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2004 15 July :: 9.46 pm
x is true...
(_) I have never been drunk
(_) I never have smoked pot
(_) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
(_) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan
(x) I never ridden in a taxi
(_) I never have had sex
(_) I never have been dumped
(_) I never shoplifted
(_) I never have been fired
(_) I have never cut myself on purpose
(_) I never have been in a fist fight
(x) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I never have been arrested
(_) I never made out with a stranger
(_) I never stole anything from my job
(x) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(x) I never lied to a friend
(x) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(x) I never have been to Europe
(_) I never skipped school
(x) I never slept with a co-worker
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(_) I never have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I never have eaten sushi
(x) I never have been snowboarding
(x) I never have been happy with myself
(x) I never have met a movie star
(_) I never went to a prom
(x) I never bungee jumped
(x) I never have been to a pop concert
(x) I never have dated someone for over a year
(_) I never ate a mango
(x) I never killed anyone before
(x) I never went sailing
(_) I have never had a job
(x) I have never told someone how much they meant to me.
(x) I never have gone sky diving
(x) I never ran outside and danced in the street naked.
(x) I have never had a lesbian/gay close friend.
(x) I have never watched C-SPAN for over an hour.
(_) I have never been out of the country
(x) I have never made out in a carwash..
(x) I have never had cum come out of my nose during a blow job
(_) I have never gone night swimming with a hot person of the opposite sex
(_) I have never eaten peanut butter.
(x) I have never seen Citizen Kane all the way through.
(x) I have never broken a bone.
(x) I have never enjoyed eating veal
(x) I have never been whale watching
(_) I have never stayed up until 10 AM listening to music
(_) I have never seen real boobies
(x) I have never been happier in my life than I am right now
(_) I've never been involved with complete jackass
(x) I have never enjoyed a zero hour class
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2004 6 July :: 10.11 am
Olivia: I don't get head...
Me: What?
Olivia: Grandpa Likes head.
Me: What are you talking about??
Olivia: *points to the bottom of the loaf of bread*
Me: Those are butts dork, not head. Jeez... *laughs*
I was thinking.. what in the hell does a 6 year old know about oral sex?
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2004 26 May :: 5.17 pm
woo, I'm a whore!
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2004 25 May :: 7.24 pm
YES!! this is great!
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2004 17 May :: 8.29 pm
I bent over to clean out the lint trap in the dryer and it smelled like...trix, the cereal.
My lint smells like trix :)
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2004 13 May :: 8.43 pm
AWESOME!!!!
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2004 12 May :: 2.56 pm
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2004 9 May :: 9.34 pm
heh, 7 months and 9 days till my 18th birthday
I had a dream last night that I got a tattoo on my birthday and it was on my upper right back. It was a cross made of roses black roses. It was pretty. I'm gonna get it done. In 7 months and nine days.
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2004 8 May :: 9.53 pm
The Way I Feel lyrics
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You've given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true
Cuz I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice yeah
Come on
The world I know is pulling me, pulling more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the mist of darkness, Lord
My spirit calls for you
Cuz I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice yeah
You know sometimes deep inside
I feel like this!!
Cuz I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life yeah
The way I feel like the way...the way I feel...
Broken lyrics
Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you
Chorus:
'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
Deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away
I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life
Chorus:
'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
Deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away
All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Until I'm broken
Chorus:
'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
Deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away
Broken
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2004 29 April :: 7.14 pm
so... Who all is keeping their journal anyways?
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2004 10 April :: 8.25 am
** basics **
Name:: Allison
Nickname:: Ally or Al or al.i (like the fish)
Location:: Belding
Gender:: female
Birthplace:: Belding
Birthstone:: Topaz
Birthday:: dec. 19th
Sign:: sagittarius
Righty or Lefty:: mainly righty
Screenname:: depends....
** your looks **
Height:: five foot three and a half
Shoe size:: seven to eight
Hair Color:: Dark Brown
Hair Length:: medium
Eye Color:: dark blue most of the time
Size:: umm three to five?
