she goes "HEY! Come over, and bring money! We need to go tanning. So come over and bring us money." and I was thinking "you're a fucking ass hole." and i hung up.

Jude changes her. I haaaate it...
and if it was me calling her while she was sick and trying to sleep, she knows damn well she'd be flipping a shit. She'd be like "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP" then she wouldn't talk to me for like a month.

Fuck, I hate Jude... If he wasn't there, Rachel would have never called me acting all stupid. She does stuff she normally wouldn't do when she's with him, and it's fucking annoying..... I hope she gets over that fatass soon, cause this is bullshit.

Needless to say, I got no sleep last night.......

Laura's coming over today to get ready for the show... I have a jumping lesson at 9:30AM... Tomorrow's a horse show... so yeah.... Won't be updating for a while. Later...

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greyXmatter

:: 2005 4 May :: 9.28am

It's that time of the year again...
Show season has started, and updating becomes more or less extinct. It's alright though... I'll keep updating... its just that... show season is really busy and whatever. Today's Wednesday... I don't think I have class today... I don't know. Tomorrow I have lit class from 3:00-4:00 and Laura's coming over early tomorrow morning to spend the day on the farm. (She's skipping school, what a badass! hahaha!) I <3 her... So anyways, we're giving 2 of the mini's baths and clipping them... Then on Friday I have Spanish from 2:30-4:00 and I think Laura's probably going to come over that night or something... I don't know... Saturday is gonna be busy as hell cause we have to give the horses baths... (The ones that are showing on Sunday) and then Sunday's the show. So... if you can imagine... It's a lot of work. YEAH. So that's what's going down. So... I have a new cell phone... but it's the same as my old number. So... yeah. gimme a call if you need to get in touch with me, or if you just want to chat. 908 797 2825

Later!

Hey! PS... Doesn't Brandon look like Ben from Armor For Sleep?

Ben....Brandon.

I don't know, maybe it's the hair. Either way, they're both beautiful and gorgeous and ... *sigh*...

later.

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