:: 2005 6 February :: 9.38 am

Yesturday was a really weird day. Some parts were fun and some parts I just wanted to cry. I don't know about you but whenever my car breaks down I feel helpless and i just want to cry. Plus the fact that if I tell my dad he'll blame it on me. Well, that happened. I was getting off of 131 and I heard whistling so I turned down my air and listened then I heard metal scrapping then I knew. My tire was completely blown. So I parked on the side of the road and tried to used the phone my parents gave me "just incase". A lot good that did me. It wouldn't allow me to use it because there's no money in the account. So, here I go running across 57 to this nail place. I decided to call James' to see if mike was there. But he wasn't so I felt horrible because I didn't know who else to call. I ended up calling james at work and he told me to call tony and have tony pick me up and take me to his work to get house keys and then back to his house. Once we get to james' house it feels really akward because Mike is there with his kids so tony and I decide to go and get some food. We go to arby's and eat some delicious food and then go back to james' and once we got there we realized that we really didn't want to go in so we went to matt's house. I had never met matt before so this was pretty cool :P. So.. we're in matt's house and I'm sitting on his warm water bed. I didn't want to get up but when I did... my ass started to get really cold. I was like :O did I pee my pants?!?! kidding... haha there was a hole in the water bed and it leaked all over the back of my pants.. so much that they felt like they were dripping down my legs. We go to james' and hang out in his room and I put on his pants because mine are soaked. James finally gets home from work and we go and fix my stupid tire. Then I leave. Haha. I felt bad because I wasted the time that he was suppose to be with his friends. So, I hope he had fun.

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:: 2005 4 February :: 8.53 am

Got up at 6 and then there was a 2 hour fog delay.

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:: 2005 28 January :: 2.56 pm
:: Music: the quiet things that no one ever knows

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:: 2005 24 January :: 2.04 pm

I havn't updated in a long time and right now I'm just waiting around. My parents went to greenville and I'm home alone. How fun. I have bowling today at 2 30 until I have no clue usually you get done around 5 but... it's away and I don't know where at so I'm not sure what time I'll be home. Hopefully not too late.
I got some applications today. Well technically I only got one. BUuuttt... I went to willowtree and asked if they had looked at my application yet and then I got an application from leppinks and I asked for one at wesco but they didn't have any so I will have to go back in a couple days.
I think I'm going to start working out this week starting tomorrow. Weightlifting and running maybe with bailey like I used to before I got lazy. That way I will look decent in the dress for the valentines/swirl/winter homecoming/black and white dance. Whatever they want to call it this year.
Well... I think that's it. Everything in my life seems to be going good except for money with my whole family. I guess we'll get through it.

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:: 2005 12 January :: 2.56 pm

I want to shoot myself.


I'm so bored I have a headache.

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:: 2005 6 January :: 9.14 am

all I have to say is I feel really bad for all the people who actually had to go to school today.

I got woken up at 9 and had to go push my brother out of a snow bank... with just myself and I did it. Getting him up the road.. now that is a different story.. haha

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:: 2005 4 January :: 6.30 pm

Well, New Years was fun. I got to stay the night at James'. Then the next day we went shopping and I was upset because I got to Old Navy at like 5:06 and guess what... they closed at 5. I was soo mad. Anyways umm... school is still gay and I hate it. I am hoping we have a snow day on thursday. That would be great. I want to sleep in. I just found out today that our prom theme is fucking mardi gras. That was my freshmen homecoming. AND it's in our fucking gym. On good news though.. I have a dance on the 12th of Febuary and it sounds really fun. I'm going to go though.. i can feel my computer wanting to shut down on me.

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:: 2004 28 December :: 8.11 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Serve the ego

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:: 2004 20 December :: 4.20 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: none

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:: 2004 14 December :: 9.43 pm

Yesturday was the worst day I have had all year. Okay maybe not ALL year... but as far back as I can remember this year. The bad luck starts like this. I was sitting in forth block and I get a piece of paper saying that I have to have my absence from wednesday called in by two. It's laready one by the time I got this but I didn't think anything of it because I have never had a problem explaining what had happened before. Well, 2:16 rolls around a luke comes in with a detention for me. I was pissed so I went to mr. burdies office and he asked me waht I was there for and he was being the biggest dick to me. Not exactly by what he was syaing but how he was saying it Then he had the nerved to tell me I was making him uncomfortable by raising my voice. What the fuck. Talking faster and with more enthusiasm is not raising your voice. He's a fag anyways I mean what 250 lb (at least) man gets nervouse/uncomfortable when a 110 lb girl raises her voice??? a fag. ANyways. So that is that and he says there is nothing else for us to talk about so I say excuse me and leave. I didn't slam the door or anything. I'm pretty much balling my eyes out by this time and I call my dad and explain what happened. so he called in for me. I go to my bowling match and my bowling coach bev starts in on me as soon as I get there. I wasn't dressed up as good as seh wanted. and then she asked for the sucker money I had. so I went home (because she told me to go and get it) and seriouslky I was sitting in myc ar and thinking that I wouldn't have been suprised if I got into an accident... but I didn't. So I went home and got the sucker money by that time my dad made me cry because mr. burdie called and said I was getting a second detention because I was being rude but my dad stuck up for me and so I only had to serve one and james called. so I went back to the bowling ally and gave the money to my coach which was obvously not the right amount by the digusted look on her face. I guess I was suppose to have it sold by november but I had just got those the day before thanksgiving. Anyways She's pissed at me and then I feel like shit. And I have to serve a detention for an hour and a half.

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:: 2004 11 December :: 1.21 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Great Romances of the 20th century ~ TBS

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:: 2004 6 December :: 4.13 pm

Well, I have my christmas concert tonight at 7 if anyone cares. I have to be there at 6 because we suck....

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:: 2004 5 December :: 3.27 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: love song for no one ~ JM

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:: 2004 1 December :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: none

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:: 2004 1 December :: 8.32 pm

Omg.. I'm soo pissed off right now. I just did this big huge fucking thing and my fucking computer shuts off. Piece of fucking shit. Jeeze..

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