Glasses:: no
Braces:: no
Piercings:: Yes, five.
Tattoos:: one someday
** fashion **
Where do you shop:: forever 21,jc penny, old navy, MEIJER and of course.. goodwill
What do you usually wear:: Jeans and a t-shirt
What kind of shoes do you wear:: sneakers?
Do you wear a watch:: yes, without it i feel naked
Color you never wear:: I'll wear anything if it's cheap
Color you wear at least once a week?:: Blue
Something you wear everyday:: underwear
Do you wear make up everyday:: no
Make up essential:: Lip Gloss
Most cherished piece of clothing:: my prom dress
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: spandex
Do you wear belts:: yes
Do you wear hats:: yes
How many pairs of shoes do you have:: 15-20
** music **
Favorite kind of music:: Rock
Least Favorite:: rap
How many CD's do you have:: fourty to fifty
Last CD you bought:: Don't remember
Whats in your CD player right now:: 2 jewel, sugar ray, and three others
Do you download music:: no
** Favorites **
Color:: blue
Number:: 11
Season:: I have no favorite
Ice cream:: strawberry and chocolate
Website:: woohu
Quote:: "there was definatly no shaft grippage at all"
Store:: forever 21
Band:: I'm not sure
Singer:: Jewel
Rapper:: I don't know them..
Group:: I don't know!
Song:: silver and cold
Movie:: back to the future trilogy
Actor:: brad pitt!
Actress::
Kind of movies:: comedy and thriller
Place to be:: with friends
Time of day:: 2:15pm or 12:12 pm weekdays
Clothing Brand:: bah brands shmands
Animal:: dog
Food:: strawberries
Holiday:: Christmas
Shape:: triangle, strongest geometric structure
Restaraunt:: Red Lobster
Fast food place:: wendys
Boy's name:: not sure
Girl's name:: not sure as well
Word:: fuck
Month:: december and July
Candy:: skittles
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:: male
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: yes
Crush:: davey havok
Do you believe in love at first sight:: sometimes
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: have to be funny
Best physical feature:: hair and eyes
Best hair color:: I like dark hair.. but it's fine if it's not that color
Best eye color:: green or blue or brown haha
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:: yeah
What color is your tooth brush:: purple
What's on your desktop:: not much
Do you like roller coasters:: no
Do you do drugs:: no
Are you a virgin:: no
Do you have any pets:: yes
What time do you go to sleep:: 10ish
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2004 9 April :: 12.00 pm
GAHH no matter what I do.. I smell like baby formula! It's sick.
If you have any suggestions on how to get rid of the smell. Contact me.
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2004 7 April :: 10.50 pm
:: Music: girls not grey~Afi
mmm uuuh oooh yeah mmm ooo aahh
Bryan Just left. We had a nice time. Prom is coming up and I'm so fucking excited! Like 16 days until I get to have loads of fun and stay out late and where my pretty dress! I'm completely infactuated with the lead singer of afi. He scared me in the video for leaving song part II but.. in girl's not grey and silver and cold.. he is so attractive! I'll most likely be at davids party saturday, and so will bryan. I'm a little nervous to go... scary.. :S . I hope no one minds that he is there. If they do, we can just leave I suppose.
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2004 19 February :: 8.00 pm
Everyone feel free to hate me. It's easy to do. I suggest it.
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2004 16 February :: 8.07 pm
:: Mood: Happy and Relieved
:: Music: Mandy Moore~Yo Yo
I don't come back when I'm thrown...
Everything is so much better now. Everything seems to be fitting just right. I know what I want to be. I know where I'm going to live. I know what college I want. I have a great "relationship" going for me. My parents are being soo nice. I'm getting along with them and helping around the house. They are paying for some stuff for me. I have a Job now AND Prom is coming up and I'm so excited. It's going to be *sigh* so fun!
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